Opening to Greater Potential

Sunday, 21 August 2005

Nama Sika, Venia Benya; I AM the one, I AM the whole.

 

I greet you beloved family! I send forth my love, my joy, my excitement to be in this place with you! I am honored to be able to come and work with each of you as you move through your journey upon the earth plane. I welcome you with open arms as you seek any assistance that I may give you or any information that I may have for you. You are each beloved. You are each filled with light. You are each the manifestation of love.

Allow yourself to release your physical body. Allow your consciousness to expand so that you may move into the space of the magnetic grid. Through your intention to connect with the magnetics that surround the earth, you can find yourself within this space. The magnetic grid work is interwoven pathways. Let yourself align with the vibration that is in sync with you. This is a means where you can send and receive information. Know that you can always come back and there will be a space within this that is yours. There will be a space where you can link with these energies.

Allow yourself to move through the inter locking grid so that you may be in the space of the crystalline grid. The crystalline grid is another means of conducting energy, thought process. The crystalline grid is becoming more and more activated as a result of all of you coming to this space with the intention of connecting. In addition, the expansion that you have, the expansion that you seek as you grow and evolve is more so in alignment with this crystalline grid. Let yourself become aware of this vibration.

From here you may call forth a column of light. This light is a means of shifting you from the space of the grid work, into the space of the soul plane. Allow yourself to blend with these energies. Allow yourself as you are moving through this shift to emerge from that column and stretch in every direction. As you become acclimated to the soul plane, you realize that there is a sense of home, of recognition. This space is where your I AM presence is located. Your I AM presence is your divinity. So open your attention that you may link with your divinity. For some it is as if it is coming up from within your consciousness, for others it is as if you reach out to embrace and you blend.

Take a moment to truly become conscious of who you are. As you do this, open your awareness that you may perceive how expanded you can be. Are there any colors that represent your soul energy? Listen to or feel the vibration. This is who you are. Feel the love. Feel the strength. Allow your consciousness to open and accept that this indeed is you!

As you have fully integrated your divinity, begin to look outside of yourself. I now make myself known. Many of you have shared these journeys with me for quite awhile. Take a moment to consider how much more you are able to perceive of my essence. I say this to you because as you expand and evolve into a higher vibration, you are able to perceive more and more details or subtle energies that vibrate at a higher vibration. There is so much you do that is just automatic. When you take the moment to stop and consider, you are then able to realize that you are perceiving even more than you realized. I send forth my energy that I may embrace you! As I embrace and blend with your energies, you find yourself shifting into the space of the All That Is. As you come into this space, be aware of the energies that are around you. You may perceive the other energies within the group, or you may perceive your angels and guides who are here and fully present with you.

Your time upon this journey is a time for fun, a time to be in joy. It is a time for each of you to know that there is unlimited potential available to you. This time upon the earth is being created as we speak. This time upon the earth is a time of transformation. The earth itself is ascending; by that we mean the energies of the physical vibration of the earth are shifting. The energies of the collective consciousness are shifting. You beloved family are the ones who said ?I want to be a part of this? and you are! There is so much that you are doing that you are not always aware of your impact. I say to you that as you are opening up within yourself. As you are opening to connect with and accept love within your life, that is transforming everything else upon the earth.

There are so many directions in which we could move at this time. I hear you each as you speak of your opening up. Therefore, we will work with these energies that assist you in being able to open to a deeper connection within yourself, open to a deeper connection with your guides or angels; open is a word that can have many different meanings. Find yourself connecting with an angel or guide who is currently working with you. You may perceive this as an individual, as a light, or you may simply feel a sense of connection. These angels and guides are with you in support of you. So create a connection that allows for a flow of energy between you.

As you consider your life upon the earth, is there one particular area that you are seeking to open up? Take a moment to consider your life. If it is as if a number of different thoughts are coming to your mind at this time, allow yourself to choose either one way that you are opening that will represent all that you are seeking. Or you may repeat this experience as many times as you desire.

