Finding Clarity Through the Crystals
Nama Sika, Venia Benya I AM the One, I AM the Whole
I greet you beloved family! I welcome each one of you to our time together, to our time of sharing. This is such a transformational time upon the earth. The majority of you may feel as if time itself is speeding up. Some of you may feel as if your own individual life is moving in a direction that is without your control. Others may feel as if finally everything is falling into place.
Allow yourself to be very centered within. Allow yourself to take one more breath and as you breathe in, allow your heart to fill with energy and light. As you are breathing in just such a way, allow yourself to become even more aware of who you are as a human. You chose this time to be upon the earth. You are in a place of anticipation or looking for transformation. It may come to you in many different ways.
I invite you while you are still grounded in your human self to take this moment and breathe open awareness within yourself. Let each breath that you are taking in allow you to be fully connected. Let each breath that you take in to be filled with awareness. Allow that to be your reality.
With that I now invite you to expand your consciousness in such a way that you shift, releasing your physical body. Allow yourself to link with the energies of the magnetic grid. Within this grid, you will see the many different interlocking pathways. Every thought, every intention creates an impulse which is released from you and it merges with all the other impulses within this space. Many of you are very conscious of this; others may feel as if this is something new to you.
This is a place you move in and out of as you go through your daily life. The energies within here are shifting as a result of everything you are doing. Your higher consciousness, your higher self resides within here so each time you seek to have an intuitive insight or you seek to have that link with your higher self, you will come into this space, blend, send and receive information; then shift back into your human self. I invite you to utilize this in a very conscious manner. It will help you as you are seeking information, in whatever way that may be.
From within here there is a bridge or an interlocking pathway that blends you with the crystalline vibration or the crystalline energies. Within the crystalline grid, the energies are softer, different. You don't notice the same pathway; these crystalline energies are the ones working directly within the earth and with each one of you. Let yourself look around within this space and see what it means to you. As you do so, become aware of what this is. Let yourself merge completely with the vibration of these crystals.
From here I invite you to shift even further. Move into the energies of the soul plane. You may call forth and move through the column of light or you may simply shift your conscious awareness.
As you move within the soul plane, you may feel your consciousness expanding in every direction. This is a vibration that is in alignment with your divinity. Let yourself become aware of what that is to you. As you are within this space, some may have automatically done so, but I invite you to you to open and blend with your I AM presence. This is YOU; this is you within all of your divinity. Feel as if you reach out and embrace and acknowledge all that makes up who you are.
I the Goddess move into this space and I make myself known to you. As I do so, allow yourself to reach out and link with my energies. As I embrace you, you shift into the space of the All That Is. Allow yourself to feel what this is to you. Let yourself feel aware of all the energies. Look around, you may see your angels and guides. This space is vast; it too is shifting as a result of all that is occurring within each one of you, within the earth, upon the earth and within the universe.
We have been speaking of the various changes taking place which have led to the quantum shift or the quantum leap. You have experienced what that was to actually move through that shift, merging with the earth. You know how you have felt throughout this transition. As we began our journey tonight, I wanted you to be very clear about how you feel when you are sitting in your home upon the earth or wherever it is you may be. I then wanted you to be aware as you were when you were within the magnetic grid, the crystalline grid, the soul plane and the All That Is.
One may call these various shifts in consciousness, you may call them dimensions. We always take the opportunity to move up bit, by bit by bit. So that you may acclimate as you are expanding your consciousness. Some of you may go very easily from the space of being in your home upon the earth into the space of the All That Is. But the vast majority of people find it easier to go step by step.
I ask you, what does it mean to be a part of crystalline vibration or crystalline energies? It may be just a word or phrase or you may have very specific feelings about what this is. Within this space of the All That Is, it is very easy to move out into the universe, into the earth or upon the earth. It has a means of alignment with all the different dimensions or different vibrations.
I am going to invite you at this moment through intention to join me as we shift into the energies of the Universe. Feel what this is to you. Look around, open your senses and take in whatever information is here. It is so beautiful to see! I see some people immediately going to certain stars that are a part of your universe. I see the Milky Way laid out in front of us. I see the Southern Cross as it shines. So much is out here and consciousness within this space is quite different.
