Opening to Acceptance

Nama sika; venia benya                   I AM the one, I AM the whole

I greet you my beloved family.  There is so much energy just pulsating through this channel as I come through to speak with you and it's not just my own energy - it is all of you; the group who have come together to participate in this energy, to participate in this means of connection to one another. It is also a means of allowing me to come more fully into the earth.

Each one of you is filled with so much light.  Each one of you has had an amazing transformation take place within this current life in which you are living.  Each one of you is stepping forth into a deeper and deeper manifestation of who you truly are. 

You, as this individual being who is walking upon the earth; you, who is the manifestation of your soul essence.  You, the individual that allows light to flow through you and you welcome it.  This is for you.  I honor you, I embrace you, I love and support all of who you are.

I hear over and over from some of you - but also many others who are not necessarily present in these calls - about feeling stressed in your daily life; about feeling disconnected from your soul energy.  And sometimes as I speak of seeing you in all this glorious light you may think ‘oh that can't be me'.  But my beloved, it is.  It is you.  I am here to assist you in remembering that that is who you are.  I'm here to assist you in recognising that no matter what you do during this lifetime, you are still an individual that is filled with light, filled with energy and love. 

Take a moment and just feel that as if you are looking at yourself from my eyes.  Then just take a moment and let the energy wash through you; you in your grounded state, you in whatever place you are in your life.  You don't have to do anything except be who you are.  Now I can feel how you are letting go your burdens, opening up and allowing the love to move through and around you.  I am so happy to see how you are able to do this through a few simple breaths and through choosing to align.

I now invite you to take one more breath in, as if you are breathing down all the way through your lungs, through your heart, all the way down within you.  As you do so bring all of your energies back together, bring them down within.  Then have a sense of letting go with your consciousness.  Let your consciousness be released from your physical body; let it move until it connects with the magnetic grid.

Feel this as you arrive.  Feel yourself moving into the energies of your higher self.  As you move into those energies feel how you can expand, how you can recognise that this is you from the space of consciousness.  You come into this space more often than you realise as you communicate with one another.  You come into this space as you seek information while moving through your daily life.   For so many of you it happens without thinking, it just occurs.  So be aware that this is yours, you have created it.  Allow yourself to make use of all the energies and information that is here. 

I now invite you to move through the interlocking grid and you will find yourself within the crystalline grid.  Feel how nice it is to let go those energies of duality or the energies of the magnetic pull of the earth.  Feel the crystalline vibration as it surrounds you.  Feel how it buoys your energies, how it fills you up.  How your consciousness expands in many different directions.  This is another space that you have created for yourself.

From here I invite you to shift, allowing yourself to move into the energies of the soul plane.  As you arrive within this shift in consciousness you can take the opportunity and call forth your I Am presence.  As you call this into your consciousness, or you feel yourself aligning with it, have a sense of reaching out to blend your energies with these. 

Feel your divinity as it surrounds you.  Feel all the aspects of yourself that are present here within your divinity.  Your perceptions continue to change.  You continue to open to more and more awareness of just who you are.  Allow yourself to just feel the wash of love and light that comes within you from your own divinity.  Let yourself be supported.  Allow yourself to look through, feeling the energies or the essence of who you are in your entirety.

I now move in and amongst all of you who are here.  You may see or sense me as a light.  I move through you and I reach out to embrace everyone who is present.   Allow my energies to come through and support you.  As I blend with you, you may feel your energies shifting into the All That Is.  Look around - see what is here within this space.  The All That Is is moving through a transformation just as the earth itself is doing so. 

The All That Is has an alignment with the universe, with the earth, with the multitude of various planets and stars. All are able to come into this space as a means of aligning or communicating with the various essences, including all of you.  I invite you to look around again with the intention of seeing all of these angels, these teachers, these guides who are here.  See them reflected within you. 

Some of you have consciously been reaching out to work with the extraterrestrials.  Some of you consciously work with Ashtar.  Many of you are working with those who are part of the Crimson Council.  There is of course Kwan Yin, Sananda, Mother Mary, the Ray Lords - we can go on and on and on.  I say these names to you because as you see the name or read the name it may trigger something within you.  Those energies of light who are here are by no means limited to the names that I have spoken.  If you come with the intention of linking, you may find that each time you align with a different vibration.