So bring into your consciousness the way in which you are seeking to open. As this comes into your mind, ask yourself why has it not happened before now? Or perhaps you may ask is there anything that is keeping me from opening? Your guide is there to share with you any information that they may perceive. It may come to you as a perception, an image, a sound that you hear. But become aware of why you have not opened before now. As this is brought to your awareness, open to embrace the experience or whatever it may be. It is through embracing and sending love to the aspects of you that have been holding you back that you are able to actually move forward. Perhaps you are sensing a feeling of being stuck. Allow yourself to embrace that feeling. It may feel foreign to you. It may create more resistance. Open to a greater flow of energy from your guides as you are embracing this aspect of yourself. You may continue that for as long as you need. When you are in complete alignment, you will be able to feel the opening occur. Within this space of the All That Is you are fully supported by the universe by your guides and by your self! It is a time in which you can open up completely. It is safe, it is secure. Open and allow the energy to flow. You may feel as if you are becoming even more illuminated. The more you are able to connect the more you are able to open.

Allow yourself to now perceive what it feels like to be fully open. It is always manifesting through your heart but you may be opening up to an experience in your life. Through your heart, you may be opening up your third eye for greater vision. Again through the energies of your heart or love, you can create any change that you are seeking to have. As you see or sense that this is completed, ask to be given a symbol that represents the completion. With this symbol, you may visualize that what you are seeking to open and evolve as being completed. You no longer need to move through the process, it is done.

This is the way in which you manifest upon the earth. You connect with what you are seeking to evolve. You embrace or love into change that which has been holding you back, and then you accept the shift. Accept this new evolved you. Accept that it is done! The symbol is to give your active mind something to focus upon. I ask you beloved family to be aware of this symbol in the days and weeks to come. See if it doesn?t change or shift in its brilliance or its vibration. The symbol will shift as you are shifting upon the earth plane. Allow yourself to incorporate this symbol. Feel as if the energy of it, the image of it, the feel of it, the sound of it; all is incorporated within your consciousness. It is incorporated throughout the essence of your soul.

Allow yourself to now fly free! Feel as if you are soaring. Perhaps you will choose to reconnect with the star or planet from your last visit. Perhaps you will choose to reconnect with an aspect of yourself. They crystals are present. Allow yourself the opportunity to simply BE in existence. Allow yourself to be fully present in this moment. Feel and know the sense of peace. The sense of contentment. When you are in this space you know that you are limitless. When you are in this space, you know you are the essence of love. When you are in this space, you know that you are fully supported by God, Goddess, the Angels, the Guides; the entire universe is here in support of you!! This can be your experience upon the earth. If it is not a part of your daily experience, let yourself return to this space as often as you desire. You may be in this space through intention. You may be in your work place, driving in your car, although we ask that you remain fully conscious while in your car, but you can call forth this feeling, this essence, this energy or vibration. Let it incorporate your physical existence. Perceive your brilliance. Perceive your ability. Trust that all that you perceive is indeed you in your expansion.

I ask you to return to the group. I ask you to return to the space of the All That Is so that you may come back together with these energies that you have incorporated during this journey. As the group comes back together, it is difficult to discern one energy or light from another. Become aware of sending your thoughts out from you that it may weave a pattern of light as you send your thoughts to the other individuals. As each one is doing this, it creates a pattern. Within this pattern, you can send what you have worked with this evening. See yourself as having opened. See your symbol. See yourself as the essence of love. All of that is created into a pattern of light.

Coming up from within that pattern is the hologram of the earth. As this hologram comes within the center of the group, you may see or sense the various aspects of the earth. You may see or sense where you live. Allow yourself to open and become aware of sensing Lady Gaia as she moves out and emerges from the earth.

 

Lady Gaia speaks:

Greetings beloved family! I open my arms to embrace each of you. I let flow the love that I feel for you and that I feel for our wonderful planet. There is a great deal of change that is occurring upon the earth, much of this to do with the collective consciousness, but also there are changes within the earth in terms of the energy and vibration. I am feeling as if in many ways I am becoming released through the expansion that is taking place. Just as each of you are shifting, so too am I! But my shift is a result of all of those who are unconscious and all of those who are fully conscious. Be aware that when you are finding yourself in the flow of energies that holding or creating a space in which you sense yourself as one, as fully balanced, as fully blended; then you are assisting me in creating that space upon the earth. We work together. I thank you and I honor you for choosing to be at the forefront of these energies.

