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Sunday, July 4, 2010

There is so much that one can do when they seek independence in their lives! There is the independence from pain, suffering, betrayal and so much more. How often do you take the time to consider what independence means to you? If you could create a completely independent life to live within, how would that look to you? Life is about finding your freedom and what it means to you. Life is about creating a life that is independent from others; yet involved to whatever degree you may seek.

During this journey, the Goddess takes you on a trip to look at first of all your relationships. Do you have any that have not transitioned? If so now is the time when the Goddess can assist you in transitioning what no longer works for you. You will come through this with a sense of freedom.There are times when people feel that things conspire in their life that keep them in a dependent position. So become clear about what independence means to you. In addition to that, what would it feel like to experience freedom? Freedom from other's choices, freedom to seek and have all that you wish for your life.

This channel will take you through the steps of experiencing as much or as little as you may choose of how to find freedom. If you are faced with the choice...... choose freedom!

Transcript

Nama sika: venia benya I AM the one; I AM the whole

I greet you beloved family. I send out my impulse of love, light, energy to each one of you. I appreciate that you choose to come and share this time with me. It's always exciting for me to be able to come into contact in just this manner.

I work with more and more people around the world, and you that come into these conferences have a direct link with my energies; and through you I'm able to link both with you individually and with more and more of the other humans who are living on Earth at this time.

There is so much going on this summer. There are very interesting energies that are coming in at this time. This has always been the case, that there are influxes of energy. Right now though, since the Summer Solstice, there have been a more focused type of new energy that flows within and around the entire planet.

Do you remember from the last time that we were together working with the lightbody energies so that you could create your own strengthening awareness of what this energy is to you? Feel it; as it flows within and around you right now. Just ask to feel the energy of the lightbody so that you know what this alignment is with you.

Everybody may feel this differently. I invite you to then have a sense of taking in one more deep breath and as you anchor that breath within you, release your physical body. Allow your consciousness to shift into the magnetic grid so that you may much more fully be present within this space.

As you link with the magnetic grid you can feel it through your higher self. Feel these energies. Feel who you are in this moment. As you look around the magnetic grid you may have a sense of seeing impulses of light or energy. You may have a sense of seeing some of the other people who are here as they are represented by their higher self.

There is a continuous flow throughout this space. Have a sense of shifting your awareness as if you are moving out towards the Universe. Allow your energy to flow into the crystalline grid. As you find yourself within this space, you can feel all the various energies as they flow within and around you.

The crystalline grid continuously transforms through all the interaction that's taking place upon the Earth and also out within the Universe. As you feel what it means to you, you may have a sense of receiving messages or information. There is a great deal that is available to you right here.

From there I invite you to shift your focus so that you may move into the soul plane. As you arrive here within the soul plane, look around; see what is here for you but also have a sense of reaching out or linking with your I Am presence. You may sense this as an energy that is coming towards you or you may feel it come up from within you.

As you allow yourself to open up through this alignment, you can feel much more of your divine essence. As this flows through you, you can have a sense of merging in such a way that you receive all the love, all the awareness and the complete acceptance that is here. This is the acceptance and love from your divinity for you. You as you are in this lifetime, no matter what the choices you are making.

I the Goddess come within this space and as I do so I swirl through, reaching out to each one of you so that I may blend my energies with you. As I reach out to embrace you, feel how your energies will shift into the All That Is.

You as your divinity can very easily move through this space but when you have the opportunity to blend with me and allow my energies to assist you, it adds to your perception yet another dimension or aspect.

Here in the All That Is you have a place of creation. You have a place where you can experiment with anything. There is so much to see, so much to do. Many of you have already tried out the various options that are around you in your Earth plane existence. This is a space that allows for you to experience these options, but then in addition to that it is as if it has a memory, so that if you forgot what that meant to you, you can come back in here and you can see what it was that you tried before.


There is a difference though; because now you are different to when you created something in the past. So you can see it as it was then, and see it as it is now.

