Giving Birth to Potential

Nama Sika; Venia Benya I am the One; I am the whole

I greet you, Beloved Family. I come into your space. I connect with each of you. I look forward to this time that we will share together.

I invite you each to truly feel and know the physical person that you are. Take a moment and feel your legs, your arms, your torso, your head. Know that you are completely physical in this moment. Let yourself take a breath in and expand your consciousness while in this completely physical place so that you can open your senses and perceive the energies around you.

You are each, currently, within at least the fourth dimension. Some of you are already shifting into the fifth (dimension). You can with this expansion of your awareness perceive more of the subtle energies that are around you. I know this is a bit different than what we usually do when we get together, but I want you each to truly feel your physical self, feel the energy in the space in which you are at this moment.

Alright, now, you can shift your consciousness, letting go of this physical body, letting go of this space in which you are. Allow yourself to shift your focus until you connect with the magnetic grid. As you come into this space you immediately link with the energies of your higher self. Feel what that is. You may already recognize that you perceive more than you normally do at this point and that is because you took the time to truly be in your physical presence for even just those few minutes. Therefore, as your consciousness is shifting and expanding, you are more aware of everything that is around you and that you are connected to.

Release the density of the earth plane, release the magnetic pull and allow yourself to move through the interlocking grid so that you may link with the crystalline grid. Feel what it is to be in this presence. Allow yourself to take in the energies of all these crystals that are around you. Some of them may be more illuminated than others. Allow yourself to link with one individual crystal or with the entire grid, whatever you feel called to do. Feel what it is to be in this pure energy. Feel just how much crystalline energy is a part of you.

Allow yourself to call forth a column of light. As you do so, you may find yourself shifting either with or without the column. Let your energy move through, allowing you to shift into the space of the soul plane. If you feel a sense of coming out of that column, most often it feels as if you blossom and move in every direction.

Let yourself re-acclimate with the energies of your divinity. You may do this by calling forth your I Am Presence. And as you do so, you link so that you may consciously be aware of what this presence is to you. There are many, many different facets and levels to your soul essence. There is a great deal that you are able to connect with and perceive. Even though you are in this expanded state, there are still aspects of your soul essence, your divinity that you are unable to perceive. So take in as much as you can, allowing yourself to truly revel and feel how good it is to be within yourself.

I again come forth into this room and now I am able to blend an even greater amount of my energies with each of you. As I greet you, I reach out to embrace each one of you. I enfold you in my energetic arms and as we merge, I am able to amplify your energies. Let yourself shift, moving consciously into the space of the All That Is. Within this space, you are able to move freely. You are able to expand in many different directions. This is your opportunity to let your consciousness stretch as far as it may go. You come here in your dream state, you come here during meditation, and many of you come here just with your thoughts as you are moving through your days. This is your space, created by everyone with consciousness. Therefore, people may utilize it in whatever way they so choose. It is a place of creation. It is a place of linking with others.

Take this opportunity to look around you, and feel what it is to be here. There are many angels and guides who have chosen to come in for this experience this evening. There are always many, many opportunities for boluses of energy to be brought into the earth. This year in which you have been living within your calendar, or your linear timeframe has had several large boluses of energy. Some of you have felt them at the time they occurred. Others were more aware of it during the time in which that energy was acclimating upon the earth.

We are going to take this opportunity to be able to feel and know a greater balance. I invite each of you to take this moment and move back into the compassion that we spoke of with our last journey. You may connect with this by inviting compassion to come in and be a part of your awareness. For some of you, it was difficult to be able to identify what compassion was to you. Take this moment to breathe in deeply and see if you have a new awareness.

Compassion is an energy that can allow you to create change. It allows you to release judgment of yourself and others. It allows you to release any hurt or guilt that you may be feeling. It also allows you to open to a greater amount of acceptance. I invite you to use compassion as a part of your daily life. If you find yourself in a place of confusion, breathe in the energies of compassion and let that give you a new perspective. If you find yourself being harsh with yourself or others, again, breathe that in.