I ask you each to take the time to connect with me. Perhaps as you look at the trees, smell the flowers, walk upon the earth, look at the ocean; how so ever you choose, be aware that I am here in support of you and I appreciate all the ways that you are supporting me. It is effective.

I come forth and move through the group connecting with and embracing each of you. Feel my joy and excitement at being upon the earth. Allow yourself to also feel the joy that you too are human and upon the earth.

I thank you for this opportunity to speak and I give you my many blessings.

Ansaluia

[Even as I am transcribing this, I could feel a deep flow of energy from Gaia. The talk is short, but the energy download is full and deep.]

[The Goddess returns.] My beloved sister! It is always such a joy to hear her speak, to feel her energies. As she has completed connecting with each of you, she returns to within the hologram of the earth. As she does so, the hologram returns to the earth. As it connects with the grid work, it separates and moves around to surround the earth. But the core essence of it continues down until it blends fully into your physical earth. Those energies are then reflected out and they emerge from within the earth. And it is done!

Take this moment before you return to your space in the soul plane to be aware of the full moon. The full moon represents a lot of these energies that you are feeling. Allow yourself to feel the flow of energy from the moon and the flow of energy from the earth. Creating a diamond, we call in the energies of the sun. [See the four points as you, the earth, the moon, and the sun.] You may see or sense a flow of energy as it moves through this geometric diamond. It is creating a balance. It is creating a link. Open to feel the flow and realize that you are in that flow. All four corners come together and meet in the center. It creates a complete balance within you! Feel yourself incorporate this.

Allow yourself to move back into the space of the soul plane. Feel this energy or this space; it expands to accommodate you in this expanded state. Just as the soul plane aligns with the energies of you automatically, so too does the space around you on the earth plane. The alignment and shift takes place automatically.

Allow yourself to create a hologram that represents who you are. This hologram is the physical you so that you may reach out, embrace, and integrate your physical aspect within your divinity. This allows you to bring more and more of your divinity back with you into the earth plane.

As you are ready to do so, find yourself shifting, either through the column of light or directly into the space of the crystalline grid. These are shifts in consciousness, you may call them dimensions, but they are energy levels that assist you in bringing your consciousness back and grounding it fully within your body. The crystalline grid is vibrating at a finer level than what it did at the beginning of this journey; again this is due to all that you have moved through.

Allow yourself to now move into the space of the magnetic grid. This is a space that also shifts its vibration to accommodate you. Vibration seeks a similar vibration. Therefore as you incorporate a finer more subtle vibration, you are drawing to you a like vibration. You are creating around you a like vibration. Be aware and be open to perceive.

As you are ready to do so, release the magnetic grid and allow yourself to come back into your physical body. Allow your energies to return and create an alignment and then send the energy of yourself; through you or perhaps you see the energy surrounding you, down into the earth. It will link with Lady Gaia; allow it to then come back up within you as it anchors inside of you. This is a means of grounding you. It?s a means of bringing the energies that you have just been within and anchoring them within the physical earth then back within your physical body.

As you are ready to do so, allow yourself to come back within this conference room. Allow yourself to become fully present. You may press four upon your telephone and I am open to receive questions that you may have.

 

Question: <paraphrased> Hello Goddess, I?m wondering if there are things that you are trying to tell me that I?m just not getting. I don?t feel like I understand the answers when I ask questions or as if I totally understand where I am going.

Answer: Alright, within this journey tonight you were opening up to a greater and greater degree of trust within yourself. We realize that this is what you have been working on this summer or these past several months. That is what you are seeking to manifest within your life. What I wish to say to you is that you do have a good understanding of yourself. You do have a good perception of the energies and light that are around you and that when you second guess what you think is an insight you may have received, that is a means of keeping yourself from trusting as deeply as you can. Our message to you is to trust that you do have the answers within yourself. Trust that you are receiving the information that we are seeking to give to you. Open to accept that you can trust all of who you are. Does that make sense to you beloved? You are welcome, thank you for that question.