The universe from within this perspective is another means to assist you. There are crystals within the universe itself. We have worked with them before; some of you may be very familiar with them. I invite you to shift into the space of these crystals. You may find that there is a grouping. You may find that you resonate with a crystal which is all by itself. You may find that there are whole planets which are nothing but a crystal.
As each of you are moving into this space you are finding what is in alignment with you. Allow yourself to consciously release any restrictions or boundaries that you may have whether you know of them or not. Let yourself merge with this crystal. Feel what it is to vibrate in alignment with this.
I invite you to let yourself fully blend with this energy or this essence. As you do so, feel as if or let yourself experience looking outward from within. These crystals amplify, they transmit and sometimes they bounce off of one another as a means of amplifying. But the consciousness that each of you brings into this space through your thoughts, your intention, and your emotions are what truly makes a change.
As you are looking outward, allow this crystal of the universe to reflect for you anything that you may be feeling at this time. Open your awareness so that you may more fully perceive what is happening. You have various experiences.
Take this opportunity to look back and see perhaps how or why things have manifested in the way they have within your life. From this crystal, I'm seeing some of you are creating like a movie screen and you watch the movie of your life. Others of you, I see moving through your I AM presence looking at the many various lives you have experienced so that you may receive greater clarity through this perception.
I invite you to truly open so as to experience whatever this may be. You can become aware that within this crystal within this space in the universe; you have a more objective perspective. You can look at your life, see perhaps problems or issues you may have. You may look at your life and see all that is good within your life. You may see the blend because most of you experience things that are going well and then perhaps things that are stalled.
You may take this opportunity and create changes as you are looking at your life. Is there anything you would like to release? Take this moment and let it go. Look back once more and see your life as what it is without having that as a part of you. That opens the door and sometimes you may notice other things that took a back seat and now come forward. Look, let go and create something new.
When you are in the space of these crystals, energies and perceptions are quite different. There is a greater clarity yet there are also even more potentials. So my perception is that some of you are seeing potentials you have not thought about. Allow yourself to be in this moment. See your life with everything you want to have. See your relationships with the others around you on earth. See how you move through your days and how it feels to have everything you wanted to have.
For the majority of you, I see you now saying okay I have that, let's go somewhere different, let's do something else. It is your nature as a human to always seek, to always learn. Take this time to honor and appreciate who you are, where you are and what you can create in this moment.
When everything is as you would like it to be, let yourself utilize this crystal as a transmitter. Send your intention towards the earth. That intention immediately merges with the crystalline grid. This sparkles; this aligns with your intention and with what you seek to have. It then moves through the magnetic grid and again that balancing and alignment takes place.
From there, it moves into you the human, but there is also an aspect that moves down into the earth. From out in the universe, allow your consciousness to shift so that you may merge with that crystal within the earth. Some call this the heart of Gaia.
This is a crystal which has been here from the time the earth was made, but as it vibrated at the lower vibrations, this crystal was only activated to a degree. This crystal while it's more activated than it ever was, it not at it's full potential. It will be hundreds of years as it continues to emerge, blend and fine tune.
The activation of this crystalline vibration within the earth began actually when the first extraterrestrials came into the earth during the time of Lemuria. Since that time it has been growing bit by bit by bit; until now as the earth is moving into the fourth dimension, it is much more fully activated.
Let yourself blend with this crystal and now you are within the earth looking outward. You see how easily you are able to shift moving back and forth. Feel what the crystalline vibration is to you. Your choices in your daily life can be in alignment with this. As you live moving through your days, you may be in alignment with this. What is it to you? I invite you to let your consciousness fully activate and align within here.
As you do so, you find your heart as the human you are beating and expanding in alignment with this crystalline vibration. Some of you may perceive the many variations of vibrations that are within here, others may feel the vibration which in alignment with them. You may feel Gaia; you may feel all the energies that are a part of the earth.
Let your sensitivity open up. You can feel from within here. So many of you in your human life have a sense of feeling too much, you feel overwhelmed. Now is when I want you to feel as much as you can because this the way for you to truly know who you are, for you to truly know the earth itself; to know Gaia.