In the background of where Shelly is sitting right now there is some noise because of people shooting off the fireworks. This is the day of independence for those people who live in the United States. So if there's anything like that that may come through, it may or may not come through, we're not sure. We just wanted to share with you what's going on. But it so beautifully adds to what I had intended to work with you about this evening.

Independence; what does that mean to you? Freedom, releasing, letting go; there are many different ways in which one can experience independence. As you look back at your life, are there particular times in which you had a sense of expanding into a more independent state than where you were before?

Many of you may have experienced this at various times as you grew up. Independence comes sometimes in small little pieces and other times, as if it's forced upon you and you feel yourself flailing, wondering ‘what is my next step going to be?'

So from this place take a look at your life. Is there anything that you seek to gain a greater sense of freedom or independence? Let's begin with relationships. Relationships will constantly transform. It's the nature of your time/space continuum. So when things happen in your life, when your relationships change, sometimes it leads to divorce, other times to marriage, other times to separation between friends and family.

That type of transition is a natural part of living upon the Earth. So first of all let's look at relationships as far as those that you chose to transition. And as you are looking at this, as you're experiencing this memory, allow the energies to flow through you in such a way that you can now see it created a potential for greater independence.

And if there are still emotions or energies that are holding you back about this or other relationships, consciously let that come into you right now and then have a sense of letting it go as if it's one of the firecrackers that are exploding all around. Let that energy transition away from you; let it go completely.

Now consider times in which it was another person that chose to transition a relationship and you felt as if it was beyond your control. I invite you to right now in this moment infuse yourself with freedom; freedom for the way in which this has been holding you back; freedom to allow yourself to come back together more fully within and create something new.

As you shift through relationships, have a sense of feeling a sense of freedom around abundance. Does it feel to you as if abundance is prevalent no matter where you go? Do you need a sense of freedom so that you may more fully embrace all the various forms of abundance that are here and present with you?

Is there abundance in your life? Abundance comes in many different forms. But the energy of abundance; feel it in alignment with independence. As you flow the energy of independence through you, also flow the energy of abundance. As you are doing this I see some people focusing on money, I see other people focusing on abundance of their clients for their business.

Abundance comes in many, many, many different forms. So if there is a form of lack when you consider abundance, shift it right now into anything that gives you a sense of feeling full. A sense of being filled up so that you may feel that freedom. Let freedom move through you and then allow abundance in every form to flow within and around you.

Still others are seeking freedom from cords and ties to other people's expectations, to other lifetimes, or even to your own expectation. If you feel that there is anything that keeps you held in the past, held back through other lifetimes or held back through expectations that are placed upon you, set yourself free at this time.

Consciously breathe in deeply and as you breathe out, consciously release any cord; release anything that holds you back. Breathe in freedom and breathe out anything less than complete independence.

What would it feel like to have everything within your life in alignment and balance exactly as you want it to be? What would it feel like to have the independence to do whatever you want to do within your life? If you could choose anything; you can bring out a list, you can bring out one or two things.

But if you could choose and completely embrace it from this space of independence and freedom, how would your life look?

Well, bring that back within you because it's yours right now, right here. I have a sense of some of you as if you are taking off a jacket or as if you are taking off a heavy weight that you've been carrying around. I see you as if you're becoming very transparent and very light. Let loose your inner magic. Let loose that part of you that loves to play and dance, to sing and swirl.

Feel it all right here, right now in this moment.

We're somewhat chuckling because outside of Shelly's house there are all sorts of fireworks. We don't see the colors with the conscious eye, but there are lots of booms and bings and different noises and it's as if in that physical reality with the explosion of the fireworks is a means of anchoring things in a very physical manner.

So let that assist you in anchoring you with all that you've accomplished; you with your sense of freedom and independence. Anchor you with all that you seek to have.

As I see people shifting and moving through this space, I'm hearing about physical ailments, illnesses, their physical bodies not working for them as well as they would like them to.