 

Question: <paraphrased> I wanted to ask about a couple of friends of mine. There are a man and a woman both of whom used to be really good friends of mine. Now it feels as if I?m not talking with them any more and we are drifting apart. Do you have any insights about all of this?

Answer: Now if we are connecting with the same individuals that you are intending; well actually with both of these individuals it was no mistake that you come together with them in this lifetime. With the female friend in particular, you both came together at a time when you were supportive of one another, at a time when you were just beginning to open up and explore as you expand upon your journey. She is on her own path and her own journey. She is having a life in which her physical expression of herself has a great many challenges. She is having a lifetime that one might term difficult if you were to judge it, but it is her choice to be in this experience. She is fully supported by her soul essence. In the last eighteen months, you have chosen to move on a different pathway. You have chosen to move in a direction where you do not have to have all that pain and suffering within your life in order to be connected to your divinity. You are making different choices than the ones she is making. So saying, your pathways are going in two different directions. So when you sense, is it time to let this relationship go that is indeed what we are sensing, along with you. What is important to do anytime that this happens is to honor and acknowledge that you are still family in soul or friends in soul; howsoever the perception may be to you. That does not change. But if you let go the energetic connection of an individual who is on a completely different pathway than you, you are therefore allowing them their pathway as you are allowing yourself to move into whatever direction you are seeking. This is a wonderful example of free will. You each have the free will to make choices of how you want to live your life, who you choose to have around you or what friends are around you.

Now our sense with the male individual is similar to the female but not quite as dramatic or as pronounced as she. He is making different choices in his life. It?s difficult to say??we see several men around you that you?ve had contact with but have separated. So it?s hard to know exactly which one you mean. [She gave further description] with this individual, there are many different dynamics that are coming into play. You are not in the space in which you consider yourself energetically free or available to be able to connect with him. So he is moving in a different direction. There is that sense of connection, that sense of family, that sense of love and that again is not anything that will go away or diminish as a result of each of you going in different directions. At this point, we see that the two of you are going onto different pathways. We do see a potential that perhaps 6 months or a year down the road you may choose to come back and be more fully present with each other again. Our sense is that again through free will and choices you are both making that you have been together for what you needed to do. Of course it was an energetic support of one another and so if you release this individual energetically, it will allow even more potentials to come your way. You have been feeling a connection to him and holding onto that connection almost as a means of saying this is my one chance to get out of here, my one chance to make a change, but that is not the truth. There are other potentials that are available to you and since you feel that resistance or letting go with the individual, then we ask you to let it go. Let it flow away from you so that you may open up to a greater flow within your life. Who knows what individuals may come your way. Those who are of a similar vibration are the ones that you will manifest. [She was speaking more] it is a means of going both ways. You are moving out of duality beloved. As you leave behind duality, you can leave behind those feelings of guilt, those feelings of manipulation, and those feelings of duality that there?s a good a wrong, a right a poor. You are on earth, it is all around you, but if you are seeking to find a place of balance within your life, a place of oneness; you have to do what is right for you. This individual is on her pathway and seeking to do what she is doing. If you were to choose to move into a place and assist her and help her, then by all means, that would be totally your choice to do so. But our sense is that what?s more important and what this decision is about is you honoring her and the choices she has made in addition to the choices you have made. Very good beloved. We realize that she doesn?t see it that way, but from a soul energy or soul essence this is what we perceive. You can connect and talk to her upon the soul plane and perhaps that will assist.

Question: <paraphrased> I have recently developed a case of shingles on my chest and around my breast. Can you tell me why this has happened? Is there anything I should know?

