Expanding Into Your Light
During this channel the Goddess encourages you to experience yourself as your divinity, then yourself as you are in life. You can feel the difference and how one can be so expanded the other more shut down. So often people live their lives through limitation and lack. There is such a powerful energy of release and transformation in this channel. The Goddess works through all levels; emotions, mental bodies, beliefs, physical realities and more to assist you in releasing what no longer works for you.
As you do so, the Goddess then brings in the column of Lightbody energy. You have now worked with this energy many different times. It is available with ease. You can utilize it to create changes within yourself or to shift from one part of earth to another or from out in the universe down into the earth. It is immense, it is limitless and it is always available. I encourage you to work with it and allow it to assist you in your life. When in this column, you feel joy, excitement, love, expansion. The Goddess encouraged people to intentionally bring in fear, anxiety, disconnection and immediately the column narrowed almost to a close.
This channel is filled with amazing energies. It gives you a place to experience transitions and to truly let go. The more you embrace your lightbody energy, the more you are living your divinity!
Transcript
Nama sika: venia benya I AM the one; I AM the whole
I greet you my beloved family! I reach out to each one of you and I flow the essence of my awareness. I love you so very dearly. I honor and respect you for what you are doing within your life.
I see you with the clarity and the illumination of God and Goddess eyes. You can do no wrong. You can only live your life as a series of experiences. Feel what that means to you. If you could somehow accept your life or accept all the experiences that you have and just know that that's what they are - experiences that lead you from one place to the next.
I invite you to have a sense of releasing your consciousness. As you do so, feel as if your essence moves into the magnetic grid. As you come within this space of the magnetic grid, look around you.
See who you are within this space. See yourself as your higher self. Your higher self that is here; the blend of your divinity and the blend of your human experience.
From here shift your focus and your consciousness as you move through the interlocking grid. You find yourself arriving within the crystalline grid. As you move into this space you've let go the gravitational pull of the Earth. As you look through the various levels of awareness here within this space, feel what it is to you.
Feel what it means to be in a space that has the fluid easy moving energies that are here in support of you. Here too your higher self resides. Here too there is more and more of your human existence that feels this alignment. But you are coming closer and closer to your divinity.
I invite you to shift your awareness. As you move through here have a sense of shifting into the space of the soul plane. As you arrive within this space, truly take a moment and look at your divinity.
As you open to perceive that brilliant light which is you, feel what it is to merge completely with who you are. As you feel this blending have a sense to allow all that consciousness which is you to flow through you filling up the spaces within.
Look around; feel what this is. I the Goddess come within this space; I reach out to each one of you. As I do so I embrace you. As we embrace, feel how I assist you in shifting into the All That Is.
Absolutely, you can move within the All That Is completely on your own - you don't have to have my energies with you. But know that I am always here and available to you.
As I look around at each one of you there is such diversity that I see. I see you as your consciousness; I see your divinity as you reach out to blend. There are so many who look towards their divinity, who look towards who they are, and it is as if they are looking with blinders on their eyes.
I know that each one of you who have come to join with me in this experience chooses to open up and truly feel their alignment with their divinity. I know that's what you want. And yet as I look at you from my perspective, I can see that many of you have such limitation within your experience.
Let us look at that for a moment. As you allow your perspective or your consciousness to go within, you have a perspective of who you are. I see how a number of you as you consider who you are; I almost across the board hear ‘I'm a spiritual being'. Absolutely. I hear many of you saying ‘I'm on Earth because I'm on a journey'. Absolutely.
And from there we oftentimes have a sense of diverging. This is when it becomes the wife, the husband, the mother, the daughter, the brother, the sister, the son, the nurse, the doctor, the lawyer, the farmer. It is as if the tasks that you have within this lifetime begin to place an influence upon your perception.
I know that so many of you are seeking to move beyond that and for many it is happening. But I bring this up because indeed there is a large number in which this is still an influence. As you consider your life by the tasks that you are doing, there is an intrinsic limitation that goes along with it.