And so I'm going to take this moment and I invite anybody out there who has some sort of a physical illness or problem of any sort that you let yourself come forth in this moment.

And as I align with you, I have a sense of working with your energies and I flow through you the light, the balance and the flow of perfect balance to be within you. Let it clear out any disease within your body; let it clear out any deficiencies within your physical body.

Let this energy as it flows through you release everything that's within you on a physical basis. And then I invite you to take in one more breath and this time feel all of the balance that I'm sending to you. As I merge with each one of you, I work with your energies to create the balance of perfect health, perfect function and optimal ability for each one of you that is seeking to transition in this manner.

As we are talking about independence, let go whatever thought, let go whatever emotions may have worked towards this problem that you've been having. And as you let this go, as you let them all flow away from you, feel the strength of what it is to be independent from that physical problem.

Feel your balance as these energies are moving through you. Remember what it was to have that perfect health and as that all swirls through and around you, you find yourself becoming stronger and stronger.

This is what you can do anytime you seek to have change within your life. Even if all you choose to do is come and be in this space of the All That Is, let yourself do so and I the Goddess will take as much time as you would like to be here to anchor your energies to see you as the complete person that you are.

I am always here just as your own divinity is also here. Your divinity views your life as the experience that it is. It does not judge. Your divinity has had so many experiences that there are certain things happening in your life that will be as if they are a drop in the bucket.

When you find yourself becoming very intense about whatever may be happening in your daily life, remember that you are so much more than that experience. Remember that you as a human expressing life is choosing to live however many years it is upon the Earth and that those years are for you; an opportunity to experience many, many, many different things.

From your divinity, you can do no wrong. There is always complete acceptance for your life. So as you stand in your space and declare this your independence day, let yourself breathe in and incorporate the compassion and the awareness that is here for you.

I invite you to let your energies play with this space. You may choose to observe our own firework show as we the angels, the teachers, the guides, those of us on this side of the veil, we all celebrate you.

We celebrate your life, we celebrate your accomplishments, we celebrate your failures. We celebrate everything you do because we see you as having these experiences for the sake of having those experiences.

We believe in the complete creation that you are having within your life. So no matter what is occurring within you, accept it. If you don't like it, shift your focus to change. You as you stand here claiming your independence from anything that held you back, you create the life that you want.

For some it means taking particular steps that allow them to make changes. For others it's more so about accepting and allowing things to move through their life.

Every creation has its aspect of acceptance. Every time that you accept whatever may be happening in your life, you are reaching towards a deeper creation of what you truly want.

With that I invite you to begin to allow your energies to come back together. As you come back and create a circle or come together as a group, have a sense of seeing the hologram of the Earth coming up within the center of all of you. And this hologram makes its presence known.

You may see Ariellis or a hologram for Ariellis which is a name for the New Earth. So as each one of you stands in the space of your independence, as you stand in the place of choosing the life that you want, as you recognize how you are creating from the smallest possible aspect to the largest, you are creating your own life.

And infuse all of that into these holograms because there is a balance and there is a communication or synchronicity that goes between your current physical Earth and the New Earth. Feel that flow.

And then as these holograms become infused with light and energy, have a sense of seeing them as they shift into first of all the crystalline grid, and there as if they slide or move through that grid work.

Ariellis moves into Ariellis, while the hologram for the Earth moves down and it comes through the magnetic grid. As it does so there's an aspect that moves around the magnetic grid and the remainder of that hologram goes down; it moves into the physical Earth.

And as it does so it anchors within the center of the Earth. It aligns with those crystals that are present here. And then from there it emanates out and so as those energies of the hologram come out it moves throughout all aspects of the Earth so that independence, so that freedom, so that choice, so that allowing and accepting are emanating throughout all aspects of the Earth.

Feel it as it comes up within and around you where you are physically located. Feel it as it comes up within your physical body, as it comes up through the flowers, the grass, the trees, the water. Through every particle that is within and upon the Earth.