Answer: Our sense is that this physical manifestation that you are talking about, the shingles is a result of the stress and worry that you have in your life. You have been moving through and experiencing a great deal of change over the past one to two years. There are times in which you feel that everything is in synchronicity and then times when you feel as if something comes up again and you find yourself back at square one. You are never going back to square one; you are simply at a new place of making choices in your life. Our sense is that the physical manifestation is due to the stress. As you can move into what is bringing you the stress and embrace it; as we spoke of in the All That Is. Embrace what feels so irritating to you or so frustrating. We feel there is anger and frustration around you. Anger that things are not moving differently, it is all involved in these various emotions. If you can practice with breathing in the energy of your divinity, breathing in the essence of who you are, letting that incorporate and blend and align more fully with your physical body. This is one means of allowing the shingles that you speak of to resolve. Now, in addition, in your life we have a sense of the frustration, almost like being closed down due to feeling this anxiety and frustration. If you can embrace it, acknowledge that you are doing everything that you can be doing and that this is simply the way it is for the time being; [it will bring you acceptance]. We encourage you to accept and honor yourself. Accept that you have done everything that you can. Accept that this space in which you are is more so a result of a very long chain of events. You are creating changes. You are creating shifts. We sense or see that things are turning around for you. They have actually been turning around for the last several weeks, but it will show up more so in your daily life in the next few weeks. We realize that some of this has been very vague, but there has been a download which is giving to you. We see the angels around you, working directly on the shingles to relieve the physical discomfort that you have. Be aware that the change is coming. Be aware of loving and accepting that you are doing everything possible. Release any guilt that you may feel. Release the anger and frustration, allow yourself to breathe in and know that you are not alone. Breathe in the energy of love and acceptance beloved.

 

Question: <paraphrased> I?m ready to start offering healing sessions to people. I feel as if the time is right and I now have a place set up. Do you have anything to offer me about this process?

Answer: First of all beloved, we wish to embrace you. We wish to affirm for you that you have indeed been doing a great deal of integration over the past several months. Where you stand right now is indeed in the space of one. It is a space of alignment. It?s a space of being at the end of what you have been creating for yourself. Now, we say being at the end because we sense that you have been doing a great deal of preparation and that that is completed. Now from here forth you are now going to reap the benefits of what you have created. Our sense is that there is?.. Have you done a lot of advertising as yet? That was the only thing we were going to say. Now that you have created the space, now sending yourself out to other people is the next step. We see an ad in the local paper. We see flyers that are posted at perhaps the church or various facilities. We see you speaking by word of mouth. We are sensing that you are shy. It is kind of hard for you to put yourself out and say, ?Hey here I am! Come see me!? Because of that intrinsic shyness you have. You are quiet and soft spoken, but your energy is just profound! You have the potential to create a great deal of shifting and changing. We are affirming for you what you already realize. Be aware that as you put yourself out there, as you let yourself go into the public eye, you will be meeting a great many people. There is still a sense of a split within you. There?s a part of you that really wants to do this and is willing, open, and accepting. Then there?s that shy aspect of you which is saying ok, I?ll do this, but they need to all find their way to me and I?ll be sitting here waiting for them. We?re asking you to consider opening to blend and align all of the various aspects of yourself; those that we?ve mentioned and those that we?ve not mentioned. This will allow you to be fully incorporated in this venture. You have brought in the space of one. You are creating the space. You have done the integration. This is the final amount that is needed and then you will feel more comfortable with putting yourself out. We have a sense as with any venture, it might be a little slow as it begins. View each of these experiences as a learning process. You will find that there will be a great many people who will be coming your way over time. Each of them has a lesson for you, just as you are providing a space for them. We also see you aligned with crystals, music, and color. As you are setting up your space be aware of placing drapes or curtains or fabrics that create various alignments; then crystals in various parts of the room that will assist in balancing. Is that something you?ve already considered? We see colors that represent the various chakras. They are hanging in various parts around the room. You will know where to hang each one of them. Be aware that there are certain crystals that will come your way that you will actually use in the healing, that you will place them upon the body. Alright beloved. [she was speaking more] It?s the getting yourself out! When something is a part of your personality [to be introverted] and yet you feel pulled by spirit that it?s ok to step forward, I will be received. It?s important to gentle with yourself, to be loving with yourself. You will realize that the more you step out, the easier it will be. You are fully supported in this endeavor.

 

Question: <paraphrased> Hello Goddess. I still don?t know what to do with my life. I don?t know where to live or what type of work to do. Can you help me?