Each time that you come into this space you will have a different perspective. I invite you to release the energies of this crystal. As you are releasing it, you may have a better perspective of how this crystalline vibration is blending with the magnetic essence of the earth. Just as the magnetic grid work that surrounds the earth and the crystalline grid are blending and merging, so too is this occurring within the center of the earth.
From here we shift, returning to the universe. You may have that sense of merging back within the crystal or you can release it if you so desire.
There are so many perceptions of what is happening. I encourage each one of you to open up and recognize what is true for you. As we move through the universe in whatever fashion you choose, open to become aware of the planets that align with the earth. There are many who are learning from what is occurring upon the earth, there are other planets which share a vibration and there is a support that moves back and forth. There are the energies of the extra terrestrials.
Actually, if one looks around there are times when it feels quite congested! I share this with you so that you may expand your awareness. Expand your consciousness so that you know what is here. You as your divinity are pure energy. Your energy may shift and flow, it may swirl, it may be filled with color, light. You are a pure energy being in its ultimate form! It is not for anyone else to choose what you see, sense, or feel. It is only for you to choose and know what it is your reality.
From this space of being fully cognizant of whom you are, look around to open. This time perceive this new perception of what the crystalline vibration is to you. Now you are able to see how you so naturally integrated this vibration within you.
As pure consciousness, you can create choices, have experiences, build from past experiences and create potentials. Just as the density of the earth may give you a perception of holding you back and slowing you down, it is but a tool. So many of you as the earth is shifting are also shifting; tapping into the fifth dimension or the sixth with more regularity than you ever have before.
Look at your life upon the earth. Allow your crystalline vibration to enhance your perspective. Do you move through your days with density holding you down or pulling you back? Do you choose to move through your days with this crystalline vibration moving through you? If you find yourself in a place that feels stuck, open and invite in the crystalline vibration.
On the flip side if you find yourself feeling disoriented, spacey or ungrounded; then ground yourself back into the human body that is yours. Allow yourself to acclimate, allow yourself to balance and align. This is your potential, this is how you may more fully work with and utilize this crystalline vibration.
As a group I invite you to return the energy or the space of the All That Is. It may feel as if you were there the whole time; others may have a sense of shifting into a different space. As we all come together as a group, look around and see the many, many glorious energies of light.
There is an added sparkle, there is an added resonance. This is all a result of the further integration and understanding of what these crystals can do for you and the crystalline vibration is doing for you.
From within the center of this group, the hologram of the earth comes forth. As we look at the hologram, some of you may notice that there is a difference. The hologram itself seems to have multiple dimensions or multiple levels that move out in concentric circles. As you are looking at this, let yourself through your heart or the heart of your consciousness just beam the essence of who you are as a pure energy source. As we do this we see these many different aspects or levels lighting up and illuminating. What is occurring is that each of you transmit the energies at which you vibrate, it therefore creates links within this hologram.
You may pulsate your intention. I have a sense to ask as you are doing this to release any emotion which is holding you back. As you do so, that opening to release emotions which hold you back is also assisting with releasing those emotions for all the others who may be unconscious of what is going on. There is a release that occurs.
I now invite you to transmit: joy, hope, potential, gratitude, happiness, love, compassion or anything else that comes to you-send it into this hologram. The hologram begins to turn.
We see Gaia but rather than emerging she sends her energy and her light out to you from within so that it illuminates this hologram. She creates an essence of that crystalline energy. That essence she sends to you and you send yours to her; she receives it with open arms.
With that, the hologram itself shifts until it is returning into the energies or the essence of the earth itself. It links with the crystalline grid, it blends with the magnetic and then it move down until it enters, blending and merging with the center of the crystal within the earth. That crystal transmits and emanates everything that was within that hologram, so that that hologram is assisting in creating real changes within the earth itself.
Bring your focus once more into the space of the All That Is. Let yourself feel as if you are shifting your own energy or your own vibration in such a way that you will be able to allow for more of your consciousness to return with you to the earth.
You merge with the soul plane. As you do so, feel how this space is shifting and expanding so as to accommodate your expanded energy. This is your home. This is where you come during your dream state. Be aware of all that is here for you.
As you are ready to do so, allow your consciousness to move so that you may return to the crystalline grid. As you move into the energies of the crystalline, immediately your consciousness vibrates and dances in alignment. Open to be aware of what this is to you.