And then I invite you to shift your focus once more back within the All That Is. As your focus is coming within this space, you find yourself once more reconnecting with those energies, but you can feel how you have already begun to ground these energies.

Because not only are you able to tap into what you see, sense, feel, hear within this space, but also you have much more the sense of your physical well-being upon the Earth.

Let your focus shift once more as you move through into the soul plane. The majority of your I Am presence will remain within this space. Well for some, you are able to take more and more of your divinity with you into the Earth plane.

Let me rephrase that, everyone is able to take more of their divinity with them back to the Earth plane and some are now finding that the majority is now able to flow back and forth through their physical presence on the Earth and this space.

So you allow your consciousness to shift. You come back within the crystalline grid and as you do so you find your energies moving through that space.

As you find yourself moving into the magnetic grid, feel what this is for you. Feel how your higher self has expanded. And then you can shift once more. Begin to anchor your consciousness back within your physical body.

As you do so have a sense of breathing deeply and as your consciousness and your divinity comes back with you, you may need to expand the energy bodies around your physical body. Let as much come back within and anchor within you and let everything else just surround you, loving you, nurturing you, supporting you.

And you'll have a sense of once more anchoring this here within your physical body. Take a moment and re-affirm your freedom.

As your consciousness is coming back within you affirm the independence from whatever may have been holding you back and the freedom to create the life that you seek to have.


Feel it swirl through you. Feel light, feel energetic.

And then as you are each coming back more fully within your own presence I am open to receive questions that you may have. If you would like to ask a question you may press *6 upon your telephone and that will bring you back within the queue.

Question and Answer

Question: Hello Goddess? (Hello) That was just a wonderful meditation on exactly where I am as you well know right now! What I have a question about is that I've been working with a woman, we've been trading services. She does computer services for me and I've been doing healing work services for her. She has fibromyalgia and I'm wondering if you can suggest anything more I can do for her and is what I've been doing effective? How is that doing?

Answer: We think we know who you are talking about but if you will give us her first name it will allow us to connect more fully. (Brenda) Okay, there we go. As we see Brenda and as we see you two working together with the energy work; we think you have actually been very effective. We think what you have been bringing to these sessions with her is someone who believes in her, someone who believes in her good health. Someone who believes she has the ability to create changes in her life that will allow her to feel good. We think what you have been doing has been effective, but we think you are asking this question because you don't think it's been effective enough or that there is some resistance. And we feel that is what it is some resistance on her part.

Fibromyalgia is becoming very, very widespread upon the earth. It has been there for a very long time, but it's a symptom one could say of the new energy integrating within the earth. People have got to get in touch with their own physical body, with their own physical experiences, with the realization that they are the creator of their life. People who are disconnected from their divinity, disconnected from within themselves - well, okay let us go back and turn that around another way. We were going to say they are unable to feel, but with fibromyalgia, they feel too much. They are constantly in pain, they are constantly feeling disconnected from within themselves and that's the truth of the matter. Individuals that are experiencing this need to have a deeper sense of their own divinity and their presence upon the earth. They need to have that sense or belief that they are creating their lives and that they move away from being bounced around as a victim and into someone who is taking charge and becoming the creator. This is what we see for your friend. You have worked with her energetically to release some of the neuropathy and discomfort she has been having. We think the next step to talk about is more so subtle little ways about how everyone is the creator of their lives; well we see that you have already. But we think what you have been doing to her is on track but she feels disconnected from her divinity. It's like she believes she has divinity, she thinks she's connected but as we look at her energy and her energy pattern we see that there is not that deep of a connection, it feels like a slight connection. Is that your perception also?

I have no idea! As far as her connection to her divinity, I have no idea. But if that is so and I believe it is so, how can I help her connect to her spirit?