There is so much going on upon the earth during this year.  Energies have been for many of you more intense than ever.  If there has been anything that you have sought to release or transition it may be as if it's in front of your awareness on a continuous basis.  I invited all of these energies to come into this space and work with you in this regard so as to assist you in releasing and in balancing your energies in a way that allows you to much more fully encompass who you are.

Therefore I first of all invite you to look at your life.  We do this so often, many of you have already brought up your life and have everything listed in front of you before I can even say that.  What I would truly love for you to do is let go of any list; let go of any thoughts or preconceived ideas of what's happening within your life.  And once more, I ask you to take a moment and consider whatever is happening within your life. 

Now I find that so many of you are looking beneath the surface. You have become accustomed to your story or your process or whatever it may be, but when you take a look as if with fresh eyes or new eyes or a new perception, open to a greater perception or to a new perception, is there something that as you look at your life is at the forefront of your awareness?  For so many of you it has to do with manifesting or perhaps the lack thereof.  Take this moment to energetically clean out your field.  Clean out the disappointment, clean out any blockages, clean out anything around whatever it is that you seek to have in your life. 

As you do this I then invite you to look around and feel the energies of the angel, the teacher, the ET, whomever it is, as they are standing with you.  As if you are looking deeply into their eyes or into their consciousness, open and feel whatever message they have to give to you.  Whatever it is, let it move into you, let it move into your consciousness.  Let it swirl in and out through all aspects of your conscious awareness. 

I invite you to open to compassion.  As you feel compassion coming in and around you, it's a means of opening up to love and to support.  It was very interesting the response I felt from many of you. As I brought up the idea of compassion there was irritation that was felt by a number of you.  Irritation as if ‘it's not enough', ‘what's that going to do', or ‘why should I look at compassion when I want other things in my life'?  I feel the irritation linked with a number of different thoughts.

Do you feel irritation about your life and about perhaps your physical body, perhaps your work, perhaps your relationships?  Do you feel this within you?  If you follow irritation you may find that it also is aligned with frustration; it may also be aligned with unmet expectations.  The underlying energy of all of that is a sense of judging yourself.  Judging yourself as not manifesting well enough, judging yourself as not good enough perhaps to have what you want to have, judging yourself in how your life has worked out, judging yourself in the many, many different things that occur in your life that give you a sense of holding you down or pulling you back.

So look at judgement.  You will only find judgement upon the earth plane.  It is based in the ego or in the human aspect of yourself.  Therefore if you are in judgement of any aspect of your life, let it come out at this moment.  Let the fact that you are judging your judgement come out at this moment.  All of this is here as a means of giving you a perception or perhaps a basis of perception. 

Let anything that is in alignment with judgement or being harsh with yourself, let anything at all be it conscious or unconscious come up, as if you are drawing it out of you and release.  Release it; let it go, let it flow away.  Feel the breeze of energy move through, let it cleanse you.  Some of you continue to hold onto this and that's okay, simply be aware that it is there and when the time is right you will let it go.

Coming back to what it is you seek to have in your life - take this moment and spiritually expand into all of who you are.  Feel the energies around you as they assist you in expanding, perhaps further than you ever have before. This is the time when you can do so.  This is the time when your consciousness is open, it is receptive, it is able to take in all of who you are.  Let the love flow through you; let the awareness move through all of who you are. 

As this occurs, take an opportunity and recreate whatever it is you seek to have in your life.  If it's still the same things that you've always wanted, then bring them up as if from a new space within you.  As you create within your life, feel the energies around you assisting you in bringing opportunities to you that will allow this to manifest more quickly.  There are opportunities that have been within and around you of which you are unaware.  That's okay, it goes along with being human, so let that go.  Be gentle with yourself; acknowledge that this is that it is.

But as you are looking forward in the days, the weeks, the months to come, create an alignment working with these energies around you so that you will be able to become much more aware of opportunities that you may have. 

There are shifts in the vibration of the earth taking place and through these shifts that are taking place you will have more and more opportunities to utilise your expanded senses.  You may find a use for this when you seek information in your daily life.  You may find a use for this as you seek to communicate with other people.  Be aware that any time you feel uncomfortable, perhaps out of sorts, or it feels like you are just restless, it could very well be due to the transformation in energy that is taking place. 