The fact that you begin a definition or a perception of who you are by saying you are spiritual, you set up a foundation that indicates you are more than just the human life that you are experiencing. But consider your life for the moment. As you consider what's happening within your life, how does that make you feel?
Okay, I hear you. So we will begin by first of all considering the things within your life that make you happy. Now consider the things that give you a sense of purpose. We could go on and list a number of additional experiences of your day that are in alignment with this. Feel how your energy has a sense of expanding when you consider what makes you feel good or what makes you happy.
Now then is there something in your life that's a struggle? Is there something in your life that you are missing? Is there a part of your life that's been influenced by fear? As I spoke of these - and you can insert any experience that you would like - but as I spoke of these, immediately I could feel how your energies were closing in upon themselves.
In many cases I could feel a heaviness that came upon you. The reason that I wanted you to experience these various energies or a part of your day is for you to become cognizant in this moment of how different you can feel depending upon where your focus is.
So often even though you seek to let your focus be on something that makes you happy or something that's easy, you find yourself being drawn again and again into the energies of struggle or limitation. Therefore I would invite you to use this space or take this as an opportunity to clear out anything that brings limitation into your life.
The interesting thing that comes to my awareness as I said that was how a number of you began to argue stating that it's impossible to let go of that; it's impossible to see beyond the financial burden; it's impossible to let my focus be anywhere but where my struggles are.
So if this is how you are feeling then I invite you to relax your grip on whatever it might be for just a moment and feel the breath of air; the breath of energy that I flow through here. As I move it through it's as if it creates a current of light and energy that swirls through and clears out everything that may be holding you back.
And as I come back and look at you once more so many of you let go your burdens. There are a few that still hold on with both hands wrapped tightly around their problems or burdens.
So my next question to you is is there a way that this is helping you - this intense focus upon your problems? Is there a way that having this so intensely within your life is creating an even greater potential for the opposite to come in?
I invite everyone to consider that in regards to what's going on in your life. Consider how your life is a set of contrasts. You have things that create sadness, depression or feel like a burden. You also have other things that are like a ray of sunshine; they bring you joy, laughter, contentment.
Most people have some of everything that I have mentioned within their life. I know that when you think about your life and what's happening to you, you very often state to yourself, ‘I am choosing a life that's filled with abundance, filled with all that I seek to have and I am choosing a life of ease'.
And then sometimes just a few seconds later, sometimes an hour, a day, a week; but for so many people it feels almost like an insidious energy that comes back around as if it's coming back behind you tapping you on the shoulder and says ‘Ahh, but this is your true reality. There are all these things that don't work, remember; don't forget us'. And you find yourself right back in that space of struggle; that space of problems.
Here within the All That Is you have the ability to release everything. You have the ability to clear your energies and create a new foundation. What you as the human does when you go about your daily life may be different than what you create within this space.
But by taking the opportunity to really allow yourself to clear out once and for all these past issues that you've had, you truly set up the potential for all that you want to have within your life.
This is what I invite you to do in this moment. I invite you to create an energetic bag that you see; it holds its shape, it stands upright in front of you or perhaps beside you. And I invite you to go through your life, consider the ways in your life in which you struggle and take each one of those struggles and toss it into the bag.
It may be that you can just take both your hands and scoop up an entire pile and toss it in all at once. I find that the bags can contain as much as you need to hand into it.
And in everybody's case there are certain things that are very quick and easy to come to your mind so take in a deep breath in which you breathe down deep within yourself and feel my energies as I swirl through this space or this place clearing out whatever is there.
I swirl through your bags and I transmute whatever's in your bag and I clear out all that energy so feel how good it is to have let go those burdens.
Now if you go back within ask again ‘Are there any perhaps subtle belief systems? Are there any emotions that are still tagging on to you?' As if you are looking through your pockets; you're looking under the bed, you're looking in the closets; as if you are looking throughout your whole house.
Ask to know what may be hidden from me and all across the board I saw pop, pop, pop, pop as thoughts, ideas and energies came to people's awareness. Put it in the bag - let it go.