 

Through talking about spirit, through talking about divinity, through talking about the way.... This has been your pathway for many years and she knows that about you. So if you talk to her, we see you doing energy work on her, but we see you in the process of that also talking about divinity in an abstract way, bringing it in as something that is always there, bringing it in as something in her thoughts, realizing it is always there; something in her thoughts, something in her prayers, bring it in in a way that it makes sense to her, yet is not too specific. We feel it needs to be a little more abstract because she is trying to fit something that she recognizes as big into a tiny little hole. By shifting your perception of how you speak it, it will shift her.

Okay...... I'm not quite sure how I'm going to do that. But I trust the words will come.

 

Absolutely it will. We think that when you go back or get off the phone if you sit with these energies and let everything flow through you, we think a plan will come to you.

Alright! Thank you.

You're welcome.

Question: Hi Goddess, my name is Sylvia and I have a question concerning also my energy. I'm wondering if I'm connecting better with spirit. I've had a plethora of physical symptoms that I've been working through. The last time I called a couple months ago during the breathing work and the breath work and releasing you said I have some resistance in my body and I'm wondering if that has shifted and cleared out.

Answer: We believe that you are one of the people who put forth that energy in the All That Is that led to me helping people to shift things on a very physical basis. So you see how you are always working even though you don't realize you are working because we could feel that intention from you. As to looking at you and seeing how you look now, we have a sense that a significant change has taken place. We remember the last time we looked at you and the patchy feeling with a narrow cone of energy going through you. Now we see your energy as very wide and expanded. As we look at your physical body, it feels like there is still some detoxification you are doing but it doesn't feel like it's necessary. Your physical body and the process you've been going through is at the end of where it needs to be. It feels like it has come full circle. We would say to you that if you will look towards life in regards to what you are seeking to have, if you keep affirming however often you need to do so; that your body is working for you in the manner you want it to and everything will fall into place. We know you are continuing to have some symptoms. We know we can feel some residual there but it is just that-residual. It's like that memory that has been there because it's been there for a long time. You are changing the pattern and you are changing the way you will work with this new body as you move forward. It feels to us like things are falling into place. Does it feel this way to you too?

Yes, definitely I do feel a big difference in my physical body; I'm able to do a lot more. I keep affirming every day and if I get symptoms sometimes, I'm like ‘nope, this does not belong to me, it's not who I am'.

That's exactly right!

It's not within my energy field and I release it.

Exactly, exactly. That is the way people make changes in their lives. That is the way whether it's emotional, mental, physical no matter what. Because everybody can choose to focus on what's not working or focus upon what you choose to have and then that becomes your reality; what you focus upon.

Fantastic! So as we go through this ascension and our bodies are becoming lighter can you give me a measure of where my bodies at or where I am spiritually?

You know, it's hard to give you a specific answer to this, other than to say we see a great deal of divinity around you now. We see you as much more open to the flow of energy. You are working with the lightbody energy, we see that around you. That's about the new energy and bringing in this new way of working with energy and what's happening in your life. So I guess another way of putting discernment to this is that you have been walking down a path for a very long time. As you look forward down this path, the end is coming near. What we mean by the end is the end of the struggle you've been having. You are getting to the place where you have chosen a new path and you are stepping on that path.

Awesome! Thank you. It is a perfect alignment of energy today on independence day!

Exactly! You are welcome beloved.

Question: I just wanted to thank you for the meditation again and for all the support and being able to work with the lightbody energy this last year. My question was more about hoping for a confirmation of continued progress or something. I feel like I wanted a progression and it shifted somewhat, but still feel stalled. I'm wondering if I've set myself back in creating the life I want and changing my energy, or if things have actually shifted and I didn't see it.

