Who Am I? Peel Away the Layers

Nama sika; venia benya                   I AM the one, I AM the whole

Greetings my beloved family! 

As always it's such a joy to come into this space in which you are.  I may speak through one individual but I reach out and connect with each one of you, I value each of you.  I see in you the energy and light that you are within this life, within your divinity and within the blend of all your various life experiences. 

Each of you has chosen to be upon the earth at this time.  It is a time of transition; so many of you have moved through the experience of shifting from the third into the fourth dimension.  Many of you are experiencing what it is like to live as a human and now move up into the fifth dimension or higher. 

There are more potentials available at this time than there has ever been before.  The reason for this is in part you who are here upon the journey.  Each time that you allow yourself to stretch, to perhaps move in a new direction, to experience something different; you create a new potential.  And for every potential that you move through in your daily life, there are a multitude of even more that are available to you in the non-physical form.  These are the potentials around you that are waiting to occur.  Sometimes you will tap into them, sometimes not.

I share this information with each one of you because I want you to know that there is always more than one opportunity available to you.  There's always more than one individual who could be a mate in your life, there's more than one job available for you, and I could go on and on and on with this list.  So let this be a reality.  Open in this time while you are still so fully present upon the earth and recognise that there are an infinite number of potentials. 

With that, I invite each one of you to take one more breath, allowing that breath to move deep within you.  You may send it down into the earth if you so choose, but anchor within so that as I invite you to release your physical body, you may allow your consciousness to expand to a greater degree that it has before. 

Release the energies of your body, allow yourself to move into the magnetic grid.  As you move into the grid, find yourself aligning with your Higher Self.  It is here, it is a part of this energy pattern.  Each of you are linked with one another, yet you are an individual and you therefore have your own space. 

Send out an impulse of light.  Share your energy; share your light with the rest who are present within this grid.  Some of these impulses are the other people here upon the journey, but there are even more than those of you present who communicate through this network of light, this network of energy.  Have a sense of going back within your own self.  Shift your focus so that you expand into the energies of the crystalline grid.

As you arrive within this space, feel how light it is to be without the magnetic pull of the earth.  Look around at where you are.  This is a part of the stair steps of energy separating your current physical earth with the New Earth.  This is constructed as far as a framework but as each of you allow your focus to come within this space you are actually adding more depth, more dimension into these spaces. Look around; perhaps bring up your home, your family, your work.  You may have a perception of your daily life as it is reflected within this space. 

There is a balance within here that is intrinsic.  There is a sparkling essence of light.  You feel this within your consciousness and it trickles down into you as the human, you through your Higher Self.  It is all interrelated. 

From here I invite you to release these energies.  Allow yourself to shift into the soul plane.  For some it may feel as if you remain within the same space.  For others you may have a sense of moving into a completely different area, perhaps a vibration. 

Within the soul plane I invite you to call forth your I Am presence.  Perceive this essence of who you are.  As you look at this energy that is coming towards you, or perhaps it's coming up from within you, allow yourself to open fully to receive the embrace of your own divinity.  Take a moment to simply absorb that feeling of connection within yourself.  Let the flow of love move through you in every degree. 

As you allow for this to move through your consciousness, you are opening to greater and greater amounts of your divinity.  Now I the Goddess come into this space in which you are.  As I do so, I reach out to embrace each one of you.  I enfold you in my arms and I connect heart to heart.  Allow yourself to feel my complete love and acceptance of you.  As you open to allow my energies to move through, you will find yourself shifting into the space of the All That Is.

Look around; you know where this is.  The All That Is has many different facets; it has many levels of vibration. It is oftentimes considered a gathering place.  We always move into this space that we have created within the All That Is.  I ask each of you to have a sense of expanding your energy field a little bit further as if you are pushing out.  You can feel the shift in energies.  Allow that flow to move into this space, swirling within and around each one of you. 

I would like for each one of you to take a moment and consider who you are in this life that you have upon the earth. I know we have asked this question before, but I feel that it can be helpful to you to every so often revisit this question.  So once more as you ask yourself ‘who am I' the majority of you I perceive have a list that goes through your mind. 

