Moving Towards What You Seek to Create

I greet you my beloved family.  I reach out to each one of you with my hands, with my embrace and I hold you close as I share with you my love for you!  Open your heart; allow my love to flow into and around you where you are right now.  No matter what is happening within your life, no matter what you may be feeling about yourself, in this moment while you are still grounded I see you, I feel you, I know who you are.

There is so much happening upon the Earth as we speak.  The summer solstice will take place in a couple of weeks, actually during the time of our journey, and the energies will be even more heightened than what they have been.  Each of you may have noticed that your life feels as if it has become very intense; perhaps it feels as if things have gotten very complicated.  Perhaps emotions that you thought had been resolved are resurfacing once more.

There is an immense flow of energy coming into the Earth right now.  This is more of the crystalline vibration; this is more of the energy that assists you as you are moving into this next phase within your life if you want to call it that, or as you move in to these new and different gifts which are your own.  Feel the energies as they flow.

Those people who have not yet fully awakened are also being affected by these energies of transformation.  Some of what you may have been feeling is a reflection of these other individuals.  Others are finding that the layers upon layers within their own selves are releasing so that that more deep, that more intense energy of who they are, is able to be released or to be shifted into a new space within you. 

I ask you as we are all grounded right here, what do you want in your life?  What are you seeking to have?  And I'm hearing from you everything from peace, prosperity, abundance, to a new home, a new car, a mate, a child.  These are but to name a few of these energies that I tap into.  Whether it's one of those or something else completely different, manifesting in the new energy is about creating what you seek to have and then finding the ways in which you can move into that with ease, with gentleness.

Gather with me now and take one more deep breath within you.  As you breathe deeply have a sense of feeling that breath of life, that breath of energy move within you; it moves all the way down into your abdomen.  And then have a sense of releasing or letting go your consciousness.  Let it shift from you into the space of the magnetic grid.  As you move within this space you will link or connect to your higher self.

Your higher self is the blending of your divinity and it is the blending of you as the human that you are.  There is so much energy and light that moves through here.  Each one of you as you are creating, as you move through your day, as you go about your job or whatever it may be, may recognise that you come into this space on a very frequent basis.  You may know that you just reach inside of yourself and you find the energies, or you find the answers or you find the awareness.  But what is happening to you is that you are actually coming into the space where your higher self is so that you may get a different perspective on all that is occurring.

When you seek to communicate with others or you seek to move past a barrier, coming up into this space is a means of assisting you with that.  So look around, recognise it, feel the consistency and know that this is your own but it is a part of the community of souls that work, live and exist upon the Earth.  Have a sense of shifting your energies once more.  As you do so you will move through an interlocking grid as you move out into the crystalline grid.

The crystalline grid has transformed in profound ways.  The crystalline grid supports the energetic makeup of the Earth itself.  It also is an alignment with the New Earth.  It is an alignment with the energies of the universe.  This is a space that existed in a very transparent, unformed type of energy only ten or more years ago.  Through the work (of this group and others), through the shift of the Earth itself into the fourth dimension, as the new energy has become stronger and more prevalent upon the Earth, this space was created as a means of support.

There are many other reasons that we could go into but for now we will keep it simple, such as that.  So as you look at the crystalline energies around you, you may have a sense of seeing actual crystals; you may have a sense of seeing just a blend of energies.  This is a space where you can shift your consciousness so that you may practice with the energies or so that you may strengthen your own energy field.

I invite you to shift your focus into the soul plane.  This is another dimension, another shift in consciousness.  The soul plane is a space in which you may link with your divine essence.  As you come into this space and you have that intention, you may feel as if you immediately blend with your I Am presence.  You may also invite it to come to you, to come into this space, and you consciously reach out and embrace your divinity.

As you are opening up to and aligning with your divine essence, let the complete love, let the flow, let the awareness of complete acceptance move through you.  Your soul essence is immense.  As much as you take in, as much as you perceive, is but a portion of who you truly are.  The more you expand the more you become aware, the more there is for you. 

