Shifting Blockages through Your Matrix

Nama Sika; Venia Benya I AM the one; I AM the whole

I greet you beloved family! I greet all who are present in this moment! I will begin this journey by speaking to each of you and all of those who will be reading this at a later date.

I send out my appreciation and my thanks to all who are following the energy of the Goddess. The group who enjoys working with these energies is growing in a very consistent way. Part of that growth is through the words and experiences that I may deliver through this channel. But it is the group energy that is affected by the words and assist in creating the words and experience that is coming through. Each time that anyone comes together with the intention of connecting on the higher planes, there is a shift in energy that occurs. Each of you are assisting the others. Each of you are opening to receive the assistance of others so that you yourself can move and grow in a way that is in your best interest at any given moment in time.

So saying, I will address the issue of the technical difficulty with the last teleconference. [Although I did everything the same, the teleconference didn?t record.] Things happen on the earth plane which is beyond people?s control. It may be that for instance we will use this example of equipment that has been used for the last two years and suddenly it doesn?t work this one time. What did she do differently? Nothing, she did nothing different. This was about experiencing when things happen for no apparent reason. Now, each of you can take that experience into your own life. When you look at what is happening around you, there is not always an explanation or a reason for why a certain experience happened to you. Sometimes the lesson is to simply be in the space of acceptance. You as humans have a tendency to be very analytical. When something happens, you want to analyze ?why did this happen?? or ?there is a message for me?, ?there is a message for the world? about why this is happening when the bottom line is that there is no message for anyone!

It is simply that things happen. It is partly to do with the very high vibration, it is partly to do with the human experience, and partly it is due to bringing in and blending the energies of the universe and blending them with the human. I therefore cannot give you a very excuse or reason for why things happen. As each of you are seeking to manifest within your life, you may have a perception or you may create on the higher planes, then that which you are manifesting does not appear in the physical plane in a timely manner. Is there a reason for this? Perhaps there is, but quite often there is not.

When you are seeking to manifest within your life, it actually involves multidimensional merging of energies. It?s about you being in the space of acceptance within your physical plane. It?s about you opening to perhaps a greater understanding or greater expression of what you are seeking to manifest. Sometimes especially if it includes another individual it is about liking on a higher plane with that individual and the two of you coming together in a way in which you can merge. So saying, I ask you each as humans to remember the magic. Remember the trust. Remember that you are exquisite! That you are divine! Remember that you are the pure essence of love. I ask you to release the analyzing, release the harsh judgment that you may have of yourself, release anything except love. When you are in the space of love, opening, accepting, trusting, and understanding; then you are much more in alignment of being open to manifest what you are creating. Everything that is happening within your life comes from a space of creation.

Alright, I ask you each now to breathe deeply. Breathe in the love. Breathe in acceptance of yourself that things happen. Breathe in trust; trust in your own divinity and your own divine plan.

I ask you now to release your physical body; allowing your consciousness to shift that it may move into the space of the magnetic grid. As you connect with the magnetic grid, most often you will find yourself going to space in which an aspect of your higher self resides. Open to perceive this aspect.

From within the space of this higher self, look out at the magnetic gridwork. Perceive the pathways. Perceive the energies and light as they are being sent out in every direction. Send forth from your higher self a pulsation of love. Observe as it moves out from you and blends with everything else. As you are ready to do so, release the gravitational pull of the earth, allowing yourself to move through the interlocking grid that you may arrive in the crystalline grid.

As you arrive within this space, feel the vibration and energy which is here. Open to perceive your own energy as it is aligned with these crystalline energies. You on earth speak often of the crystalline children who are coming forth at this time and in the years to come. You who are reading this channel at this moment are also transmuting into a crystalline energy! You are creating an environment that blends the duality which has been upon the earth with the crystalline energies that are coming into the earth. Perceive your own alignment in relation to this crystalline grid.

As you are ready, call forth a column of light. Allow this column to assist you in shifting your consciousness into the space of the soul plane. You may perceive yourself physically moving through the column or you may shift your awareness until you arrive within this space. Allow your consciousness to spread out and move in every direction. Feel your sense of home. Feel what it is to be in the space that allows for a greater expansion and connection with who you are.

Connect with your I AM presence. Many of you do so automatically as you arrive within this space. But take this moment to truly and consciously blend with your own divinity. Allow yourself a greater perception of who you are in the many facets or aspects that make up your soul consciousness.

I now make myself known! I find myself coming in and blending with each energy of light who is here. You may feel yourself shifting and expanding as you blend with my energies. Feel the alignment that is created between your own unique individuality and your own unique divinity and that which is the Goddess of Creation. Perceive the aspects which are God and Goddess; perceive how there is an equal balance within us, as there is an equal balance within you when you are in this space of divinity.