I feel such joy to notice all of you who have skipped those various jobs or duties that you have within this life and you have gone straight to the core of who you are.  There are others who find themselves considering who they are in this life, or identifying themselves by the fact that they are a mother, father, sister, brother, perhaps they're a teacher, doctor, lawyer, perhaps they are part of an organisation and they identify themselves as that organisation.  Perhaps you consider your life experiences as defining who you are.  Just as each one of you is a unique soul essence, so too your life experiences have been unique unto you. 

I'd like to ask you if you took away the trappings of your life, if you took away your job, the things that you consider yourselves good at, the things you consider yourself not so good at, I invite you now in this moment to peel away the layers and look at yourself as the person underneath it all.  For some I see you reuniting with this aspect of yourself that you forget is there.  For others you are very well acquainted and you are doing the dance of homecoming.  Still others, I'm sensing the experience of you looking beneath these layers and not quite trusting or understanding what you see.  You may have done this many times in the past and today in this moment you perhaps are going in a new direction or deeper than you've ever looked before. 

At the core essence of everyone is a pulsation of light.  This light is you as your divine essence.  This light sparkles, it shines, it emanates a vibration or an energy.  Look, feel; sense what this is to you.  Let the love, let the compassion, allow the unconditional acceptance of who you are to permeate throughout.  From within your own core essence, this is here for you.  This is for you, it is from you, it is about only you.  While in this space, you need not prove anything, do anything or be anyone but who you are. 

Take a deep breath in and embrace that reality.  When you find yourself fully connected with your core essence, begin to add the layers that make up you as the human in this life.  You have all had many, many experiences; some painful, some joyful, some fearful and others filled with bliss.  All of these various experiences that you have had have been a part of creating who you are at this moment in your life.  There may be aspects of yourself you would like to release, there may be aspects you are working to strengthen. 

Open and allow yourself to simply feel who you are as a result of this life.  Allow the acceptance to move through you.  What would it be like to live your life without regret, to accept all those many things in your past?  What would it be like to believe that you are perfect just as you are in this moment, you needn't change a thing.  As you perceive the layers that have created you the human, once more look through the eyes of love.  You still have your life around you; you still have all those various experiences.  Let them be a part of the fabric that created you.  Release the energy that may hold you back, that may keep you from being fully present in this moment that may keep you from accepting who you are.

Now as you look at yourself, as you look at your life, feel, perceive and honour who you are.  The more that each one of you are able to create this deep, deep connection within yourself, the more you are able to accept yourself.  The next step beyond that is that as you accept yourself the more you can accept the people that are around you.  The world has become smaller and smaller over the last 15 - 20 years so that there are a multitude of cultures that interact with each other on a continuous basis.  As you stand in this space as you have that deep connection within yourself, you know who you are and as you look around at the other cultures you can see and honour them for what they are. 

I feel how as I say that, many of you feel resistance.  Be that as it may I invite you to be fully present within your own self as a human, as a divine essence, and from your soul as you look out at another, look beneath the superficial layers and connect with them soul to soul.  Ansaluia - I am within my own soul essence and I see you as the soul essence you are.

I speak of this as you look at other cultures, but you can also bring this closer to home.  There are always going to be groups of people within any given culture that have different beliefs from one another.  Again, stand in your presence knowing who you are within your self, and as you look out you may not agree, you may not like or care for other people's beliefs, but look beneath that.  Look soul to soul.  As you do so you are weaving a new pattern of light.  This is the time for the community of soul to shift.

The majority of you have already shifted into the fourth dimension.  Now is the time for the rest of society and this pattern that you are creating is like a blueprint or a foundation that will assist.  As you look through the All That Is, as you see how you link with one another, soul to soul and heart to heart, it creates a woven tapestry you could say, or it creates a new grid work, or perhaps you just simply recognise how everyone is interrelated.  The essence of this is that you, from your space of knowing who you are, can have a much greater sense of embracing an acknowledging everyone around.  And as you link at this very deep level, you find that some of those things that held you apart will no longer matter. 