From within that space, I invite you to open to feel all that many feminine energies that are flowing through this space. I acknowledge that there are a multitude of different religions upon the earth at this time and I honor each one for their unique beliefs. And I honor each individual for their choices that they make within their beliefs. There is a great deal of focus at this time of year upon the time known as Christmas, and no matter what your religion is everyone, or most people, have heard about it and are aware in one degree or another. This can be a very stressful time for you; it can be very emotional. But as you are in this space draw in the compassion and let that ease whatever may be going on within your life.

Now, as I spoke of this holiday, I wanted to tap into the energies of the divine feminine and of giving birth. This is why so many have come in terms of the angels and the guides to be a part of this experience tonight. There is just about every form of the divine feminine, and they come forth at this time and flow energies into this group and into all who are present.

So consider in your life, whether you are male or female, what it is to give birth. You give birth to new ideas; you give birth to new potentials. You give birth to change in your life. You give birth in whatever way you may choose.

Let us begin with the time in which you were just coming up with something new that you were seeking to have within your life. Take this moment and think either something that has occurred, or something that you would like to occur, and bring it inside of you. Hold it within as if you are nurturing a life inside of you. Feel how it changes so that what you originally came up with may or may not be the final outcome. Sometimes you are holding it inside of you for a very long period of time, other times it may be very short. Of course, there is no right or wrong. It is always perfect for whatever the situation may be.

And then as you consider the aspect of giving birth: for some, whatever you created comes with ease; for others, whatever you created emerges with a struggle that may be long, time-consuming, perhaps filled with pain. No matter what the process of giving birth to your idea is, the creation that you have made does come forth.

So then, it may be that what you are seeking has arrived in a completely different form than you anticipated. It may be that what you created is there, it?s around you, but you don?t see it or recognize it. It may be that your creation has arrived and is even more glorious than you anticipated it could be.

Each time you move through this process will be unique and different. Consider your creation; you have now given birth and you shift into the nurturing, the caring, and then allowing what you gave birth to to grow. By that I mean that you most likely had very specific ideas about whatever it was you were creating and manifesting. Be open to the potential that it takes on a life of its own, or so it seems. But this is still your creation. It is still influenced by you in one form or another. Let yourself enjoy. Let yourself be in the moment. Let yourself open to acceptance of all these various potentials.

Now, then, look around you once more and send forth your energies of the divine feminine. Send forth what you gave birth to and let those energies swirl with everything else and everyone else who is here. Feel what it is to be in this completely feminine space. Feel what it is to nurture, give birth and let go to allow for your creation to manifest in the most perfect and beautiful way. Feel the love of all the divine feminine that is here and giving to each one of you unconditionally. It creates sparks of light. It creates a current or a sensation that all can feel and all may tap into. Feel what this is to be you.

Now, in order to allow for a greater amount of balance, we bring forth the energies of the masculine. We invite God, Yeshua, all the masculine energies to now step forward, and the feminine energies take a step back. Feel what it is to be in the space of the masculine energies. It too can be very gentle, very loving, very nurturing. But masculine is just different from feminine. So feel those differences as they flow through this space.

Allow the masculine aspects within yourself to reach out, connecting with this presence as it moves through the group and as it moves through you. whereas one, the feminine might be perceived as soft, pastel, light and a gentle ease; the masculine come in and perhaps these are the primary lights, they are bold, they have movement. And we know that there are so many feminine that have this type of a movement also, just as there are so many masculine that have the energies of the feminine. But there are still differences, so let yourself feel the difference. Feel the energy, the power, the movement of the masculine. There may be a particular guide or energy that you like to work with and they may make themselves known to you right now.

Consider the creation that you just gave birth to and released. Call it back to you at this time and perceive if there are any changes to it as if in the flow of this deep well of masculine energies. It may give you a new perception. It almost makes me chuckle to see that as the masculine and feminine are connecting in many cases it?s as if sparks are being released; as if bolts of lightning. And there are other cases where it?s just a smooth and gentle blending. Of course, there is no right or wrong. But let yourself open. Let yourself be your masculine energy. Let yourself be in this space of flow and dynamic motion.