I've heard from so many of you about physical symptoms that you are having.  You question what is the best way to treat them?  You question if you should ignore them and they'll go away.  May I say to you that anything that is ignored becomes a stumbling block within your life?  If you are having symptoms of some sort or another, it represents a part of you moving through transformation.  Is it your heart?  Is it your joints?  Is it weight?  Is it energy?  It matters not.  Whatever it may be that seems so close in your awareness, take it as an opportunity to flow energy, to flow light, to flow love and support to that part of you.  It may be simply your emotions.  Allow for all of this to flow through you with ease.

As you are shifting your focus away from what was bothering you or what was coming to your attention, you may then take that next step of incorporating into you the new you, the person whose emotions are balanced, the person who is free of aches and pains, the person whose heart beats strongly, the person at the perfect weight they choose to have.  All of this is transitioned and taken in through awareness, through compassion and through allowing yourself to be completely open and aware.

You are filled up with energy; you are filled up with light.  You are walking through your days upon the earth with a greater amount of awareness than you have ever had before.  Feel excitement in this and acceptance.  Accept that you are completely balanced throughout.

I now invite you to come back together as a group.  As you do so let your focus be upon all who are present.  See the many, many individuals who are here - those who are earthbound, those who remain in a non-physical form.  All of this is to give you the opportunity of recognising that there is so much light and so much energy available to you. 

You may see coming up within the center of this group the hologram of the earth.  The hologram comes up; it begins to rotate moving in a circle.  As you are looking at it with your inner eyes you see that there may be a movement that goes in every direction.  You may perceive that the hologram is multidimensional. 

Allow for all these energies to perfuse the hologram.  We see Lady Gaia as she comes forth.  She reaches out to each one of you, embracing, loving, honoring and supporting each one of you as you are living your life upon the earth.  She reminds you that the earth itself is here as a support to you.  That the earth itself transmits energy that can be supportive, that can assist you in anything that you seek to do within your life. 

Feel what this is.  Feel the very earthbound, grounding energies that are present.  She returns within the hologram.  As you look at the hologram, become aware of how as it encounters the magnetic grid it actually moves into the interlocking grid and a portion of these energies shifts moving up and down throughout the crystalline grid.  The remainder of the energies of this hologram move downward, moving within the physical earth.  Have a sense of going with Gaia and linking with the immense crystal located within the earth.  Let your consciousness blend with this crystal so that you may find an alignment within yourself.

From there have a sense of these energies moving outward, they move through all the many layers that make up the earth.  They move out through the surface of the earth.  They move throughout each one of you as you are physically present in whatever location you are in.  Let your physical body integrate these energies.  Recognise that you as the human living your life upon the earth, walking through your days is also the same individual who was in that state of immense expansion within the All That Is.  It is anchored; it is aligned within the earth, within Gaia and within these crystals that are balancing within the earth.

You release those energies.  As you do so let your consciousness come back out within the All That Is.  Perhaps there is a message for you from these energies of light that you've been working with.  Allow your consciousness to be in a space of receiving whatever message that may be; it flows through you.  Some of you may be very aware in this moment; others of you may find your message over the next days or weeks to come.  It is here for you.

It is as if everyone has shifted into a very large gathering where you mingle with everyone around you.  People embrace.  You have a sense of sitting some of you one on one, talking quietly.  Others of you are zipping around as if your energy has been amplified.  This is a gathering that will continue indefinitely; anytime you come back within this space you may find the same energies or perhaps others. 

For now I invite you to have a sense of shifting, releasing the All That Is.  You find yourself in the soul plane again for a moment.  You feel as if an adjustment takes place.  You allow this space to expand further so that you may be more comfortable within.  I then invite you to shift again, allowing your consciousness to pause for a moment in the crystalline grid.  You feel a sense of awareness.  You feel an alignment with those energies that were sent into the hologram.  All of this is here for you to tap into in whatever way you may choose.

You move from there through the interlocking grid, you pause in the magnetic grid.  As you come back within this space feel what it is like as you link with your higher self or as you link with the space that you have created for your higher self.  There is a flow of energy and movement that moves through.  Have a sense of shifting your consciousness once more, bringing it back within your physical body.  We always come back to the earth plane in step by step increments because it allows you to shift and balance, shift and balance, shift and balance.  Therefore as you come back within your physical self you can feel how your energy expands to accommodate this new consciousness or this expanded awareness that is yours. 