Take a moment and consider this in your own life.  Consider people, perhaps a job, perhaps relationships; it can be whatever it is, with which you've been struggling.  And as you call forth the other people that make up that experience, reach out heart to heart, soul to soul.  When you align at this level of awareness it creates a potential for that other individual.  They may or may not already be aligned with these energies.  Somewhere within their divinity you can find an alignment.  It may not be the aspect most influenced by this human personality they are in this lifetime, but no matter where you align with them it will trickle down into this life existence. 

Take in a deep breath as if to embrace all these many potentials.  Look once more at that pattern or that energy that has been created by all of you.  It actually becomes enhanced as if it's taken on a new and more vibrant life because you are choosing to utilise this as a means of connecting with someone else.  You may take that a step further if you so choose and look beyond an individual, perhaps at the whole group.

Within this pattern of light, once more feel yourself aligning, feel yourself creating a balance that reflects who you are, who the other individual is.  Taking that a step further, from one organisation to another, a step further from one culture to another, and on and on and on. 

With that I invite each of you to consciously return, coming together as a group.  With this experience tonight, you have found yourself much more connected with the other individuals.  Take this moment and reconnect within yourself.  Who are you?  I have to smile because instantaneously I hear the very strong affirmative knowledge from every single one of you.  As a group, perceive the hologram of the earth as it comes up within the center.  As you look at this hologram multi-dimensionally, you may perceive those aspects that lead towards the New Earth. 

As I invite each one of you to send forth and infuse your own knowledge of who you are, and then that link or that alignment with everyone else, perceive how it affects the hologram.  As the hologram becomes illuminated with light it is as if there is a deeper blending that is moving through at all levels, throughout the dimensions.  This is the tapestry of light that you have created.  It becomes enhanced as each one of you transmits your own essence into the hologram.

With that have a sense of releasing the energies.  Shift your perception so that you may observe the hologram as it moves back within the earth.  All of those various levels of the crystalline grid become illuminated and aligned as the hologram moves through.  There is a layer or a level of energy that is released as the hologram moves through the magnetic grid.  It continues down until it goes within the core of the actual physical earth.  It moves down linking with that magnificent crystal that makes up the center of the earth.  This crystal is aligned with the core essence of the magnetics.  The two are balanced with one another. 

Allow your focus to then begin to move out from the center of the earth and as it does perceive the vibrations and the levels of energy as they move through, going through the earth, back up into the magnetic grid and out into the universe.  There is a flow that moves back and forth and in and out.

Allow your focus to return to the group.  As you do so, look around.  Your perception has shifted just during these last few minutes.  Be open to feel what this means to you.  As we release the energies of this group, allow yourself to once more move back within the crystalline grid, the crystalline vibration.  Perceive any change or difference as a result of what occurred this evening.  For some it may be very evident, for others it is just a very subtle shift in your alignment.  Be open to receive, allow this perception to move throughout your consciousness. 

As you are shifting your focus, feel yourself as you move back within the magnetic grid.  You may pause for a moment as you align with your Higher Self.  Look around and once more those pathways of light are evident to you.  Look beyond those pathways and open to see the gridwork or the tapestry of light that you created.  It's as if you see the one level that you've always seen those impulses of light, but then you also see an almost transparent level that parallels the first.  This is what you created during this journey. 

Shift your focus once more that you may come fully back within your body.  As your consciousness returns to your body, expand your energy field around you.  As you do so, look around and take in whatever it is that you may perceive.  And now I invite you to once more look within yourself.  As you look within, find that sparkle of light.  As you move outward from there, within your actual human self, within this person that you have created in this lifetime, take a moment to really know who you are and re-assess if perhaps you seek to release anything which no longer is important to you. 

Be open to understand your reality.  Once more as you are standing in the space of your physical body, as you are fully connected within yourself, you know who you are.  Send out an impulse and you will draw to you an aspect of that tapestry or that gridwork that was created and as each one of you are doing this, you are assisting in anchoring this within the earth plane.  No matter who you are, no matter where you are within the world, underneath it all you are a community of souls. 

Soul to soul, heart to heart, love to love, acceptance to acceptance; this is a potential put forth for all of humanity.  Allow it to assist you in your daily life so that you may have the things you seek to have, so that you may have a life that is filled with meaning.  So that you may express yourself in this human form in a way that is joyful and light.  Breathe that in, feel that reality; it is within you, it is around you.