You have all had a multitude of existences on the Earth and in the universe.  Sometimes you choose to simply keep all of your consciousness within your divinity, within your I AM presence.  It's a space of simply existing.  You need not have a focus or an intention, you just are.  And as I speak of this let that energy of what that feels like wash over you.  Can you imagine how it would be to live your life and you need only be who you are?  It takes away the pressure; it takes away any negative thoughts that you may have about yourself.  It takes away criticism from others.

Within your divinity in this moment tap into that and let it flow through you.  Feel it and know it in this moment.  If ever you have thoughts about yourself that are less than loving and kind remember this moment.  Feel that all encompassing acceptance of who you are.  Allow it to flow through you the energies of awareness.

I the Goddess move into this space in which you are.  I deliberately created more time for you to have the ability or the opportunity of just existing, of feeling your divinity.  Now as I come into this space I reach out to each one of you and I embrace you.  As I embrace or encounter you, feel my energies.  Feel how I assist you in shifting into the All That Is. 

The more that you have come into this space with deliberate creation, the less you need me to enhance your energies or amplify your energies.  If you take an opportunity and look around and take a deep breath in and ask yourself, how often do I come into this space?  You could say in a day, in a week, in a month.  And I sense some of you will be a bit surprised.

From this space of the All That Is, look around.  You will sense an even greater amount of your divinity.  I invite each one of you to use your consciousness and create for yourself a sense of standing in an open space, perhaps your arms are out slightly from your side, your eyes are closed, your head is perhaps tilted back a bit.  And you take a slow, easy, deep breath in.  As you breathe in that flow of your divinity washes through your consciousness, as you breathe out it moves through you and then you breathe in again. With every breath that you breathe in, with every breath that you release, you create a flow of your divinity that moves through you.

As you do this I have a sense of seeing pinks, greens, purples, white, gold; every colour imaginable and some that with your human consciousness you are as yet unaware.  But all of that is what is flowing through each of you as a group. 

Within you as a human you have a sense of something that seems to drive you on.  It is desire; desire for change within your life.  Desire to have more of something that you feel is lacking; desire to accomplish something that you set out to do.  That is part of being human.  Another part that goes along with that is the judgement; and perhaps you could say that with the judgement it's a means of assisting you in being driven or giving you focus or purpose.  You may judge that you have not yet accomplished what you seek to have; you may judge that you need to go in a different direction.  It may be judgement that says to you ‘You have not yet arrived,  you have to do more.'

It may be judgement that says other people have a mate in their life, other people have children, but I don't so what is wrong with me? There may be a part of you that says other people have so much abundance but I don't.  Another part may be ‘Certainly I do have a family but we don't get along' or ‘So and so is sick', or ‘I am sick'.  There's always something or some experience within your life that you feel is not what you want to have.  Now again that's a means of giving you a discernment or it's a means of assisting you in how to make changes in your life because you are moving away from what you don't like and towards what you do want.

And I invite you to remember or to consciously choose to move towards what you are seeking to have instead of away from what you don't have. It might be a minor little difference but the energy of moving towards something you seek to have in your life is a way of affirming that this is what you seek to manifest.  So in this moment perhaps create an intention...I have to smile because already I see some of you dragging out your long list because it's always there, it's always with you.  So you may have one or two things or you may have a long list of things. 

Have a sense in this space of the All That Is, this space of expansion, of acceptance, of awareness.  Look at what you may have on your list or look within yourself at anything that may be creating discontent, or come back to what you seek to have.  I want to say to you first and foremost everything that you seek to have in your life I seek to assist you in manifesting.  Whatever you want, whatever you seek, no matter what, I flow to you my love, my support and my embrace.  If any part of what's on your list is that you are alone, you are isolated, you are by yourself, then let yourself know that you are not. 

You have all the experience and all the energies of your own divinity, you have me, you have God, you have the angels.  And while it is not up to any of us to do it for you, we do flow to you light, perhaps to assist you with a new perspective.  We flow to you our love, perhaps as a reminder that you are more than just this physical existence.  Everything that is occurring in your life is there because in one form, in one layer or another, it is how you have been creating hour life. 