Answer: we see there is more happening around you than you realize. It feels like it's been a very distracting six to nine months or so. It feels like there have been energies coming from many different angles or many different ways. You give us a sense of feeling exhausted. It feels like it's been very busy, very hectic. When we look at you right now, when you say there is slight or you can't discern a lot of change; but it feels like you are working very, very hard and a lot has manifested as yet. When we look at the energies and what's been going on it feels like you are trying on the different things. It's like you've been making choices, trying it on to see if you like it, didn't like it, tried something else on, didn't like it. In the midst of all this you have been working with your energies, bringing in more and more and more of your divinity. You've been using that as a means of looking at things. It almost gives us a sense of actually working in different dimensions as you go through various opportunities over the past 6 to 9 months. That's why it gives us a sense of a very busy year. That's why we have that sense of you being tired and worn out. Does that resonate with you?

Ah yes, yes it does.

Okay, so what we would say to you in terms of the big picture and what it will manifest, we would say take a few days, weeks or months, whatever it is take some time and allow yourself the opportunity to take a break. It's as if you've been so diligent, dedicated and working so hard that we think it's time for some vacation. It's almost like a vacation from your spiritual work. Some people may think I don't need a vacation from that, it's not work, it's just what I like to do. The sense we get..... okay, let's do it this way.

We invite you to close your eyes for a moment and as you do so, have a sense of taking in a deep breath. As you are breathing in this energy and this essence we are going to breathe in with you and go through you. As you breathe out, we are going to assist you to clear out; we're going to assist you to clear out [Shelly took a deep breath in and out] we have a sense of clearing out all of those energies around you. It's like all that ‘stuff' that's been going gets cleared away. It feels like it got rid of it, it pushed it away to a degree. But we want you to take in another breath and breathe in deeply. This time as you breathe out, really let go of all of these things that are hanging over you. Just breathe out and let them go away from you, let them release. There we go. So now as we look at you, we have a sense of seeing you once more in your stillness; seeing you once more in your space of expansion. We see you as being able to make decisions more easily or see your pathway more clearly. It gives us a sense there have been things you've been to ‘make' happen or like you have a particular idea in your mind that you are trying to make happen. We would say let go of specifics and come back around and view things again and get underneath it and look at what you really want as the energy behind what you are seeking. From that energy, how else can it manifest? It feels like you have really been struggling. We would prefer to see you in more of a space that allows you feel ease and allows you feel this comfort. Where you are now as we've helped to blow away those energies, we see you much more balanced or anchored. If you look around your days and create from this space you will have a more clear image or a more clear sense of how to accomplish what you are seeking. Alright beloved?

Alright. Thank you so much for your support Goddess!


You are welcome.

Question: Hello Goddess? Hi, too want to thank you for a wonderful call tonight! It coincides exactly with I wanted to ask. I am seeking independence from whatever emotional blockage I have that is preventing me from laughing. I know that sounds kind of strange, but for at least 20 years I have not heard my voice laugh. Even though I do have a sense of humor, I just can't laugh. So I would like to be independent of that and free to laugh. Thank you.

Answer: It gives us a sense beloved when you speak of this of the various perceptions of laughter, lightness, of al the various emotions that people have. We know if you speak of this that others will resonate with it in maybe a little different manner. When we look at you we see someone who laughs all the time, we see someone who is filled with light who is filled with joy. I believe we have talked to you before about the fairy energy around you. With that, with the fairies, with the lightness, with the laughter; we all this laughter as coming from you. So when we look at you and you tell us you haven't been able to really laugh, you just can't do it that is where see there was a time - you are telling us 20 years ago-we see a time when you chose to subjugate or you chose to take..... someone said that you laugh too much. It feels like it was one person in particular, said you laugh too much; that is was inappropriate, that is was too loud, too this too that. From that it resonated with something within you and you began to suppress that truly joyful expression of your emotions or whatever you were feeling at any given time. That is why you feel as if you haven't really laughed in all these 20 years. That's what it feels like to us, does that resonate with you?

Well, I don't remember that kind of incident, but it certainly could be so. I was thinking it might have had something to do with those years of my son growing up when it was so stressful on me that I couldn't laugh. But it could be more than one thing.