Have a sense of once more breathing deeply within yourself.  As you breathe down and as you allow that breath to move within you, feel those energies flow up and down your physical body.  Feel those energies flow around you in every direction.  Feel all of this as you are coming back within yourself and balancing within.  You still have the alignment with those energies of light that you worked with tonight.  You still have the balance and the alignment within all the new energies that are coming into the earth so that as you move through your day you can move with ease.

You are stepping into the new manifestation that is your reality.  Breathe in that new reality and feel what that is to you. 

As you continue to come back within your physical body, I invite you to return to the room.  You may press *7 upon your phone and I am open to receive any questions that you may have.  As you are coming back within yourself take a moment and just open your senses to be aware of the crystalline energies around you. 

Question: (paraphrased) Hi it's June and I'm wondering if there is anything you have to say to me?  I just have so many questions. 

Answer:  We're linking with your energies and feeling as if there is confusion or a great deal- you said you had so many questions- but there is a lot swirling through your mind, swirling around you.  It feels as if your life is in transition.  It feels like much of this is what you've been asking for but other aspects are manifesting in a way that you did not anticipate.  So what we have a sense to share with you is that you actually have a much better grasp of what is happening or understanding than what you give yourself credit for. Those times, in which you feel confused, those times in which you wonder what's happening to you and what direction you are going, how is this going to come about?  We would like you to remember to take this an opportunity and go within yourself.  Do that breathing that goes within that allows to you to really gather all these energies that are so scattered around you and that will bring things back into focus and back into center within you.  We saw on this journey tonight that you were weeding out some of those things that were bugging you and you didn't know why they were a part of your life.  It feels to us as if going forward from here you will find that some of that aggravation and some of those things will go by the wayside.  This is because of the change or transformation that you created during the journey tonight.  We feel this is a little bit loose, but it is how it is coming across.  Does that make sense?

Everything tonight really resonated and made a lot of sense.  I think one of the biggest questions I have is what my gift is or what my mission or work is for me to do. 

You are stepping into the gift or mission; well first of all as I said in the last journey there are no missions people have to have, there is nothing else you need to fulfil, in terms of an agreement either with yourself or anyone else.  I think if you shift or transform your perception of that it takes away a neediness around it or a sense of pressure or a sense that you have to ‘do something'.  Then as you look at what makes you happy and what is going to be fulfilling in my life then things come to you from a place of joy instead of a place of neediness; a whole different perception.  Your gift is sharing light, your gift is communication, your gift is manifesting all or so much more of your divinity.  This is something you are doing much more than you realize.  Be open and aware of fully integrating all of who you are and as you do so you reflect that out to everyone who is around you.

That was beautiful, thank you very much!

You are welcome.

Question: (paraphrased) Hello Goddess, this is Gail and one thing I am starting to look at is a big move for me to go to my mom's.  She's elderly and alone and it feels as if it's time for me to go and be with her.  However it is a big move for me and it's to southern California, I'm thinking towards the end of the summer.  I'm wondering if you could take a look at this for me and let me know what you think about that.

Answer:  We love how beautifully you put this!  The openness you have in your heart, the love, the caring, and the compassion that you feel for your mother and that you feel for yourself.  This feels to us as if it's something that is coming full circle for you.  It feels as if this move to southern California is about going back on the one hand to care for your mother but it's also about stepping forth into a new energy.  We see you very aligned with the ocean and with dolphins.  We see them jumping around you.  We see that there is so much more to this move than just going back and spending time with your mother, although that is a significant part of it.  We sense that as you go back and as you incorporate yourself within her life it brings new energy and life to her existence.  She finds greater strength and greater energy with your presence there.  We also see that you will perceive her from a new perspective.  There will be a greater amount of energy; there will be a greater amount of respect.  It's not as if there's been a lack of either one of those; but it just feels as if that will be different with your move back there.  You said the end of the summer for your move back there, but we're picking up on late June early July, so it may be a little bit sooner than what you were anticipating. 

Okay, well thank you very much.

You are welcome.

Question: (paraphrased) Hello, am I on?  Yes. Thank you, I would like to ask a similar question about energies held and potential. 