My next question to you - do you find that much of your life is spent responding to the people around you?  What I mean by that is are other people making choices, making decisions, going in different directions and you are like a ball in a bumper pool and just getting bounced around?  Does it feel as if your life is out of control and you are just moving through the paces?  That is a form of creation - that feeling of being out of control, perhaps helplessness, perhaps of being unable to make a choice that you might be seeking -- is a façade created by your personality as a human. 

So in this space of the All That Is consciously bring that up within you and as if you are peeling away a layer, peel it away.  Let it flow away from you, take in a deep breath and you will know that you can stop this right now.  You can get away from that feeling of being bounced around.  It is something that may be a habit for you but in this moment look or discern what it is you are truly seeking to have.  And then as you look back at all those other circumstances, make a choice now to step away from the bouncing around and into what you are seeking to have. 

Doesn't that feel good within you?  It feels good to be able to communicate, it feels good to be able to just take that breath and feel happiness within your life.  So let's look at that.  What does the word happiness mean to you?  As you focus upon your daily life, as you focus upon that which is most evident to you, I invite you to find those parts of your life that generate happiness.  As you focus upon feeling happy, hopefully for a large portion of your day but at least for some random moments during your day, then you will find everything else will shift in response to that happiness. 

The vibration in which your conscious thoughts emanate from you into your daily life creates a magnet for those experiences, so if you are shifting into a new or different vibration, new or different perceptions for your life, then by doing so through happiness will bring about remarkable changes. 

You as your human self, you as a personality, are most often very strong; your personality is very strong.  It likes to create those thoughts that you have had for a very long time.  It likes to stay within that space.  It likes what it knows already.  Therefore as you consciously create these changes within your life you do so through anything that is uplifting.  I spoke of happiness but you may choose love, you may choose contentment, anything that makes you feel like your energy is lifting or you feel light.  That is all it needs to be. 

I would invite you to have a sense of looking as if through a picture window or have a sense of looking as I open a door and give you a perception of the universe.  You are seeing within the All That Is all of those energies of you who are here.  You are also able to look out and see planets, stars; there are those planets that are so connected to the Earth, so supportive of the Earth.  But as you continue to have a sense of looking into the universe, I invite you to consciously put forth the intention to look at the universe through the alignment with the crystalline vibration.

Look at the universe as new energy.  As you are doing this, I invite you to perceive that there are even more stars, even more planets.  You may have a sense of ships like the mother ship as it's been called; you may have a sense of streams of light or energy that represent consciousness.  You may have a sense of actually tapping into extraterrestrials.  It is all here as you look through this door.

Also as you look through here you may have a sense of the New Earth.  Many of the children who will be born are here right now as a soul essence, feeling the gravity, feeling the sense of what it is going to be like to have a physical form.  Some of you in your sleep state will come up to one of these spaces; it may be the New Earth, it may be another planet or star, it may be onto one of the ships, but every single one of you is very connected to and involved with this energy as it flows into the Earth. 

I wished for you to be able to have a perception of what's happening.  I wanted you to be able to tap into on a more conscious level these energies that are out here.  Now as you think about your daily life and what might be happening in your life, this may seem too disconnected or too far from where you are but all that is taking place upon the Earth is based in at one point or another these energies out in the universe.  Or another way to look at this is that what's taking place upon the Earth is mirrored back through the universe.

Open your consciousness and open your arms.  I invite you to choose to accept this energy as if there's a bolt of lightening from this energy as it comes into you.  I am creating an opportunity for you to be able to receive a direct bolt of light or energy or vibration - however you want to think of it - but you breathe it in, breathe deeply, breathe gently and easily.  As I look at you it's as if your aura or your energy field has expanded even larger.  You have taken on an even greater amount of light.  There is even more of a vibration around you at this time.  Allow for this to assist you in your daily life. 

This energy that you've brought into you or that you have accepted is a means of clearing out those old beliefs, those old thoughts, those old habits.  This bolt of lightening...an interesting slip of my tongue was it not?  This bolt of energy is a means of giving you a jump-start into all that you are seeking to manifest within your life.  Feel it as completed in this moment.  It's done, it's over.  And again consider happiness, love, contentment - they are even more enhanced through this energy.  And those obstacles are as if a distant memory.  They are released from your reality. 