I now swirl through clearing out this space once more and this time I'm looking at you once more and I see an even greater clarity around everyone who is here, even those who had held on so tightly to their problems and their issues. Even you are standing before me with a much greater clarity within and around you.
Once more I invite you to allow joy to come into your life. Feel what joy is to you. Feel who you are in this moment; feel your divinity, the consciousness of your human self. Feel the blend of everything together. It's as if joy is a conduit that allows for a deeper blending of your human experience and your divinity.
Feel your divinity well up within you. As your divinity flows through you to an even greater degree there is complete acceptance of you in this lifetime. When you think of those problems that you had considered before, feel who you are in your divinity and see if those problems don't come from another perspective.
Now so many of you released them to such a degree you may be saying ‘what were those problems again? I cannot remember'.
Here within this space you know beyond a doubt, you know beyond anything else that you are this brilliant light. You are a light that is filled with color, that's filled with love, compassion, awareness; you are this divine essence that knows with 100 percent certainty that you are a glorious individual.
I can say it from the perspective of the Goddess but it is more so when you can see, sense, feel it as an inner knowing that comes from your own divinity - that's what makes a difference. When you allow for that acceptance to flow through you in your everyday life, then everything else falls into place.
Can you as the human being walking around in your shoes, in your body, can you accept who you truly are? Not only can you accept but can you revel in the joy, the excitement, the love, can you feel how all of that just washes over you?
And then as you come back into your life and you consider how to live your life from a space of joy, from a space of happiness, this is how you find the happiness within you and then you let it overflow into the rest of your life.
When you feel this complete alignment within yourself, you have all of that energy of your divinity supporting your perception of happiness. And then as you look out at your life even if there are challenges that come up during the day you find yourself circling back around and letting this energy of your divinity come through to support you.
I am once again swirling through my energy to clear out this space and those bags that you used dissolve and anything you put in them is released and gone. Have a sense of turning around; look behind you, look beneath you, look all around and feel what that is.
Feel what it's like to truly know yourself; feel the security and the belief in who you are. You don't have to prove anything, you don't have to accomplish any tasks; you simply are who you are and that is enough.
I also wanted to take some time to work with the energy of the lightbody column of light. Now the last time that we were together you worked with that as a means of shifting energy and looking at various perspectives of your life.
With tonight's journey, you are creating these changes and opening to a greater awareness of yourself through working directly with yourself in this space in this moment in time.
As your consciousness shifts, this beam of light you can see has gotten larger and larger because so many people are focusing upon it. This links with the star gate, it links with portals. It links with all the various conduits of energy between the Universe, the central spiritual sun, here in the All That Is and every part of the galaxy to any part of the Earth.
As you choose to do so you can step within this column of light and it will assist you in shifting your consciousness wherever you might like to go. Some choose to go out and reach out to a star, a planet, a ship, a star ship. Some enjoy going just for the experience of visiting, others may go for the express purpose of having information given to them.
As you blend with this column of light and you think of where you want to go, that's where you go. Many of you have chosen this as a means of returning to the Earth plane.
You might choose to go to a particular part of the Earth; you might choose to use this as a means of aligning with another individual so that you may gather information. Still other times this is also a means to move within the center of the Earth if you so choose.
I have a distinct sense of people going in every different direction. This is a time to play, this is a time for fun, this is a time for you to experience who you are.
You may choose to link up with other aspects of yourself through this column of light. Are these aspects of yourself that are living at this time? Are they aspects of this lifetime that may be holding you back?
Here within the column of light you may shift consciousness; shift your positioning instantly. In fact if you merge with the column without a particular intention, you may feel as if you get stretched in every direction and you become the column itself.
I see some of you practicing that and it's as if you get - what is the term you use...fried. As if you get over expanded or overwhelmed with energy. If that happens to you then bring your consciousness back into focus for the moment and then you can once more open up to the awareness of who you are.