Answer:   Beloved we are looking at you, we are feeling your energy and vibration and it feels to us as if you are guarded.  So what we would invite you to do is have a sense for a moment of closing your eyes, take a deep breath in and as you are breathing deeply in connect within yourself and open up that door to your heart, open up your energies so that we may have a more clear connection.  (pause) Okay there we go.   Our so our first question to you is why are you keeping this brilliance behind a closed door?  As you opened up that door it was as if this brilliant light came streaming through a doorway.   This brilliance that is filled with yellows, gold's, blues and turquoises' is just almost blinding as we look at you!  What we are getting is that perhaps this has been unconscious for you, but it's as if you have had to dim down your energies or have had to keep yourself at less than who you truly are maybe perhaps as a means of not being overwhelmed or maybe as a means of feeling like you could connect to people.  Because when you opened the door like that and when you allowed yourself to truly be present in the moment there was just a phenomenal brilliance and light that emanates from you.  We sense that much of your journey in this lifetime has been about finding a balance, feeling an acknowledgement of that within yourself, understanding what it means to you and then seeing how it would all play out.  While there are times when that have been supported, there have been so many more times when you felt disappointment or pain as a result of what you perceived as being fully in your presence.  Our sense is that you were disconnected at those times.  Our message to you is to really breathe down within yourself.  Really let your light shine forth from within yourself.  These relationships where you have been holding back so that you could hold onto the relationship; will either transition or some will we sense will shift and perhaps they have run its course.  Does that make sense to you as we speak of it? 

Yes, indeed.

Okay, so coming forth in the next few months feel as if you spend the summer time really feeling nature, feeling the earth under your feet, feeling the sun upon your skin, smelling the flowers around you; just being very cognizant of what the earth energies are to you.  As you are doing that, what you are doing is creating a means to support this immense light as it comes in.   You are working directly with extraterrestrials who are assisting you at this time. You are going to bringing in even more.  It feels like it is about telepathy and it's about much of the changes that are coming into the earth.  So be open, allow the flow and just as you are unwrapping a gift, see how this all emerges for you. 

I appreciate it, thank you very much.

Question: (paraphrased) Hi, basically right now I've been going through a spot and know other people are too.  Things had been going very well now they are going bad for like a year, it just doesn't seem like things are getting any better.  I know this will change but I don't know why things are happening.  Whenever I think it's going to get better, it gets worse.  I'm wondering if you could give me some extra insights. 

Answer:  As we look at you as you speak of this we see you as suspended or straddling or suspended in space or..... It just feels suspended.  So this abundance you are seeking to manifest also feels suspended with you.  It feels as if your job is transitioning and your finances have to do with your job.  But it also feels as if there have been other things happening around you that has to do with finances and manifesting abundance.  Everything comes together to play a part in this feeling of suspension.  What we would recommend to you; and let us also say before we go further with this is that some of this has to do with the energies coming into the earth.  You are really working quite closely with the crystalline energies.  You work with them when you are doing your meditations.  You work with them when you go up to the crystalline grid consistently.  You work with them in your sleep state and then you come up into your day time and you feel ‘whoa, where am I?' almost as if you are disoriented or as if one reality is completely separate from your other reality.  What we would like to say to you is that at the end of this journey as the Goddess was bringing you back and spoke about connecting with the crystalline and spoke about these energies you are bringing forth and manifesting moving forward.  Do that in terms of this abundance.  Have a sense of perhaps seeing yourself coming down and grounding into the earth.  Do those things you like to do that make you feel grounded; as we said with the other person, the walking upon the earth and really feeling the earth, really feeling the earth.  As you do that, do it from a space of being wide open and the feeling of monetary abundance is flowing through you; flowing through you and around you.  We love seeing this image you are giving us of standing in one of those machines where money swirls around and you just grab it!  We know that's been shared either with you or another individual because it sounds familiar, but perhaps it's just the fun of it.  When you become very intense about your bills and your responsibility and you become very focused on the lack; it takes you away from what is fun and what is joyful.  Our sense moving forward from here is consciously moving out of the suspension and then grounding those energies.  Also draw in what you work with in your sleep state and the crystalline and let that come in and become a part of the daily life.  Then play in the money machine.  Play in that space where there is so much money and it is flying all around you.  As you are doing this in your creativity, we have a sense that the jobs you have available to you is going to shift.  We have a sense of your going to a new job and the new job will pay more money.  It also feels as if there is something about the location, it feels closer to home or something about home - no you are not going to move, that doesn't feel like that is going to happen.  It just feels like work, home and movement around that is what is coming into play in the next month or two.  Can you feel the difference as we were speaking of this?