I invite all of you to return together as a group.  As you form kind of a loose circle you may see or sense coming up within the center of the circle a hologram of the Earth.  This hologram has an aspect that represents the New Earth and an aspect that represents your current Earth.  And as it comes and settles within you, I invite each one of you to have a sense of sending a beam of light out from your heart center or out form your consciousness into this hologram and as you do so let flow that energy that you received, that impulse of light that represents the crystalline vibration, that represents the universal light.  It flows into you and it flows through you into the hologram.  The hologram sparkles in a way that it has not done so before. 

Lady Gaia comes forth.  She herself is transitioning.  As you look at her you may sense these differences but she reaches out to each one of you and she embraces you.  Remember as you are grounding your energies in the Earth that she is available to assist you.  She returns moving down within the hologram and the hologram moves down toward the physical Earth.  As it reaches the crystalline grid, that aspect that represents the New Earth moves into the New Earth and the remainder moves towards the physical Earth. 

It moves through the magnetic grid; as it does so that aspect of your higher self reaches out and it is able to pick up your own energy.  The hologram continues down; it moves through the physical Earth, it moves down into the center of your physical Earth.  Those immense crystals that have been activated more and more and more are here and that bolt of energy that you received is transmitted into these crystals. 

The energy then reverberates out from there; it moves up through the many different levels of the Earth itself.  It moves outward through the grass, the lakes, the oceans, through the trees, the flowers and it moves up into each one of you in your physical body.  As you feel your physical body, allow these energies to flow with ease. 

Shift your consciousness so that you are once more back within that group in the All That Is.  Release any connection that you have to the others so that you may shift your focus, or shift your consciousness once more into the soul plane.  Within this space a greater amount of your divinity resides.  Take this moment and remember what it is to just exist.  You don't have to do anything or be anything.  You are beautiful, you are glorious just because. 

And then you shift your focus; you may have a sense of moving into the crystalline grid.  As you merge with this energy space allow your consciousness to move through, feel your alignment.  You have an even stronger connection into this space than you did at the beginning of the journey.  The more that you integrate the crystalline energies, the more your higher self will shift into here; therefore the more that you will move in and out of this space in your consciousness. 

Allow yourself or your energies to move back within the magnetic grid.  As you do so you can feel that magnetic pull of the Earth, you can feel how the vibrations shift.  Consciously infuse those crystalline energies.  From here you may shift once more.  Allow your consciousness to stream back down until it comes within your physical body.  You as the human, you as the divine essence, you as this individual who is integrating all the energies of your daily life and all the energies of the crystalline that are now coming into the Earth. 

Breathe deeply, feeling those energies flow through you.  You may have a sense of feeling your physical body adjust to this shift in your vibration.  I remind you once more of what do you seek to move into?  I remind you that you can have all that you seek to have.  Invite it to become a part of your reality and enhance the energies with this crystalline bolt of light that was infused into you.  Feel the energies as they move through your physical body; feel them within your heart center.

All that is happening is happening right now.  Remember to find happiness at some point during your day.  Remember to find anything that makes you feel good and let that be a part of your day. 

And with that I invite you to come back within the room.  I am open to receive questions that you may have.  To return to the room, you may press *7 upon your phone and we will select you to be able to speak with us.

Question: (paraphrased) Yes, I have a question.  When Mother Gaia came forth I felt a sense of sadness and I started crying.  What was that?

Answer: Let us connect with you and see if we can get some information about that.  As we align with your energies and hers we were commenting on the fact that she is transitioning just as everything within and upon the earth is also transitioning.  What we are picking up in you is the sense of letting go of the old, those things that you have been used to for so very long.  As you were looking at Gaia and you felt her energies, it felt different and brought up in you the nostalgia.  That nostalgia for what has been in the past, the nostalgia of your connection to the earth as if that in itself is changing also.  You have always been very grounded, you have always been connected to the earth; you love nature and you love being out of doors.  You have had a deep affinity to Gaia especially in this lifetime.  When you were linking with her and the tears came to you, it was as if you were releasing old energies, you were letting go of the old relationship you had had and that is allowing you to open up to something new, something filled with new energies and something that is a transition into a different type of communication with Gaia.   Does that resonate with you?