Be open and perceive how relationships are going to be shifting in the days to come.  There may be those that fight against this, which in turn will cause strife and unrest.  If you hear about that, experience it, sense it, I implore you to once more connect within yourself and transmit love and acceptance, strengthening this bond that weaves all of you as humans together. 

I now invite you to come back into the conference room if you would like to ask a question, I am open to receive.  You may press the *7 on your telephone to un-mute your call.

Question: (paraphrased) I went somewhere else during that whole thing; I'll bet I had a great time!!  I'm wondering if you can take a look at me and if you see some changes from the last week.

Answer:  What I see in your beloved is that you have been stepping much more fully into who you are in all of your divinity over the past one month to six weeks.  You set forth to do this perhaps six months ago, but it is manifesting at this time.  It is not unusual for it to take a length of time for this manifest because it's all about each person as they accept who they are and allow their potentials to come into their life.  With this journey tonight as you say you don't remember it because you went into your space; it was about releasing those layers that you may have in your individual life and allowing that to reconnect within  your core essence.  This is exactly what you have been doing over the last six weeks.  You just took it in, in a more conscious level.  You have been conscious of it because you have been inviting it in.  The journey tonight came full circle for you; what you have been doing the past six weeks. 

That's wonderful, thank you!

I have just one last thing to say to you.  Yes, it is complete!

Thank you! I am so pleased!

I'm pleased for you too!

It is good stuff.        Yes it is! 

Question: (paraphrased) I would like to ask again about my finances and my new company.  A few months ago I asked and you said there was money coming to me, it still has not arrived.  I'm wondering if you can say anything about that. 

Answer: As I'm looking around you I still have a sense of feeling money and I still have a sense of feeling money, but it doesn't feel as close to you as it was before.  What I mean by that is that it feels like there is some resistance.  Now, I know you don't say ‘I don't want this abundance to come in, stay away'.  But when you continue to focus on lack and continue to focus on what has not been going in the manner you have wanted them to-it keeps things at a distance that I'm sensing in and around you.  I know you have been working very diligently and I know this is something you are unconscious of.  You waffle back and forth and that is what I see you doing.  There are times in which you are open and in the flow and it comes around you.  Then other times it's held at a distance.  That is my perception; that it's waffling-it's close and at a distance.  Now with regards to the job; what I see in that is that you are actually creating for yourself a different job than what you originally put forth as what you wanted.  What we saw you doing awhile ago was working with a company.  What we see you doing now is in some regards more working for yourself.  It's as if you are a contractor or an independent contractor and that you would work for a company for several days, weeks or months.  It will be on a temporary basis so that you would have the ability to choose who you will work for, where you will work and how long.  Does that make sense to you?  Have you been considering that?

Umm, not really.  First of all I started with a company.  I tried and tried to get a job and finally I went back to creating my own company and I thought people would come to me for one hour sessions; it hasn't happened.  Do you see me going to companies or people's homes?

What I see you doing at this point is you going out to others.  I see you not steady in one place but working in several places.  That's why it comes across to me as the consultant that went in temporarily for things.  Building your business and now that you speak of this I pick up more on the healing, energy shifting, etc.  Yes people will come to you but I also have a sense that people just don't know about you.  We realize your finances are somewhat constrained, but it doesn't have to be a lot of things that are pricey to get your name out there.  We see you talking at health fair and going into business-I'm going to change gears here.  More and more companies are looking at alternative ways to work with their employees to release stress, to release anxiety, to increase the communication between people.  So what you have to offer with your company is something that you can go into companies and work with companies.  You would have a service to offer them.  We sense you should restructure your pricing with a focus of working with groups of people instead of only for 1:1.  Does that make sense to you? Is it something you have been considering?

Umm, yeah perhaps in the back of my mind.  I'm more concerned about immediate funds for my living situation and for bills coming in.  Do you see this happening quickly or is it months down the road? 