As you completely blend with my energies, you find yourself shifting into the space of the All That Is. You may perceive it as the void, you may perceive the many angels, and you may even perceive the many light workers who are here participating in this experience.

Allow yourself to focus inward so that you may go within yourself; go within your own divinity. This in turn will allow us to share or create the experience where you are connecting to the matrix which is your soul or divinity. As you go inside, there was a time when you chose to become a soul essence. The energies of God and Goddess were already present. You have given us this name and it works because everybody has an understanding of what that means. In reality, there was and there is only pure light. From within that light, you chose to create yourself. Perhaps it was in reflection of God and Goddess. But there was that aspect which is unique and which is aligned only to you.

I ask you to get in touch with that aspect within yourself. It may be that you follow it down until there is that tiny spark. As you chose to take on consciousness or as you chose to become a soul essence that was where you also began to create a pattern of light. The pattern of light was created through beaming out energy. You may have remained in a space of the void until you got to the point where you decided to send out a tone. You then perceived the energy as that tone reflected around you. You take that a step further and try different tones. All of this became inter-related until it created a foundation of what we will call a matrix. You may call it sacred geometry. You may call it your soul. It is another perception of who you are.

As you moved out from there, it began with very simple experiences. But each experience that you had created another beam of light or interwoven aspect of your matrix. Take a moment and perceive. Do you see perhaps a pattern? Are you able to perceive a light or many multicolored lights? Is there a tone or vibration also associated with this matrix? Allow yourself to gently move along these various pathways. You may perceive what you may consider past lives. You may perceive the ways in which your matrix touched upon another?s. As you continue to move through your matrix, you see the ways in which you created groups as you became aware of other soul energies. You then began to interact with these other souls.

You did begin with such simplicity. Where you are now in your evolution as a soul is infinitely more complex. Again, you need not analyze, you need only accept and trust that these experiences have created the pattern of your soul.

Through intention, become very aware of what your matrix is like at this time in your life. You may bring your consciousness into the moment and bring up within your consciousness, your current lifetime. Open to see how it is related to you in what you are aware of and the aspects of which you are not fully aware. By this I mean open to the potential that there is even more within your matrix than you are observing at this time.

Bring up within your consciousness something that you are either changing and evolving or perhaps something that you are manifesting within your life. Create it, seeing it as if it is done, as if it is accomplished. Now, from seeing the finished product, open and ask; yourself is there anything that is keeping this from happening? Allow yourself to focus upon whatever it is that may come to your consciousness. If perhaps nothing specifically comes, then open to a potential that if there is anything that needs to be released, you will do so at this time. I ask you to see that which has been keeping you from moving forward or from manifesting what you seek.

Now then, see the impulse as it moves through your matrix. You may see it as a beam of light that moves instantly. You may also see it as if it is a beam of light that moves instantly or it may be as if you follow it as your consciousness as it?s moving through your matrix. You will notice that there are times in which there are bright lights. You will notice that there are times in which it seems to branch off into one direction or another. I ask you to follow the predominant impulse that is related to what you are seeking to change. Follow it completely until you find the source.

It will be as if that impulse of light comes to a dead end or as if the impulse of light comes to rest in a life experience. Open to perceive what is occurring at this time. Open to perceive if it was within your current lifetime or another lifetime. Open to perceive who is around you. Ask to understand all that is necessary for you to understand why you created an aspect of yourself that has affected you throughout these various experiences that you have had within your matrix. There is always a reason. Observe the reason without any sense of judgment, without any sense of emotion of any sort. Simply observe it as an experience that you had.

Now beloved family. We will take this moment to speak of all of these various aspects that have created your matrix. Some of them are lifetimes in which you had your full consciousness present within that lifetime. Other aspects of your matrix are made up of the potentials that you put forth before you went into that lifetime. When it comes to these potentials, you may have had an aspect of your soul actually living that potential at the same time that you were living the one in which your full consciousness was located. You have heard the word of having parallel lives. This is an example of parallel lives.

When people speak of these alternative lives that you put forth as potentials; they have sometimes been called an illusion. Some people have said it is not real it is only the potential. What becomes real to you is that which has an impact upon you. These potentials may have an impact upon you, therefore it shifts from a potential into a reality. Therefore, there are many other potentials that did not have an affect upon you and they remained simply energetic potentials.