Yes it does.

One of the senses we get is that you will feel her presence within and around you in a different way that is an open communication one would say.  It's as if....... we downloaded too much, just a second.  It's as if in the past when you connected to nature and you're walking and you're feeling the flow of energy coming through you, there has always been that part or that aspect that feels as if you communicate in a heart to heart communication that is not necessarily specific.  But as we see you going forward with this it's as if you are going to get more information more so in the form of communication, of receiving more of an intention and receiving more of a verbal type communication.  This is a part of your opening up as you choose to open up to these greater energies it's one of the ways it will manifest for you.

Okay, thank you.

You're welcome and look forward towards what you are moving into!

Oh I am thank you!

Question: (paraphrased) Whenever I get to a point where .... my anger and my fear, they always come up and I yield to them all the time.  (The phone call was not clear as the person kept breaking up.  The Goddess stated you are breaking up, but we have the gist of what you are saying.)

Answer: During the journey tonight when I spoke of how people look like bumper pool and they bounce around from place to place; the sense you spoke of about the anger and fear and how it repeatedly comes up to hold you back; this is what we were speaking of when we had the sense of bumper pool.  What happened tonight during the journey is that the impulse of light that impulse of energy that came from the crystalline or higher vibration was something that came in to clear away the old patterns, to clear away the old way of doing things.  What we have seen happening to you with this pattern is that you get to a crossroads, you feel the fear, that makes you angry, then you judge yourself as weak or unable to make changes; then the fear comes up again and it creates that cycle that keeps you going around and around.  So what we would invite you to do is before you get to a crossroads, before you get to a change or decision that may need to be made in your life, begin to work with that space of happiness that we spoke of.  Begin to work with feeling the energy or that impulse of the bolt of energy that came down into you tonight; let that be a part of what is happening to you or what may be going on within your life.  Then as you come to a crossroads, if fear comes up within you, rather than getting angry or judging yourself for being angry-those emotions that so often come through you-then you can be more gentle, you can be loving, you can be considerate.  In doing that, it will give you that strength and determination to make a decision that you can be fully behind.  It's that indecision that keeps you from moving forward and keeps you in that limbo space.  That is also a part of what is making you uncomfortable or if not uncomfortable, keeping you in that space of fear.  Does that all resonate with you?

Yes, yes it does.

So first and foremost, as of this moment we invite you to close your eyes and take in a breath.  As you are taking in this breath, breathe in acceptance that you are human, that you have choices you have made in the past that you have been harsh with yourself many times in the past; but now is the time to let that go.  Now is the time to consciously breathe out, consciously release it.  Let those energies flow away from you and once more breathe in the energies of that impulse.  Breathe in the energy of what it is to be connected to your divinity.  Within your divinity, you can feel a means of being able to move in one direction or another.  As I spoke at the very beginning, from the perspective of your soul essence, from the perspective of God/ Goddess/ the All That Is; it doesn't matter to us which direction you may go.  It's all about living your life as a human.  It doesn't matter if you a make a decision then late wish it was different.  You simply choose to go in another direction at that point.  If you find yourself going for awhile you make a right hand turn and you go for awhile and you think ‘Oh wait, I should have gone left' then you simply change and go left! It's all but a pathway that you move through as you are living your life.  And to us, we seek to have to have you find what gives you joy, what gives you happiness, what makes you feel good.  So we always invite you to let go of anything that keeps you from feeling good and move towards anything that does feel good.  If you are having trouble making a decision, there you go; what makes you feel good? 

Alright thank you, that was very helpful.

You are welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased) That last question or that last person just resonated with me about the anger and fear that comes up.  A lot of times with me I try to pursue friendships and they are far away or in different time zones.  I really get upset when they don't get in contact with me in a timely basis, like if their lives get busy.  When they are no longer transparent I get really upset and I do something that sends out my energy then yank it back.  I made someone mad with me or resentful so they felt they had to write to me that I had totally disregarded them.  They said I had shocked them when they had shared news with me that they had moved because there was so much they didn't provide in information or were withholding and I get very upset, then they release me and said they can't deal with me.  Then when I have all the information I realize I could have been more considerate.  It feels to me as if I'm closing down my hopes for relationships in my life..... 