As you are doing all of these various experiments with this column of light, what is the underlying feeling? Fun? Excitement? Joy? I am hard pressed to find anyone feeling energies outside of those emotions. But just for your own experience, if you were afraid of what this column of light might mean to you, then let that fear come up within you for a moment and reach out to blend with the column.
For the majority of you it's as if it repulses you, as if you are unable to blend due to that fear that you are holding within you. You also if you are in the space of fear may sense that it shrinks down into something very small.
I wished for you to experience it in this way so that you would have that perception or that perspective - how huge, wide and open it is especially from your perception when you're in a space of excitement or joy. And then how small it can be with the fear and that's what your life is like upon the Earth.
When you allow your focus to be on any energies that constrict you or hold you back, your perception of life around you becomes small and your potentials are small. When you instead allow your focus to be upon anything - it can be anything no matter how big or how small that makes you smile - that makes you feel good, that gives you joy then everything else in your life will follow into that energy.
I hear some of you asking is this column of light the crystalline gridwork? No it is not; it is different. There is a similarity but this was created with the intention of shifting consciousness instantly between a multitude of different places.
This also is more in the shape of a cylinder whereas the crystalline grid is wide and some may say flat but of course it's not flat; energy is never flat but it is less of a cylinder and therefore the energy is utilized in a different manner.
So through this column of light you already have the essence or the energy of what you've done on this journey moving into the Earth; it goes all the way down into the core essence of the Earth and it goes out into the Universe.
So as you are ready to do so I invite you to have a sense of shifting your energy or your focus away from this column and allow your essence of your consciousness to move back within the soul plane.
Here within the soul plane your divinity has a space of its own. In many ways it overlaps with other people's divinity but there is that distinction which comes from the unique soul essence that is you. And you have a sense of releasing your consciousness from its link within this space. As you release your consciousness, feel your essence as you move into the crystalline grid. Let your perceptions be open and let the flow and awareness move through you and you can have your own individual perception of this difference.
As you move through this space your focus or your consciousness blends once more with the magnetic grid. Especially as you come back from this journey, it may seem as if there is less of the magnetic pull of the Earth but indeed it is here.
Let your consciousness flow through; let your awareness expand. Allow your energies to once more come back within you in your human form. As you come back within this space, let your physical body acclimate to the energies. As your consciousness blends fully with your human existence look around you; be open to see, sense, feel, know the differences in your perception.
As you anchor back within your physical body, let your consciousness stream back within you. Let it go through you; let it go down into the Earth. Feel how the Earth is here to support you. Feel how much more of your divinity is back here within you. So now as you ask yourself ‘who are you?' how does it feel? What is your inner knowing from here in the space of your physical reality upon the Earth?
As you are here grounding within this space, take a moment and consciously reach out to the portal of light, to the star gate, to the vortex of energy, whatever name you wish to give it.
Let your focus or your attention allow you to link with one of the multitude that are around the Earth. This is how easy it is to do while you are still here present in your human self in your everyday life.
I would encourage you to utilize that as much as is possible to assist you in your everyday life. And with that, you can let go of that connection and once more ground within yourself.
As you come fully back within this room I am open to receive questions that you may have. And as you are coming back into the room we will select you and I am open to receive.
Question and Answer
Question: Hi Goddess, this is Sylvia. (Hi Sylvia!) I have a question. I've been working on my energy and trying to increase it, so I wanted you to see how my energy is doing. (Okay.) I've had a little bit of TMJ which is practically gone but I don't know if when I'm sleeping I tense my body, I don't know if you pick up on anything in my energy or what you see.
Answer: Okay. We would invite you to first of all take a deep breath in and let your focus go down within you and into your heart center and that will allow us to link with you. We have a sense of a biological thing going on with you. Have you been tested by a doctor to see if you're anemic?
Ah, no. I've done full blood work and all my work has come back okay. I had a physical.