For some this may feel as if we are splitting hairs. I simply wish for each of you to create your own belief system. It is up to each of you through your own perceptions to understand, what is your reality, what is an illusion, what is a potential. Are they all equal? Does one have more value than another? You may say that every single thing within your matrix is an illusion or you may say that every single thing within your matrix is a reality at one point or another. So beloved, take this moment and ask yourself?. What do you believe? What you believe is going to be changing and evolving as you change and evolve. Again beloved family, be flexible, be open to change.

Now, because all that is occurring within your matrix has a rhythm to it, there is a pattern to it; it is not a rigid energy. Therefore, energy can be shifted and changed. So once again come back into and focus upon that belief system that has been affecting you in your current life. Allow yourself to heal the situation which created the belief system. Healing may be arrived at through acceptance, through understanding, trust, or perhaps simply loving yourself; accepting that everything which has happened had a valid reason for occurring at that time. As you embrace and honor what created this situation, you allow yourself to now transform that experience into something that will assist you in where you are at this time in your life.

You are creating a new reality. Some believe that you are creating a different illusion. As you create this change from the core essence, allow the integration to become complete within your consciousness.

Now we are going to bring that transformed experience forward through your matrix and into your current life experience or your current space within the matrix. As you are moving through, become aware of how those branches off to the side, or those impulses of light, were affected by your previous belief system are becoming resolved. They too are shifting because your belief is shifting. As you more through the matrix, perhaps move a little more slowly so that you may more fully appreciate this experience. When we speak of the runners and how they assist you in creating the changes in your life, they will be working upon your matrix to enhance all that you are doing at this time. So realize how you are affecting many many different aspects of your matrix, therefore many of your lives or realties, or perhaps your life potentials. All of that comes forward into where you are at this moment in time. See your life. See the shift in your reality or the shift in your belief system.

As you are perceiving this shift around you, enhance it through acceptance of yourself. Accept and honor your love and your divinity.

Now take a moment to perceive what you have been seeking to manifest. Observe how perhaps what you have always wanted has shifted. Perhaps you will now be open to perceive an even higher aspect than what you were seeking to have. All potential is yours. Observe your matrix as it is at this time. Observe the color, the light, feel the vibration, listen to the tones. Become fully integrated so that you will have a greater perception. Consider for a moment the perception of what your matrix was when you first created it; the simplicity of the tone, the color of the light. Consider how it comes to you at this time; now that you have had these myriad of experiences. Accept and understand that this is YOU. This is what you created, what you have accepted, and what you are seeking to have. Honor yourself as you so honor every body else.

Take this moment to let your consciousness to simply be in a space of free expression. You may release your matrix if you would like or you may simply play within the energies of it. You as a creative essence are filled with such a beautiful and radiant light. Allow yourself to be in a space of joy. Allow yourself to be in a space of bliss or perhaps peace and contentment.

I ask you now to come back together as a group, allowing yourself to become aware again of the other energies of light who are here. Perceive yourself in your own resonance, you will find that there are others who vibrate at a similar frequency. Connect with these energies. Take a moment to greet the others who are here. You may greet them by sending your light and by opening to receive theirs so that it creates a pattern of light. You feel how this strengthens your connection to each other.

From within this group, perceive the earth as it rises until it comes up and is suspended within all of these energies which are here and together. This is a hologram of the earth. You infuse the energies into this hologram and they will then align and blend with the energies of the earth. This is an integral part of what is occurring upon the earth in many different forms as the earth itself is ascending and shifting into the higher vibrations.

Each time that this hologram is created it integrates more and more energies. You may wonder if it is the same hologram that comes to you each week; yes and no. Through intention it is the same hologram because it is a hologram of the earth. It is different each week because many many energies have been working consciously with the hologram so it is shifting and changing on a continuous basis.

Take this moment as you are so fully conscious of your matrix and see how your matrix aligns with the matrix of the earth. Most of you are so very connected with the earth. You may see or sense how your matrix actually blends and moves deeply within this hologram of the earth. As you are blending with the earth, you may perhaps see how your matrix is blending and connecting with the other energies or individuals that you have come into contact with in this lifetime. Some of these may be little touches, others you may be blended very deeply and fully. Some you may be fully conscious of, other aspects you simply know are there.

Now, Lady Gaia comes forth from the earth. She shows you the matrix which makes up her energy. Open to see how you are aligned with her. You are fully integrated within the earth. Send forth the intention of what you are manifesting or creating within your life. Allow the impulses to move through these matrices that it may create a foundation for you. Gaia comes forth to embrace you, welcoming you, loving you! She so appreciates these moments in which each of you sends forth your love, your support, your light. She is always open to receive it!