Answer:  Okay, we are getting a feel for this.  So as you spoke of this experience and as you spoke of this anger the cycle you seem to find yourself in when it comes to relationships there are several things on different levels that are taking place here.  At the deepest level what is happening is that you are seeking in other people to find the confirmation of who you are as a human.  Whenever you seek to find the confirmation through your relationship with others it sets you up for disappointment.  Another human is not able to give you the 100% fulfilment of who you are that can only come from within yourself.  Certainly to be in relationship with other people does bring on a feeling of contentment, a feeling of awareness, a feeling of being human and expanding the joys of being human and in relationships.  But what we speak of here ... when we go on these journeys as you did tonight and you reach out to your I AM presence and you reach out to your divinity and allow that to flow down within you; you create the source or that cycle of light that comes into you from your divinity into you as the human and back up into your divinity and your higher self.  You find that you are able to tap into that on a consistent and regular basis then what you are doing is nurturing yourself 100% of the time.  And you are doing it for yourself from your own divinity.  That is what will fill you up more than anything else in the human world.  Even if you have a child or are in the closest of relationships with another individual, you still have to have that complete circle of energy or light between you, your higher self and your divinity.  Once you have that in place you will recognize that the relationships you draw to you or the relationships you already have will most often become enhanced because what you will see reflected back to you is the mutual ability to know who you are as an individual and then you are in relationship with someone it helps to release any issues of distrust or issues of expectation.  For example, if you were not seeking to have that person be there to be that source of validation - that is not really the word we are seeking to have-but for that person to be the source of filling up that need in you then when it came up as he said and it was this happened, that happened, this happened and it made it such a challenge for you and the communication dropped off for a few days. Then you would be able to go back within yourself and say "gee whiz, what happened here? What's going on?"  You would probably then get the sense that something happened or you might get the sense it's not about me, there's something else going on in the other person's life.  In having that perception, it allows you to be able to step back from the feeling of anger that came up in you, it allows you to step back from needing to disconnect from others because then others cannot hurt you in the same way because you are not looking for them to validate you.  Does that make sense to you?

Yeah, it does and yet it feels as though I need an area of protection around me for that because it's so ingrained in me.  As a child I was left in my room for long periods of time as punishment without a limit placed upon it.  It then re-enforced some ideas that I had as I sat in my room that I was unloved.  It then becomes a self fulfilling prophesy when someone withdraws from me.  It's all a reinforcement of the things I told myself.  That is when I incubated those ideas. 

Exactly and now is the time to consciously choose to release them.  If you seek to release or let it go when you are in that space of pain and sorrow you are making it hard on yourself and almost impossible to do.  Find that place of happiness, find that place of feeling good, find that way of connecting to your divinity and then turn around and say ‘I release those old beliefs' ‘I release those old ideals' ‘I am choosing to have a life that is filled with connection within myself first and foremost, then connection with others'.

So I am seeking to fulfil that connection within myself first and foremost before any others. 

EXACTLY, exactly!

I am seeking to fulfil that connection within myself first and foremost.

Absolutely and as you say that to yourself we would encourage you to first of all take some deep breathes then reach out with your consciousness into your divinity and it is always there for you, 100% of the time.  If ever you think ‘you're not here, I know you're not here' that is your ego talking so let that go by the wayside; because 100% of the time your divinity is there for you.

There is no time that I can block it?

Your ego can certainly give you the illusion of blocking it, but the reality is that your soul, your divinity is always there.  (Ohhh)  This is where you work with your ego and you allow your divinity or you are creating a new pattern or a new resonance within you where your divinity is creating a change. 

Oh, creating a new pattern or a new energy?  What was the rest of it?

You know, this is taking a little bit longer and we need to go onto the next question.  You can work more on this with Shelly or when you get the transcript you can read it and get more insights into this.  The main thing is to recognize that your divinity is always there and if ever you feel separated from it, it's because your ego is getting in the way. 