Some of you may sense a change as you read this or hear it, and there is more of the masculine speaking through me, the Goddess, at this time also. Let all of this be your reality. Let it be your creation. And again I invite you to release what you have created. Feel as if you let it go. Let it move away from you. And now, I invite all within this community of soul to reach out and connect with one another. The energies of the feminine that have been here step forward and they blend with the energies of the masculine. It is as if they have all created a circle and within that circle are each of you. Let yourself fully blend within yourself. Let your balance of masculine and feminine be complete. Let yourself connect with anyone else if you so desire.

I invite you to take this opportunity to release this space if you choose. And you may move throughout the universe. Move to connect with a star, a planet. You may choose to connect with the energies that are here and present. There is so much that is going on upon the earth that there are times in which it feels as if you?re on a very fast train. There have been so many potentials for the changes that are coming into the earth. And in part, that is why this has been a particularly feminine year, if you want to speak it that, or call it that. But many, many people have been feeling the changes. In truth, the integration of these energies are occurring with greater and greater ease. There?s always the potential for physical occurrences whenever these boluses come into the earth, but through the work of all of you, and the many other light workers, there is a great deal that gets diffused. That is another reason why I chose to have this journey about feeling the masculine and the feminine at this time.

Let your awareness shift once more so that you may return to this group energy. You have further integrated your own masculine and feminine and just as you became so conscious of your physical body before this journey, that will allow this integration to more deeply occur within you.

Let yourself, as you return to this group, open and become aware of the celebration that is taking place. This time on earth is about celebrating. Let this time together be a celebration. It always is. Many times we come together as a group and acknowledge this. But this time there are a great many here who have decorated, if you wish to see that. Some seem to be wearing party hats. Allow yourself to be in celebration; celebrate life, celebrate being human, celebrate your divinity, celebrate the non-physical, celebrate all that is around. There?s never anything too small to celebrate; there?s never anything too large to celebrate. So be open and allow.

I always find such joy in these gatherings because I perceive loud music in certain places, I perceive quiet conversation in other places, I perceive intimate gatherings. It is as if anything goes.

Alright I know you prefer to stay within the party. It is here; it will be going on for quite some time, so may always come back at any time and you will find the party intact. There is no time or space within here, so you are always welcome and you are always present if you so desire.

Allow your group, it may be everyone here or there may be a few of those that continue to celebrate, but allow the group to come back and form an energetic circle. As you do so, you may perceive coming up within that circle a hologram that represents the earth. This hologram comes up and begins to rotate slowly. Lady Gaia comes forth, reaching out to embrace each one of you. She actually was a part of the celebration also. We see her with her party hat still on.

As I spoke earlier, one of the reasons that there were less difficult things occurring upon the earth with the integration of energies is because of what you, the energy workers, are doing. And this, infusing into the hologram and then sending that back into the earth, is a very important means of allowing this to happen. So take this moment and bring to your mind once more, what you created, nurtured, gave birth to. What you infused with the masculine and feminine energies. And I ask you to take a moment and perceive: is it the way you started out or has it changed?

Alright, now send forth your creation into this hologram. And all who are present are sending into the hologram their masculine and feminine energies, a balance, a creation. All of that goes in. It per fuses as it moves throughout the hologram and you see Lady Gaia as she moves down and she, too, blends with the energies of the hologram. Allow yourself to perceive the hologram as it moves down. It moves through the crystalline, connects briefly with the magnetic, and then it goes further on until it blends with the actual, physical earth. This hologram goes into, connects with the center, and then emanates out from there. It moves out from every direction, allowing that balanced energy to move throughout all aspects of the earth. So, too, what you have created moves into and throughout the earth itself. This allows you the space, or the opportunity, to truly connect with these energies. It will assist you as you are manifesting upon the earth.

Allow your focus to return to the group. See again that flow of energy as it moves between all of you. Allow yourself to communicate with the others if you so choose. Let this moment be. Allow yourself to enjoy. You can call this your holiday party, or one of them. You can call this your everyday party. But it is yours; created by you.

And with that, we?ll release the energies of this group; the energies of this gathering. Let yourself shift into the space of the soul plane. Give the soul plane a moment to adjust to your energies. Look around once more and look inside. See if you are able to perceive more of your divinity. See if you are able to receive more insights from your own self. Open to accept the love, the joy that is here and present for you from your soul essence.