Yes I can thank you.

So remember that brilliance that is you.  Remember that wonderful light that is you.  You are truly in a state of greater balance and awareness than you give yourself credit for. 

Alright, thank you.

You're welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased) Hello Goddess (hello!)  What would you like to say to me right now?  I'm feeling what I assume is this shift in energy that you talk about and it's really uncomfortable and the out of sort's energy. 

Answer:  we have a sense of you being very analytical recently.  We have a sense of you being aware that the energies are transitioning and that there is greater energy of the crystalline coming to the earth.  Yet it feels as if you are very much in your mental body or in your analytical trying to ‘figure things out'.  What we would say to you is remember to just feel the energies. Remember to just feel the experience.  Feel what is happening around you.  Feel who you are.  As you are doing that, you will find that the alignment with the vibrations around you will fall into place.   You have already shifted much of your vibration into this higher balance of the 4^th and 5^th dimension that is where you live the majority of your life.  (yeah) So if you allow your analytical to shift into that higher vibration through feeling it, which we know sounds kind of contradictory; but that feeling, that being aware, that sense of presence more so than the analytical is what will allow you to feel more comfortable.  And then you will be receiving the information you were asking about.

That makes perfect sense.  Am I going to be able to manifest enough money?

We sense that enough money has been a big issue for you for a very long time.  It feels like there is money around you, it feels like there is a flow of abundance.  It feels as if there is that residual old energy of just getting by that is still in your energy field.  So what we would recommend to you is working with releasing-again this is with your mental body-work with releasing enough money to just get by.  Instead work with the feelings of abundance.  Find abundance in other aspects of your life; the abundance of the spring time flowers, the abundance of the people around you, whatever catches your eye.  What you will find is that as you are consciously shifting this there will be more abundance around you and the flow will increase.  Now we do want to say to you that it's as if there is a silhouette or maybe you could say a hologram around you that has already processed through all of this and is already picking up those energies.  So this is more so about you integrating what you have already created on another dimension. 

Okay, thank you!

You are welcome.

Question: (paraphrased) Hi, my God that was very quick, that is how my life has been manifesting; very quick. To make a long question short, what is my gift? (What is your gift....)  I know that I find myself advising people who call me on the phone and this and that.  At home I deal with a lot of disabilities and I'm coming out of it.  I'd love to be a great healer, but I'm not a healer yet.  I'd love to have so many things going in my life; I have so many aspirations, so what is my gift.

Answer:  Everything that you have just mentioned is your gift.  The compassion you have for people, the awareness of what it is to move through difficulties in your life. The way that you have of being a mirror to people is very much a part of your gift.  You are a healer already.  You are a wonderful communicator.  You are someone who is able to give someone that sense of hope or that sense of awareness.  When we see what you've done over the last number of years, you've created a foundation for yourself that is going to begin to expand or you will explore it further in the months and years to come.  Where you are right now is but a tip of the iceberg.  We see you speaking in front of groups of people, we see you working with healing one on one.  We see you healing through compassion, awareness, through self love and self awareness.  That feels to us as if it's the core.  A healer, a communicator, an inspiration, a speaker; any or all of those things is what we see around you. 

Funny that's exactly the little glimpses that I see and sometimes I don't know if it's dreams that I have or truly something I can manifest. 

Well for you and for anyone else who is asking this question what I always say to you is what makes you happy?  What makes you feel as if it's just exciting to be in that moment?  We give as an example Shelly as she began this call when she was practically giddy and giggling and happy as she could feel everyone's energy as they came onto the call.  That is a representation of why this is a gift for her or why this is what she chooses to do with her life and how she chooses to share herself.  So what in your life gives you that sense of being giddy and happy and excited?  Let that be what is your gift.  It doesn't have to be written in stone for the rest of your life.  It will change, it will shift.

You said it would be healing, compassion and what else?  Love?

Communication.

Communication, that's what it is.  Its communication, I know, that's what people say.  I'm glad we did the work on judgment because I always feel I don't know enough yet; but other people who don't know what I know, think I know a lot but I think that I still have to learn so much more.

Don't create a situation for yourself where you never have enough or you never know enough.  It is whatever it is in this moment.  Know and trust that it will transition as you work with people as days go by. 