She returns into the hologram. Then in turn the hologram itself moves down releasing the energies of this group until it is able to return to the earth. As it hits the magnetic grid, there?s an aspect that moves out and blends fully with the magnetic grid. The essence of the hologram continues to move forward until it goes into and blends fully with the core of the earth.

From within the core of the earth, it radiates back out moving up through the grass, the trees, the flowers, the oceans, the lakes, the rocks; everything which is upon the earth becomes permeated with this light. Each of you as an individual has an impact upon this, for each individual light that seeks to connect, creates that much of a greater potential for everybody else.

Allow yourself to release that image bringing your focus back within this group. Reach out to embrace all who are present. Feel your alignment. Feel the support and love.

As you are ready to do so, shift your focus until you return to the soul plane. See yourself within your divinity, within this space. Perceive how this space expands to be able to accommodate and align with your personal expansion. Feel the flexibility of the energy and perhaps you may even perceive the changes that took place as a result of this journey.

Allow yourself to create a hologram of who you are upon the earth at this time. This hologram may be who you are shifting into. It may be your perception of yourself as a human. Allow all that is within your human consciousness to move through this hologram so that as you seek to merge and blend you are creating a complete balance and alignment between your divinity and your human expression. Feel the shift that takes place within you.

Allow yourself to release the soul plane shifting your consciousness once more into the space of the magnetic grid. As you are moving into the magnetic grid, you find yourself perceiving the energies of density. You may have paused momentarily in the crystalline grid because you do move through that as you merge with the magnetics.

From this perception, observe the way the magnetic grid is expanding and shifting to align with the crystalline. Observe the way the two are blending. Eventually there will be only one grid.

Connect with your higher self or that aspect which most often resides within the magnetic grid. Allow it to also feel the shift that occurred in you at this time. Be open to receive.

As you are ready to do so, bring your consciousness back into your physical body. Allow the energy field around your physical body to expand so that you may fully incorporate these changes that are occurring. We have a sense that some of you through the changes that you have created may simply no longer have the memories that have so affected you in this lifetime. They are gone, they are resolved. You may also find that you have more consciously integrated this aspect of yourself so it gives you a sense of a separation perhaps at first. You may then consciously welcome in and blend so that you are ONE. This is you, all of this is you.

As you come back, allow yourself to fully ground.

I ask if you have any questions, you may come back within the conference room. I am open to receive.

[You will notice there is only one question, this is due to the second recording of this experience.]

Question: (paraphrased) I am still feeling as if I am floating and flying along, it feels as if I have bathed or am drunk on ambrosia. I don?t know what to ask, so I?ll just say; do you have a message for me?

Answer: Ok beloved. The message for you is to confirm all that has occurred within the past two months. The message to you is to open to completely accept within yourself these changes that are occurring. You have done so and you are doing so except there is that one niggling aspect within your personality or your human aspect that continues to question; could this really be me? That is the small aspect that we are talking to. Everything else that you have been seeking to manifest is here. We see some of these aspects still floating around in the ethers around you; they have not fully come to ground within your physical reality. In truth, everything is exactly as you have wanted for it to be. It is only going to get richer and fuller. We loved your speech of the ambrosia that you bathed and took into yourself. So your life is becoming ambrosia. Your life is becoming a place of living in this divine bliss. There will of course be your human moments when you feel frustration, you feel the human duality, and you feel the conflict which may be within your family or your every day existence. But that is something that you will become more and more conscious of as transient and temporary experience. You will be less connected to the outcome for one thing; therefore you will be less connected to the experience. You will find yourself more fully integrating that one last aspect which is sitting there saying; but I want to stay as I am! So we honor that aspect of you and understand that it is all going to shift and evolve. We salute you for your openness. We salute you for your welcoming of this higher aspect of yourself. We salute you for all that has been occurring and all that will occur in the days and weeks to come.

We thank you for asking this for everyone else who may choose to read this because they will indeed know that in their own life the same is occurring. They are opening and accepting their divinity. They are blending their humanity with their divinity.

We thank you beloved; did that answer what you were seeking? (She acknowledged that indeed there was a small aspect that was still in resistance and it felt as if she was more gentle or shifting.) Good! It is because we honor her that she is able to say okay I understand. You are welcome.

So, for all of you who asked the questions the last time you were together in the physical as a larger group, remember that you did receive your answer. It was also given to you in a download. So open up at this moment to re-connect with that download. For all of you, who did not verbally ask a question, open to receive the download and the understanding that you are heard by your guides, by myself, by your higher self. Open and accept that we honor you in all aspects and that we treasure everything that is occurring upon the earth.

As always, I am with you and within you.

Ansaluia