It does not feel to us as if its months down the road.  It feels as if it's eminent.  Even more short term than that, we see you working-this is not the work you want to do long term-but it feels like an agency or something managerial, perhaps a temp service.  It feels like office work where you are sitting behind a computer.  We know this is not the least bit what you want to do in the long run, but it feels like it is something you can right now and it will bring in an income, right now.  Then as you are working, communicating with companies, you will shift over into your new work.  We actually see the potential that you don't do the other job; you let your focus be 100% on this other.  We understand completely how humans like to have the stability and how it is challenging as you build a business to have the income and flow of clients; whatever you need to do to find that consistency so that it makes you feel secure.  All of those energies will assist even more with increasing the work load as you seek to do.  I remind you that even when things feel the darkest or the hardest or the most financially strapped; I remind you to go back within yourself and reconnect with that core essence of who you are.  Then look around you, perhaps look through the phone book, perhaps look at lists of companies; but look heart to heart, soul to soul.  Look at the companies around you and potential places where you can advertise and get your information out there.  See if this doesn't help to bring some potential in for you.  When ever you find yourself focusing on what you don't have, use it as a reminder to go ‘ding, ding, ding, ding' time to shift that and focus on what I do have.  Alright beloved?  (Yes, thank you.)   You're going to make it!  You're going to be fine.

Question: (paraphrased) Yes Goddess, I'd like to ask how my current project is coming along with my agent.  I also wonder if you see any new jobs with other agencies.  Also do you see a residential move by the end of this year or early next year?  Oh, and is there anything else?

Answer:  We still a move around you.  It feels very much at this point in time as if it's early next year, like January.  It feels as if it's before February.  With your agent as regards to the book it feels as if there's something stalled out with that.  It feels as if it's at the bottom of someone's pile.  We remember before when you brought this to our attention how there was a lot of energy, movement and light.  As we look at it now, it feels like it's stalled out, sitting there waiting.  We can't give you a time frame of when something will happen.  We would suggest you work with the energies around it to shift the energies whether it's about making a phone call, sending an email or linking with the manuscript itself.  You can then shift the energies around the manuscript and open up a space around it to allow eyes to perceive it.  See if that doesn't create some change or movement around it.  Then as far as the third thing you asked, jobs in the interim.  It feels to us as if there are jobs always available to you; some you just don't care to do and others, other people get picked up for or there's a lot of flow.  It feels as if you have let your focus be much more so on moving to the new location and on the book; therefore these other things feel lost in the intensity.  If you are seeking to have a different kind of work in the interim, then we would recommend you should shift your focus around that and create greater movement in that also. 

That's really funny, because I'm an actress!  I should have specified.  I don't know where the book came from; it's about a cosmetics product for TV, not a book!

It feels to us as if it's a manuscript-a manuscript of course can represent information.  So if it's a cosmetic thing for TV, then as we're saying that it feels as if it's aligning with the same thing; so if it's not a literal translation it's a metaphor.  It feels as if it's something about information or literature that is being presented.  As you clarified the product, it felt to me as if we spoke of the same thing even though I felt it in a different manner. 

That's fine!  Sometimes the energies come in in different ways.  So look out for the move in January.

It still feels to us as if it's in January. 

Okay, super.  Thank you!   I'm applying for a lot of different jobs and I should look for a move in January. 

Right, again refresh your energy about these jobs.  See if you can't come to a new perception or put forth a different energy that is much more so in alignment so that you can more readily align with and receive the job you are seeking to have. 

Then that will bring in the money and everything will okay and on the up and up. 

Right, focus upon your core essence.  Focus upon abundance in other ways.  Focus upon being open to receive. 

Alright I will do that.  I'm sorry about the interruption (someone was un-muted who was loud in the back ground and distracting.) I look forward to your next teleconference call you were absolutely wonderful!  Have a beautiful night, thank you for your help.

You are welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased)  I'm still in the long term situation that I'm in and have found out there are a lot more people experiencing what I do all over the world.  I'd like you to comment on the state of the world and why gang stalking and group stalking has become so big.  Can you tell me where I am with it right now? 

Answer:  Your energies feel as if they are still aligned with that group energy.  It feels as if you have not yet completed what you need to complete before you can release it from your life.  So as you are moving through and transitioning it for yourself; so too you are transitioning it for others.  Just as we aligned with that woven pathway or energy;   so too when people work with other things that happen world wide or in their community in more than one location-it can create a change for the community or world wide. 