Okay, thank you very much. 

You are welcome.

Question: (paraphrased) Last time when I asked a question you said in a very happy, joyful way that I would manifest all that I wished.  Nothing is really changing in my life.  When am I going to manifest in my life?  How have I going to be open to receive? 

Answer:  We sense that again as we look at you, we still see so much abundance around you.  We see clients, we see people, we see lots of business; we see a flow of money around you.  Then when we look at you and you tell us well I haven't gotten it yet, it's not happening; it brings up for us a sense of a barrier that you place around you or you place between you and the abundance that is around you.  So we believe that what happens with this is that you wake up in the morning, you go about your day and you think ‘hmm I'm still having trouble with my finances, I still don't have very much money so it's not working yet'.  Then you find something that makes you feel better or you go in another direction to distract yourself and then a little bit later it seems something else comes up, maybe another bill due and you think ‘Gosh, I still don't have that money that I was seeking to have' and you distract yourself and come back around again.  This is what we see in your energy pattern.  You seek to bring in more and then your focus is back on what you don't have.  It's very common; it's very natural for people to be aware of what they don't have.  But when it becomes your focus and you feel the anxiety and feel the emotions or energies that enhance or strengthen what you don't have.  That then tends to be the stronger energy over what you are seeking to have.  Consider how many times during the day is perhaps another way to look at this, or how long during the day is this your focus. 

It just feels like something like this is what's keeping things from manifesting.  We also have a sense that with this shift in energy that is coming through to the earth is also having an affect on why things have not yet fully manifested for you.  The sense with this is that things are being set up for you; it's like it's been in the planning stages but has not come to fruition.  We also have the sense of this around you.  Those are the two main reasons that we discern why things have not manifested.  We would recommend to you that you recognize how much of your energy is on what's not happening rather than just shifting or distracting or coming into something else; have a sense of breathing into what you don't have in the moment and then consciously as if you are picking it up, embracing it, holding it doing whatever you want as if you are physically turning that energy around.  Breathe in that beam of energy that you brought in tonight during the channel.  I think all of you are going to find that this is like a tool that was given to you that is to assist you in balancing your body, assist you in balancing your energies; assist you in manifesting.  It's a way of infusing a vibration into your body that is going to be a higher vibration more in alignment with what you are seeking to have rather than what you don't have.  Does that all make sense to you beloved?

Yes it does but I think I'm doing releasing every day.  I try not to focus and I really don't focus on lack.  I have surrendered already.  I am happy where I am and what I accomplished so I don't think this is relevant.  But then it still is just not rolling!

Exactly!  Maybe it's just because you are bringing it up to us that it is comes across as more heavily a part of who you are, this sense of what you don't have.  Perhaps it's just because this is what you are asking tonight, so that's the way our perception is of this.  We do see that much of your day is on seeking what you have.  If it feels as if it's not happened as yet and you are still seeking to bring it into your life.... umm, no you've already doing that too!  We were going to say to you, make some changes in a way that makes you feel as if you have movement; be it walking around the block, be it some sort of physical movement and going places.  The physical movement represents the movement of the energy within your life.  That is just something we can recommend to people that will sometimes assist them in bringing about change.  We also want to say to you that you don't have to do anything, be anything, or expect anything of yourself.  It's not about fixing anything within you.  It has not manifested and we could see the various energies.  But just be aware that the more you can bring into to you be it in small ways that will grow to be larger ways that do represent the abundance that you have or the abundance you seek to manifest.  Then it all begins to amplify from there.

Thank you so much.  Thank you for your suggestion and I love you!

Oh, we love you too beloved!

All right everyone, I thank you for this opportunity tonight to be able to speak with you.  I always send forth my embrace; I send forth my love, my support as you are moving through your life. 

Remember that you are moving towards what you seek to have in your life.  Remember that as the crystalline vibration becomes more and more prevalent upon the Earth that you have it already within you and you can vibrate in alignment with all that you seek to have.  You are a beautiful and divine essence of your divinity but also of myself.

I am ever with you and within.

Ansaluia