Answer: Alright beloved. Again, we are sending you the energy of the angels to allow you to feel more supported by the universe. Allow yourself to breathe in this energy and light. You have been trying to create changes in your life. You have been trying to manifest these various changes. But what is happening is that you are doing so with a set expectation, rather than being open to what the universe is going to give you. There are more potentials that are available to you. It?s also a matter of just making a decision and then you will begin to find that once you?ve made the decision, there will be more and more that will be there to support you; financially, emotionally, and in other ways. But you second guess yourself, you are not aware of the potentials that are around you. That is what is creating this sense of frustration within you. Be aware that no matter what you seek to do, no matter what is happening to you, that you are still moving forward. You are still having these experiences upon the earth. You don?t need to worry about, is this the right choice for me because it IS the right choice; no matter what it is. If you then decide two or three months down the road to move to another location then that is the right thing to do at that moment in time. If you can accept who you are, if you can accept that you are making changes, then allow yourself to be open to anything that comes your way. Alright beloved? You are welcome.

 

Question: <paraphrased> I?m asking about my daughter. She is having such a hard time and I?m wondering if there is anything that I can do?

Answer: As we are connecting with her, we are sensing or seeing someone who??. We sense that she is at a crossroads in her life. That several things have come up for her that make her second guess or wonder what is going on, or what is happening to her. She is an individual who is actually quite a bright and radiant light. She has a great deal of love that she has shared with people that she is sharing with people. We have a sense that she doesn?t fully comprehend that she has created her life. That in one form or another she has created this situation. We sense that she is feeling many different emotions like fear, frustration, anger, sadness, there is a great deal of those emotions as if her life is out of control. In essence, much of these are experiences that she chose to have? Are we connecting with the right individual with you? [Person affirmed yes] So, be aware that what you can do to be of assistance is to see her as complete. See her as being filled with light and love as we see her on the soul level. Allow her to move through this process and move through the expression of frustration and anger that she has been in. We do sense that there is a great deal of change that is happening. This will continue for a couple or several months. We do sense that finally in the winter months she will be able to find a sense of peace and tranquility. Between now and then, assist her in being in the space she is. See her as being in the perfection of her life, that these are choices she made probably unconsciously. This is all a part of her soul growth. That is where she is. Also assist and see her as being open and accepting of the love and support that is around her. Our sense is that she is closed down at this time so that is exacerbating the feeling of isolation that she has. If you can see her as being fully supported and fully loved, that will assist her in opening to a greater love. Does that make sense to you? Ok, very good.

 

Question: <paraphrased> I?ve recently been going through the attunements and classes for Shamballa Reiki. But now I feel as if I?m loosing interest. I wonder if I even need to finish them? Do you have any insights?

Answer: Our sense is that you have gotten everything that you needed from the attunements you already received. You are a gifted healer. You are incorporating Shamballa, Usui, and more types of energy work than what you fully realize. You are creating a space of energy healing and energy work that is a blend of the many different things that you have learned. You are also getting directions from your angels and guides. They are the ones who are talking with you and working with you directly. So to move through the various attunements; they are very helpful and they can assist you in giving you a framework or ground work. But in essence, anyone who is doing this energy work is the conduit to allow the universal energy to come through them. Therefore, since you already have an alignment and opening, you do not need to have a specific attunement to create that space. Does that make sense to you? You are welcome. If indeed you need to have the certificate or something on the wall, then indeed by all means go ahead and finish it if you so choose. Be aware that for you and anybody else who is working through or taking these various attunements, each one is very individualized especially as you open up as you have been. You will know that you have completed whatever you need to complete. We affirm that you are vibrating at a higher level and the light that flows through you is very radiant. Alright, you are welcome. Did you say you have a new color? [She was describing this.] So you are realizing that each of these different colors that are coming to your awareness have a slightly different shift or vibration to them. So when you bring that color to your mind and flow the energy, you are not sending a solid color out to the person or into the person, but you are sending an illuminated energy that is aligned with that color or vibration. That is what is assisting with the shifting. That is how you are receiving the information that is being given to you. [She said thank you] You are welcome.

Alright beloved family. As always I appreciate you being here and present with me. I appreciate the opportunity to connect with you, to be on these journeys with you, to talk with you one on one. Know that I am available. Know that your angels and guides are available. While we can not, nor would we want to, live your life for you; we are here as a mirror and a sounding board. You are each such radiant light and love~~

 

Ansaluia

 

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