So in coming back to you and this in particular, whenever there is a dramatic shift that takes place in the world and the world itself, the core consciousness of the world shifting from the 3^rd to the 4^th dimension is a very dramatic shift.  It's not something that occurs in a moment it is something that occurs over time.  The essence of the earth has already shifted into the fourth dimension. But what's happening now is that the integration within the average collective consciousness is what's now moving into the 4^th dimension.  How people feel that or understand it is that something just feels different or changed.  For so many people who are disconnected within themselves it brings up a feeling of fear.  Through the feeling of fear it brings out anger.  Then the most common way that people express that is through control and manipulation.  Those are the stair steps that take the shift in consciousness reacting in the way in which you were talking about and how it affected you.  That does not mean it's going to affect everyone in that way.  It's only going to affect those who are in a similar vibration to or alignment that allows for that to happen.  There are many many others who are not in alignment with that and they are going through the shift without going the actions mentioned above.  This is just giving you two examples of what is happening when in reality it millions of different potentials that are being enacted or lived out through various people around the world. 

As for the group gang and that type of activity; I sense that's going to continue to happen for a number of years, in some regards even escalate; in other regards it will come to an end.  It feels that as long as the earth itself is completing this transition into the 4^th dimension it's going to be expressed by some people in this way.  (through fear)

My conscious mind is ready to release it all, where do I stand with that? Because it's getting a little dangerous.

There's a part of you that still feels guilt.  There's a part of you that still feels fear.  There's a part of you that is still connected energetically to those experiences.  So you need to disconnect the energetic ties that align you to those experiences.  You need to work through within yourself to let go the fear, to let go of the guilt-the guilt of being a survivor and wanting to forget about it and move on in a new direction where it is totally out of your life.  You will do this and you can do this.  But until you let go.... there's a part of you that feels that ‘if I let this go then who else is going to worry about these people, who else is going to help these people' that's what keeps you tied into it.  When you are ready to release the energetic connection to this whole process, then you can come back as an objective individual and you can still work with people and assist people in moving through it but it will not be from that space of fear, that space of pain where you currently are. 

So the part of me that feels guilt needs to realize that if I just let go of all of it and have a normal life I will setting an example and therefore helping  people even more.

That's exactly right!

Can you help me?

Not at this time, that is more than what I can do during the teleconference.  You are of course welcome to call and I will work through Shelly with you at another time. 

No, I just mean to ask the divine to help me and bless me.

Oh most definitely!  You have the ability to do this within yourself or you can seek assistance how so every you choose to do so.  You are not alone.  There are many angels and guides around you to assist you through this process. 

Is Shelly willing to work with me?

I'm sure she would be.   

Okay, thank you.    

You are welcome.  We can take one more question. 

Question:  (paraphrased) Yesterday my dog had 3 seizures.  I'm wondering where this came from?  Did it have something to do with release from Gaia?  Or if this is food or something else going on within him?

Answer:  It feels as if it's physical, it's something within him.  I'm taking a second to connect more fully to get more information.  It feels as if it's something within him that is intrinsic; it's just a part of him.  Then transitions within the earth, just as that other individual was talking about, there are so many vibrations that emanate around the world and people will align or not align with those vibrations depending on where they are in their process.  Of course a dog does not go out looking for something like that! There have been recently with so much tension and stress, especially in the United States, there has been such huge amounts of release of various energies that have to do with anger, control, passion and manipulation.  It caused in various places around the U.S. bursts of releases.  Whether or not that was what triggered it or if it was something else around the vibration of the dog, it was triggered because of a specific incident and it doesn't feel to us as if it's something that is going to shorten his life or something that recurs on a common basis. 

Oh, that's good to hear!  It has worried me very much.  Thank you very much.

I know you were worried and I knew you were going to ask this question tonight! I'm glad I could ease your mind. 

Thank you!

All right beloved family, so as we draw this evening to a close, I once more remind you to remain focused and connected with who you are.  Remember yourself in your divinity; remember who you are as you live your daily life.  Have a sense of emanating balance, have a sense of emanating that inner knowledge of who you are.  

I am ever with you and within.

Ansaluia