From here allow yourself to shift your focus once more. Let yourself move into the space of the crystalline grid, allowing yourself to feel this alignment, to feel this connection. Then you continue on. Let yourself connect with the energies of the magnetic grid. Feel what this is to you. Feel these energies. You again perceive the pull of the earth. Allow yourself to connect with that aspect where your Higher Self resides. You have a greater knowledge and perception with your current expansion.

From here, let yourself go back within your physical body. You may feel a need to adjust your energy field so that you are comfortable as you bring your expanded consciousness back within yourself. Let yourself become aware once more, feeling your physical body. Let your expanded energy align and acclimate with where you are. Feel the balance of masculine and feminine. Feel your creation and know that all is possible.

As you continue to ground yourself, I am open to receive questions. As you come back within the conference room, you may hit *7 upon your telephone and let yourself come back within this space so that you may ask the question.

Question (paraphrased): I put my dog to sleep a few days ago. Can you tell me where she is and how she is doing? What, generally, do animals experience when they transition?

Answer: We are connecting with her at this time. We actually feel an aspect of her energies around you right now because she knew that you were going to be asking about her. When animals transition there are many different potentials that they move through. The simpler the animal, the simpler the transition. When you get into those animals that have a great deal more intelligence, they go through more of a transition as if they cross the bridge (in ways) similar to what humans experience. What we mean by that is they go into their own space as they transition from the physical body and go back into a group energy. When it comes to a dog, they definitely take on their own personalities; they definitely have an aspect that is very unique and unto themselves. The same is true for cats and many of these other animals that are evolved in such a way. Once they transition, they go back and become a part of a group energy as if ? one might call it a group soul energy, as if that soul can take on many different forms and identification. When we look at Rosie, and when we look at what she?s doing and what is happening to her, she has, in essence, transitioned back and has gone back into that group energy, but with animals such as dogs and cats, the bigger soul energy is so huge that quite often there are like little sub-souls, if that makes sense. It?s almost as if there?s a group within the soul energy. She is back within a sense or a space of knowing that she is with family, or knowing that she is in a soul, in her own soul. But she still has enough of a memory of her life on earth because this is so soon. For animals, it can be a very short period of time, as in a day or two, sometimes it can be much longer. But she knew who you are, she knew what your intentions were and so she intentionally came through at this time. Therefore, there is an aspect of her energy right here and present. She wishes to convey to you how much she loved to be a part of your family with this life upon the earth; how much she loved the location in which she was able to live; how much she enjoyed every aspect of it being with the family, being in the woods, being on the small trips you would take. She is just going on and on and on. She?s sending to you this heartfelt love, this heartfelt gratitude, this heartfelt acceptance of the life that she had. She?s appreciative and while she misses you and she misses the family, she says that she?s now in a space of greater ease and greater comfort and so she?s now, when you are ready to release her, and we realize that you?ll be releasing her in different phases, she is ready to join that group energy. (So, she is staying in part because I haven?t fully released her?) You have released a great deal of the energy of her, especially at the time when she transitioned, but she knew you wanted to have this further communication with her, knowing it would be sometime in a channel such as this, and so there is an aspect of her that stayed ready and aware and able to communicate this back to you. by releasing her, we?re not saying release the memory, release the good times, release the feelings. It?s as if you wanted some sort of a communication from her to know that she had transitioned fully and that she?s okay, which indeed she is. The sense is that this is like the final good-bye. This is her opportunity to say good-bye, I love you and when you are ready to release her this last time, she will fully transition, and you?ll still have your memories, the emotions and everything else. It?s almost like when the humans hang around for their funerals to be a part of that; she has been holding on to be able to come through and communicate here. (When an animal fully transitions, do they come back and visit as humans can or are they just gone?) They are probably ninety-nine percent gone. When people feel them coming back to visit, because indeed people do feel dogs especially and cats coming back to visit them, what is coming back to visit them is the impression or the energy of the animal that was alive. As far as the soul essence or the soul energy of that animal, that goes back into the group. But it?s as if the memories that the people have, creates and essence that represents those memories. It?s not necessarily the exact soul essence that you were used to communicating with all these years, but it is the energy of what that dog was to you that may hang around or what people perceive. Doe it sound like we?re splitting hairs here?