Yes, the trust has been going.  Now just another quick question, how is the money situation, I've been making magic happen! Do you see abundance in my future? 

 There is abundance in your future just as there is in every body's future.  So whenever you are feeling the lack, shift your focus to whatever is abundant around you.  Let yourself pull it in and manifest it in that manner. 

Okay, if I can ask one quick question for everyone....

No, I need to go on there are still others who would like to ask a question. 

Okay, thank you very much. 

Question: (paraphrased) Hi Goddess? I've had a huge amount of transition in my life recently and to some people and myself at times may seem like loss; loss of a job, loss of a home, loss of a pet. I'm just wondering as I'm about to give birth to my first child.  Are there opportunities coming to me that will present themselves? I'm not really sure what I'm looking for.

Answer:  We're having trouble linking.  We would invite you to breathe deeply within yourself and have a sense of bringing your energies back within.  (pause)  We see that this child is very much a part of your life, very much a focus within life which is typical any time a child is born.  This child is one that is taking up more of your focus or more of your energy than what you realize.  It feels as if he's going to working or you will be working; is it a boy or girl?  (It's a boy.)  That's what I thought, but there have been times when we've gone on and on about a boy and the person says it's a girl!  We thought we would just double check that at the beginning here!  Alright, we sense that with him he is one of the crystalline children that is going to bring in this beautiful light high vibration.  So much of the release and letting has been about releasing outside focus so that you may really focus within yourself, on the pregnancy and upon the growth and bringing this child onto the earth.  As he is born and as the first several years go by you are going to find that so much of your awareness will transition as a result of having this baby.  Now anyone could say that's true about every baby especially when it's your first. But this one is different.  We can see that he's bringing in a great deal about telepathy.  We see there is a bond with both you and the father that is going to be about communication and awareness that is very different than other types of communication.  You will find yourselves marvelling at this, both of you.  You will find that all of your relationships will go through a transition as a result of this so some of this letting go and releasing has been about letting go of those extraneous things so as to allow you to come back into focus here.

Now we do recognize that you still need the income that you still need some of these other focuses.  But what we would say to you as you look around for work it feels like there is something you can do from your home so that you can stay home with him or there is something you can do closer to home that is part time or shorter hours.  There is something about it that feels like he would stay in the home and you would be close to home.  It just feels like part of the reason that was let go was so that you could do something almost completely different but it allows you the flexibility to stay home.  Does that resonate with you?

It does, it's what I've been feeling with my external pressures....  

Exactly, to go and just get something to do what you always do.  So what we would say is to work with your higher self.  You can shift into the magnetic grid and use that as a means of aligning with your higher self.  Use that as a means of consciously bringing into the earth what these potentials are around you so that you can have that flexibility to receive an income and still be close to home.  As you are doing this, also work with the other individuals and the outside pressures that are upon you to get a traditional job or to do something that will bring in an income without it being what you are truly seeking to have.  We do see that it is all going to work out.  It feels like by the end of May into June, before the heat of the summer that this transition will take place.  This new opportunity is coming to you.  It feels like another woman who owns her own business and you will be working with her.  It just feels like she is more flexible as are you.  Not quite sure what it is!  It just feels like it's with business or getting out information. It doesn't' feel like sales per se but it just feels like communication or getting out information is how it's coming across. 

Okay.

So trust in yourself, believe in yourself, believe in these energies that are coming into the earth as they come in and they balance.  Believe in all that you have been working towards with being pregnant, with having your son, with all these energies that are floating around here.  You are connecting with them.  You are in touch with them because you are much more so than you realize.  So take the time to really let yourself, well we don't want to say fall into, but move back into a state of balance, a state of expansion in which that expansion is aligning you with these potentials. 

Okay

We thank you for that question and with that we will draw this to a close. 

So for those of you who did not get your questions answered tonight, know that I am sending you energy, I am sending you light, I am sending you waves of love and awareness.  Let yourself be aware in your dream state of these answers coming to you.  Let yourself be aware in the flow of the energy around you in your daily life that there are messages coming to you at all times.

And as we bring this time together to a close I remind you that you have done so much work, not only during this journey but during this time in your life, that what you seek to have is around you right now.  Let the energies wash through you, open to feel the vibration of the crystalline energies so that you can feel the awareness, the potential and the knowledge of all that is here for you. 

I am ever with you and within.

Ansaluia