You move through the interlocking grid so that you may merge with your higher self within the magnetic grid. Again, you feel what this is to you. From there, let yourself become more grounded.
Allow your consciousness to merge fully with your human self. As you are integrating your expanded consciousness and awareness, you may need to expand your energy field around you. As this occurs, you find that you are accommodating a greater amount of your divinity. Let that come back into you! Let yourself feel what this is. Look from within with your inner eyes, at your energy bodies. Become aware and perceive all of what this means to you.
I invite you to take this opportunity to once more align with all that you seek to have in your life. See, sense, feel it all around you; what is it to be in alignment with this? Perhaps you need to take some steps to get there, if so what are those steps? From your conscious self, you can very easily blend with the crystal in the earth; blend with the crystal in the universe or in the crystalline grid. You have created alignment in all these various levels. Let yourself perceive what it would be to live your life in that way.... with a flexible energy that is light and vibrant.
As you are grounding into your human self, I invite you to come back into this room. As you do so, press the *7 upon your phone so that you may come back within this room and I am open to receive any questions that you may have.
Question: May I just make a comment? (Certainly....) I'd just like to say that was an absolutely amazing journey and I thank you for it!
Answer: Well, thank you for that comment and we appreciate you saying that. As we are linking with you for making that comment, we are being told a message to give to you is that you have been making changes in your life of which you are well aware; but this heart of crystal or this heart of love; this warmth is emerging from you. We see it as activated tonight during this experience. We want to say to you in the next few days to come to let yourself be aware of just how open your heart is. Sometimes this may feel to you as if you are over stimulated. Invite it to come in, in a comfortable manner. If you are over stimulated, then let it move to a comfortable level for you. We see you as stepping forth and you are fully merging into this new aspect of yourself.
Question: (paraphrased) I have been praying for some time that I would be open and receptive to experiencing new higher potentials in my life with ease and grace. Do you have any observations of that?
Answer: This is a question that we would like to ask you. Do you feel as if you are opening to new and higher potentials in your life?
(I am open in my intent, but I have not seen anything manifest.)
First and foremost, yes there is a great deal of higher potential around you. What we see for you is that yes these potentials are there but you remain in a space of doubt and questioning. So even though you are standing right next to these potentials in your life it is as if your eyes are closed or it is going right past you. The reason for this is that yes, your intention is such but your human self continues to question and continues to place doubt. We know that this is something we've talked about with you for a very long time and you take steps forward, then you pull back. When you put forth a specific intention and it doesn't manifest in that way, what we sense happens is it puts you into doubt and that doubt moves you backwards and you go around in a circle. When we look at where you are right now and where you were six months ago, you are most definitely shifting, somewhat we want to say against your will; we say that with a chuckle in our voice! Your soul essence is so strong and patient and it keeps saying: "Yes it's here, Yes it's here, Yes it's here" Then your human self keeps saying: "where is it? I want to see it. Come on to me. I want to be there." That is what is creating the doubt and that creates that shift or change in vibration. Does that make sense to you?
(Yes, it seems like it's been that way forever. Sometimes I get discouraged that no matter what I do; even when I think I'm making progress I guess I'm not.)
You most definitely are making progress!! When we said we compared you now to where you were before, even though the words are the same, you are still at a higher vibration than where you were 6 months or a year ago. So, yes you are making progress. It is just that your human self continues to be resistant or it continues to create mental constrictions on this growth that you are going through. Those constrictions are when you feel disappointment, when you feel a lack of experience or when you feel a lack of progress.
(My human self has had a lot of control over me for a long while. I try all the time to connect with my I AM presence and bring that back with me to change that ratio, I guess you could say. I don't know if that's the way to do it.)
We do see it working; we do see you bringing more of your soul essence back with you. What is happening is that your human essence is still not recognizing that it's there. When you are putting forth the intention, when you consciously invite in your higher self and more of your divinity; let your human self begin to have self talk. If your human self says ‘You keep saying that but I'm not seeing it, therefore it's not happening." This is where you can go in and make conscious choices. Say "I may not perceive it at this moment, but I trust and I believe." It's almost as if you create an illusion for your human, analytical mind to work with and bind with; that illusion or what is perceived as an illusion, gets filled up with your divinity. You are expanding; you are bringing that divinity back. But whenever you ask the question or say is it happening - we're talking in your daily life - and then you feel disappointment or any of those other emotions. That's what keeps you facing backwards, while it's coming at you facing forwards and you miss each other. It is happening. We don't want you to go into a place of judging or criticizing yourself, which is what you are doing, because that only builds more resistance. This is about you being more gentle with yourself. This is about you feeling compassion for yourself. Through gentleness, compassion and acceptance let your mental body begin to allow these shifts to occur.