That's absolutely true. Sometimes we may see an image of something and we may see experiences but it can come across as literal or it can come across as a metaphor. If the express description doesn't resonate with you then just knowing that there was an incident or several incidents that kept you from doing that, that now is the time of choosing. We see that you chose that this is a particular part of it with the journey tonight. We see that it did shift things, but let us work with you once more right now. We invite you to breathe in deeply, breathe all the way down within yourself, breathe all the way down into a time when there was a lot of stress in your life, when there was anything that kept you from feeling joyful and expressing who you were. [Shelly took a deep breath in and out.] Then as you are ready to breathe out, let that go. You have already done so on many different levels but now we are bringing it into the physical. As you breathe in your independence, let it go down and fill up the space where you were holding back on laughter and joy. Breathe in and allow yourself to truly feel the presence of who you are. There it goes, now it went in. Now when you experience life, no matter what you go through, let your laughter ring out! Let your joy resonate. Let everything that allows you to express who you, let it all ring free. Oh, let freedom ring through your laughter, through your joy, through whatever you may be feeling.

Oh, thank you so much!! I am so grateful for that. Just one last comment. Some weeks ago I asked you to heal my cat who had been severely wounded by another cat. Within two days you had healed him to the point where you would never know that anything had happened. So again I thank you for that!

Oh, you're very welcome beloved. We certainly appreciate you acknowledging that and letting us know about his complete recovered.

Thank you again.

You're welcome.

Question: Hi Goddess! Thank you so much for that beautiful meditation and journey, it was wonderful. (You're welcome) We currently have a 23 year old Llama that is starting to transition over. He's been a very loving close companion. He isn't the first one we've had to go through this with, but it's not getting any easier this time. Any suggestions about what we can do? There's a lot of sadness over our property right now.

Answer: We have two things we want to do about this. First of all we want to share with you that one of the reasons this is striking you so much more particularly is that this llama is transitioning energy for the people who live there. It feels like a male, is that correct? (Yes he is.) It feels like he's' been a filter of the energies and so he's been working very diligently all these many years he's been with you. That's one reason why you feel such closeness to him and why this transitioning is very difficult.

The next thing we would like to do is let's see if we can't merge with him and see if we can get any insights from him. As we link with his energies, we have a sense of him feeling tired and we have a sense that he feels he is ready to transition. It feels as if he's done what he needed to do. He's telling us that he's done what he needed to do and that it's time for him to go but he can't go because everybody is holding onto him through not wanting him to transition. The sense we get is that we see you having a ceremony or almost like a birthday party or let's call it an Independence Day party! That is going to allow this llama to have the recognition - okay there was a part of us that started chuckling as we started describing this - but truly we have a sense of this deep connection between this llama and not only yourself but about 4 or 5 different people. It's like everyone gets together and they celebrate and dance in a circle, we just see this dancing and celebration. Then we have a sense of you in particular just looking him in the eye and letting him know energetically, whether you say it out loud or in your heart, that it's okay for him to release, that it's okay for him to transition, because everyone is going to be fine. Oh what are the words that we want to use... that you are ready to move forward and that you can filter whatever you need filter on your own or through other means. When we say it like this, it feels like it was a burden to him but it was not. That was his job that is what he so loved to do. His intention was to be there through whatever it was that was going on and now that feels complete so he's ready to transition.

On the flip side of that you are in a different space, these other people that we picked up on are in a different place. It feels like number one there are other ways that these energies can continue to be transitioned. But also, the other animals around you are still there and that's part of what animals do. So we would say about this one in particular, that's what we feel would be the best way to assist him. Does that resonate with you?

 

Yes it does. I did tell him that yesterday. (Oh, good timing.) Purely in looking in his eyes we actually had the vet here because I didn't want him to suffer. And just a few minutes before the vet drove up he bounced up, he got up, he was walking around, he was very weak. I don't want him to suffer but my husband is just doing everything that he can, everything. I didn't know if he was ready and my husband wasn't.