(It just seems like it?s different. When we have loved ones who transition, they can come back to visit can?t they?) Yes, people may (return to visit) because they are individualized souls. When it?s a pet, or an animal, they are part of a group soul and that is the difference. (Thank you.) You are welcome. Again, we see her standing here, wagging her tail and smiling and she sends her love to you.

Question (paraphrased): What do you see happening for me in the coming year?

Answer: We have a sense as we are looking at you of seeing motion, of seeing change, of seeing a lot of movement in your life. This is a similar vibration to what we see over the past several years, but if we compare the last year or so with what we see coming up, we see that you?ve been doing a great deal of learning and setting the foundation and creating changes for yourself; as if you?ve been in that nurturing phase before giving birth. We see coming forth from here is a greater motion to the energies around you, as if there?s movement, as if a great deal of what you?ve been creating is going to come to fruition. We see a good chance of a change of location, meaning a move. Again, this may just be the movement of energy that we?re seeing, but when we ask to see where you?re going to move to, we see a line that goes directly north of where you are, and another (line) that goes over towards the East Coast. That shows us the change we?re sensing may be a physical change in your location, but we also have a sense of speeding up of the writing you?re doing, of creation, we see you working with new and different individuals. We see changes in relationships around you, as if you?re going to meet new people, men and women. There?s a very good chance that, in particular, there?s one man we see around you, that is something you?ve been seeking to have and that either with the move, be it to a new location, or this movement that we see ? around late winter or early spring ? that there?s a potential that you?ll be meeting him. Changes in relationship, changes in your career, changes in your location. It looks like quite a busy year and we see all that within the first six months of the new year. It?s as if you?ve been creating, creating, creating and now is the time for it all to come to fruition. We don?t have more specifics than that in terms of what the job is or where you?ll go. It?s just a sense that you?ll have opportunities and you?ll be able to choose which one is right for you. Does that make sense for you? (yes) We know this is something you?ve been seeking for some time. There?s a greater confidence about you and a greater outgoing energy. Instead of an energy that is more focused inward during a time of nurturing and developing, we see your energy is now focused outward and that?s what allows for that greater movement. Most people have a blend of that, as do you, but whereas you were more predominantly inward, this next time you?ll be more predominantly outward, which allows for that motion to occur.

Question (paraphrased, same person): I?m continuing to have hair loss. How else may I address this issue?

Answer: This time as we look at your physical body, and physical aspects, we don?t have a sense that there is a lack. It?s not coming through clearly. When you asked if there is something you?re lacking in your diet, we don?t sense lack around you. We sense your hair falling out is just a physical manifestation that is part of this life. We don?t have a sense it?s due to any one thing, or not due to another thing. We know in the past, we?ve had a different perception of it. This is the way it?s coming through at this time. We know you?ve taken vitamins and minerals and different things to supplement it. We don?t sense you going completely bald, but we sense this shedding of the hair is a little like the shedding of all the changes you?ve been doing in your life. That?s a little esoteric, but the sense is that this will stop, there?s no reason for it to happen. It will reverse itself, or not get worse. We encourage you to work with the cellular structure in your body; to talk with your cells, the hair follicles and your head. There are many ways you can communicate with your physical body and through that communication you can bring about changes for yourself. So see if that helps to create a change with your hair. We don?t sense it?s anything you need to do with you diet or medications. It just is that it is. We recommend that you talk with your cellular structure and that may work in a different manner. (Okay.) I wish we could give you a magical answer, but there isn?t one about this. (Thank you.) You are welcome.

Alright then, we will bring this time to a close. I am ever present for any of you, please invite me in during your time of meditation, or during your time of prayer, whatever it may be.

I encourage you to consider the ways in which the parts of your days may be filled with the energies of the feminine. And then I encourage you to also be very aware of the ways in which your days are filled with the masculine.

Let yourself know that you are both. Let yourself know that you are blended. You are each completely balanced. You are each the energy of love and joy.

I am with you and within you.

Ansaluia