(Okay, I thank you so much for this help.) You are welcome.
Question: (paraphrased) Two weeks ago I asked a question about a young man in jail. He and I have done some work on many different levels and I'm wondering if you can tell a difference now as apposed to two weeks ago.
Answer: Just as you said, you are working with an individual on many different levels. We see that the higher levels are much more filled with light and much more filled with alignment energetically, with his human self. Therefore, as we look at the human self, he is not as deeply immersed in anger and despair as he was at the other time. In other words, we see that all the work you have been doing; while it may not manifest fully in the human plane, it is having an affect and setting up a potential that we sense he is moving into. Through that potential, it is allowing a greater amount of release of emotion and energy. Our journey two weeks ago (November 4, 2007) and the release of emotion, was very much in alignment with what you were doing at that time. With this journey tonight the way that you were aligning your own crystalline energies and vibrations, we have a sense that you were able to get a better perception of all these various levels with which you were working, both with him and with the town. On the whole, we sense there is an improvement with this. We sense he is moving out of that place of despair and into a place of potential.
(That's wonderful. Is there any sense he will get out of jail soon? I guess that's more my agenda than his.)
Exactly! We do have a sense he will get out, as to when it's going to happen, we're not sure. He is there for a reason and when that reason is resolved, he will be out of jail.
(Okay, thank you.) You're welcome.
Question: (paraphrased) I think I've taken two steps back and got pulled into old energy. I feel disoriented, confused, and as if I'm not worth anything. I can't seem to see past my nose, can you shed a little light?
Answer: Actually we have some wonderful things to tell you about that. We thank you for this question because it may be directly related to you but it is related to all humans as they are working in this space upon the earth. It feels as if you have taken two spaces back but in truth you have more fully integrated into the higher vibrations of the earth. It is as if you have more fully integrated into the fifth dimension rather than the fourth. When you feel as if you are spacey and foggy, it is due to this. When you feel as if you are moving slowly or as if you are moving through a density it is because of being split between these various dimensions. So what we would encourage you to do when you feel that is to do something that grounds you back into this moment. You go into that expanded space so that you can get more information about a situation. It's as if you go into that expanded space gather the information, then bring it back into your human self and it is a part of whatever your decision making process is. With the journey tonight, the way in which you linked with each crystal; you may now link with a particular crystal to bring yourself greater clarity. Or you may think let me expand into that space and I will receive that information with a consciousness rather than unconsciousness. So you are not moving backwards, you are indeed moving forward. You are actually just acclimating to energies in a different way.
(So my grumpiness with go away at some point?)
Yes it will! I spoke at the beginning of this journey about the quantum leap that is taking place. As I mentioned I believe around the summer solstice or right after; the quantum shift is actually a six month process of very intense change upon the earth. That six month process is finishing up in the next several weeks with the winter solstice. I sense that some of this ambivalence, anger and frustration that you are feeling, what did you call it, grumpiness; will be resolved within the next few weeks. You will then feel the greater balance.
(I just feel that what I was guiding towards, just totally took a major tumble and I don't even know what direction to head towards.)
What we would like you to do is look at why it feels as if what you were manifesting took a tumble. We don't feel that it is totally gone, just a redirection. What we would recommend is that you release that previous expectation, release that previous goal you were manifesting, all the energies that had to do with ‘before'. In this way you can create a clean slate. Let yourself open to a new perspective or new manifestation or allow for the change to occur.
Question: (paraphrased) This is about how I am moving forward and bringing more light, and about my next step which is the fifth dimension.