Well, then your husband is the one. We sensed that what you were saying and the way you described it, it lifted part of the burden or the energy that was anchoring him. We think that if your husband will do the same thing, then that will release that burden even more. It feels like he is not in pain, just very, very tired.

Yep, yep okay thank you very much for that.

You are welcome.

Question: Hey Goddess, thank you so much for taking some time with me, I really appreciate it. Over the last 10 years I've experienced a lot of loss. I'm having a really difficult time trying to get past that. (Umhmm) What you said tonight, I have learned a lot. There have been a lot of lessons in appreciating what I do have, but I still need some help in getting over the pain that I am feeling.

Answer: It feels like underneath the pain we are picking up on guilt, regret and then of course there is sorrow. It feels like it's hard to let go of those energies because of all these other energies. It's not about letting go of one energy; it feels like a number of different things. Now one thing we want to say to you is that when you release people who are no longer in your life, it's not that you are cutting them out you are never going to think about them again, they are just going to be absolutely gone and disconnected from you. What you do is release the energy attachment to them and then you can still have your memories; you can still have the experiences, you can still have the sense of who they were and what they were and what they meant to you in this life but without all that energy and that emotion that is holding you back. It feels like there are two different individuals that are coming more so to our awareness but we don't know exactly what that might be for you.

So practice doing this with us right now. We have a sense you may need to do this a number of different times. What we want you to do is close your eyes for a moment and take in a deep breath. As you are breathing in, breathe down what it was when this one person or several people, whatever it was, when they were there with you. If you want to, after this is over do it one by one with each one of them. You breathe down and breathe them back into your life. You breathe in what you had, what you remember, what was so very special to you. Then as you breathe out, have a sense of breathing out and letting go; letting go the person, letting go the emotions, letting go the energies. Now this is what you keep holding onto with two hands fisted! That's what keeps you from being able to allow it. If you will do so, if only for this moment, let it go as you breathe out. Then you consciously let it go again. Feel my energies as I work with you and I sweep through you and I assist you, there you go, in just letting those energies move away from you. Then what you can do as you come back around it's like we see a circle of light or energy that moves through you. It clears it out and then as you come back in, you come back within your heart center. As you breathe down, let yourself have a moment of feeling balanced and feeling the energy of who you are and the energy of awareness. Then if you need to do it again, if you need to bring up another person, breathe in and breathe down inside of you. Or this time maybe focus on the emotion, the regret the sorrow, the frustration [shelly breathed deeply in and out.] Breathe out those emotions, breathe out those energies. As you do so, it creates an opening within you so that you once more breathe down inside of yourself; you bring the energies of your divinity down within you. Just in the few minutes that we have done this, we could see how you were opening, releasing and shifting. Then if you do that more and more and more you are filling up these spaces with your own divinity and with who you are. Then as you turn around and look back and think back to these people you will be doing so from a space where you are more balanced and it's like you are creating a new relationship with them. Does that all resonate with you? Could you feel the shift taking place as we were doing this?

It resonates very much and I actually could feel a shift.

Good, good because we felt with each of those two times that we were focusing on things specifically, we could feel a release take place and we could feel an opening come up within you. Then we had a sense of more of your divinity coming down. We know this is something you can move past. We know that this is your independence day and that by being independent and in a place of more balance and letting them go it's not that you are saying ‘I don't care about you, you're out with the dirty laundry' you are simply saying that ‘I respect you and I allow you your process. I respect and honor my own self by creating this opening and this healing and this balance within myself'.

Ohhh, thank you very much.

You are welcome and thank you for that question. We know others will resonate with that too.

Thank you.

All right beloved. Thank you, all of you, for choosing to come spend this time with us. It has as always been a time of transformation and transitioning. There's always so much happening upon the Earth and each of you have the opportunity to do as much or as little of this as you so choose.

So going forward on this day of independence I invite you to embrace your freedom, I invite you to embrace a new beginning that you choose and that you allow to become your reality.

I am ever with you.

Ansaluia