Answer: What we are sensing with you is that especially when you are in a space of meditating or letting your creative process move through you; what we understand is that you easily expand into the fifth dimension and you allow those energies to communicate into you. Then we have a sense that when you come back into where you normally are living, which is going in some regards into the third dimension; it's almost like we see you being pulled in many directions. We are getting an image of a rubber band that is stretching, contracting, stretching, contracting. So in your case, what we're picking up on is that you are not necessarily feeling yourself moving into the fifth dimension as much as you are because you have that grounding in the third dimensional reality. So when you want to know what is the fifth dimension, how is it affecting you, what will you do with it; I'd encourage you to recognize the way in which you are grounded in the third dimension so that you can transition that into the fourth dimension. We sense it's about old relationships and belief systems and your family. It is not something you want to release and let go of, so transition it so that it is more so into the fourth dimensional relationship and therefore more consciously move into the fifth dimension and live between the fourth and fifth. Does that make sense?
(Yes, kind of....person was hesitant.)
We know that we were speaking kind of fast, but we sense that we've given you a download about this. If you allow yourself to just move forward, you know the ways in which you feel pulled and uncomfortable with family members and old beliefs and the ways in which you have been trying to shift and transition. So let your focus be on more consciously allowing that to happen. You can then have that more comfortable feeling within yourself and acceptance. That is what will allow you to move forward more easily.
(Is there anything about my work?)
Well, your work is all related to this too. You will have more work; it will evolve more easily when you allow yourself to be more fully present. Just as with that other individual (speaking of the second question) that vibration is there, it is yours, you move into it especially during meditation and dream state. You go in and out of it sometimes during your day; but you need to accept it and allow the belief that it is possible and it is happening so that you more fully trust and believe in yourself.
(I have another question I want to ask.)
I'm sorry but I can only take one more and there is someone else who wants to ask a question.
Question: (paraphrased) Hi Goddess, I wondered if there was anything you would like me to know about my emotions or my alignment tonight.
Answer: We're trying to figure out where to begin. We are downloading information into Shelly but we are also giving you a more conscious download too. When you ask about your emotions and where are you going; just an overall synopsis, what we see in you - it's so interesting how there is a trend [speaking of the questions during this channel] - with you also, there is so much more magnificence to you, there is so much more of a bright, radiant light around you. You have moment when you believe in this. You have moments when it feels real to you. You have moments, sometimes days and sometimes hours when you know this is great, this is wonderful, everything is as it should be. Then there are other times when we still see, almost as if there are energies you let go of in the past, its not even that these emotions or energies are a part of you, but your mental body says ‘I should be feeling this or I may be feeling that'. What that does is create a situation. Does that make any sense to you at all?
(Yes, it does.)
Because that is where we see you; that there is much more of your divinity around you. There is much more of an expansion around you. You believe it, you know it, you feel good; and then you have moments. You sometimes take those moments as criticism of yourself and judgment of yourself that you will never get out of here; you will always be in this space. In reality, what you are doing is moving into your mental body or your ego aspect of you; it is still trying to keep you within the constraints of what it knows or is comfortable with. So, this is a time for you to be very gentle and loving with your beliefs of yourself. If you feel ‘oh is that coming up again, when is it ever going to be gone?' then trust that it is, say to yourself ‘hey I'm done with that, I've worked through it'. In that way, with everyone we've spoken to about this, you are gently lovingly allowing your mental body, or your ego, or your personality to be able to understand that you are choosing love, you are choosing belief in your greater divinity and you are choosing to let that manifest within your life. By doing it in such a way, you are training yourself or allowing yourself to more fully believe in this expansion that is taking place. Does that make sense to you?
(Yes, uh huh.) It is there, it has happened, it is occurring on a daily basis. So, let yourself believe in that and shift more fully into that awareness. Does that make sense to you?
(Yes, thank you.)
You are welcome and I thank you all for these questions.
With that, we will bring this time together to a close. Once more I invite each one of you to really take a moment and breathe into your heart. Breathe in and let yourself feel what it is to vibrate in alignment. Invite your divinity into who you are. Invite your personality into who you are. You are not just one or the other; you are a blend of all of your experiences in this lifetime which makes you the human that you are; but you are also the soul essence which is you.
So invite both aspects to be one within you. Feel the balance. Feel the flow of energy that moves back and forth. Allow that to be your reality as you are moving through your days.
I am ever with you and within!
Ansaluia
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