Our sense then when we look at you is; the first word that came to us was biological; meaning that there was something out of balance in your physical body. We had a sense of your iron be low or something like that. But since you had that work up done and you're telling us it was normal for you then what we would say is that this is still about a balance in your life or in your physical body. So looking further beyond that we are looking to see if we can figure out the source. It feels like you are not sleeping as well at night. We know you mentioned your TMJ and maybe that's something that is keeping you disturbed a little bit. But truly our sense is that you are very, very active at night these days. It feels like you seem to be sleeping well, but yet your consciousness is so far gone. You are taking classes, you are working with other people, you are working very hard to bring in the next dimensional energy of who you are. So as we look at you we have a sense - that may be a reason why your biology is little out of balance - it feels to us that this higher vibrational essence that you are integrating into your physical body is not yet in alignment with what your physical body is. So if you would work with flowing energy, for example when you link with your divinity, flow it up and down through your body. Flow it consciously into each cell in your body so that you can feel more balanced and you can feel the greater integration. We have a sense that that will help you to feel less tired and will actually give you more energy as you go through your days. We feel this is something you've been consciously reaching for and here it is almost complete.
Do you get a timeline of when it will be complete?
It feels like we saw the fall equinox, so just within the next two to three weeks. It feels like it is almost complete.
I've been guided to during the day, because I work with a lot of clients and very sensitive to energy. A couple of months after I first started listening to your program you mentioned my energy was like a cone shape. The last time about two or three months ago when I called in, you said it had expanded and was wider. So do you see me bringing in the energy in that wider way?
Absolutely, absolutely. Especially when you mentioned when you first started talking to us, we could see the cone shape again. Now this is the final aspect of integrating that higher vibrational energy. When you have that within you you might still find that you are sensitive to energy because just as a general rule, you are sensitive to energy. But when you have these higher vibrations flowing through you with ease, it might feel a little bit awkward because you are standing in one dimension and another dimension. It may make you feel a little more vulnerable. But in reality as you consciously bring the two dimensions together, you consciously let it all come together within your physical body it actually makes your physical body stronger, it makes you more balanced and less affected by the people around you.
Are you talking 4th and 5th dimension?
Yes, 4th and 5th dimension and we feel you are setting up the groundwork to even start working beyond that. But you have already been living in the 4th and mostly the 5th. This is about integrating that higher level and creating a doorway into the levels beyond that.
And so can you tell me once again how I can work with that? I know I probably do a lot of work at night and in the morning when I wake up I do Chakra prayers and grounding. Several times during the day I cut cords and vacuum any negativity from outside or my thoughts. That seems to help then I fill myself with light coming in grounding me and anchoring myself all the down to the earth and bringing back vitamins and minerals that I may need.
All of that is completely fine and it feels to us you can do it all blended into one thing, you don't need to necessarily do each step. Although, we know how as a human personality or ego likes those steps because it makes you feel like you are doing that check list ‘cha-chink, cha-chink, cha-chink', and that by doing that, everything is really working. We have a sense that when you wake up in the morning and do that breathing exercise and you focus on every one of your chakras, all you need to do at that time is put forth the intention that you are bringing in the energy, it's flowing through you, it's going into each cell within your body, it's radiating out from you. Therefore cords cannot attach. Therefore negativity cannot come in. And that is how you set up the intention just one time at the beginning of the day and it can help you through the day. Then if you are getting tired, you have a lot of clients that one day; whatever the situation may be. If you need to, then just take one or two deep breaths with the awareness that you are just reactivating what you set up in the morning.
Fantastic! That sounds absolutely wonderful!
Terrific, well you are doing beautifully. Thank you for coming and sharing your light with us.
Oh, I appreciate it! I have been learning so much from the teachings and meditations. Were you able to see how far out I went in this meditation?
You know what? This is going on to another question and there are others waiting. Let us just say you are in the flow and you are doing extremely well.
Thank you so very much.
Question: Hello, I'm wondering I guess where I am. I have felt so much less than who I know myself to be. I have gone through a very heavy 3rd dimensional thing of disability and legal things and limitation and loss of things I love and people I love. All of this stuff has really shut me down and I've been very disappointed in myself about how I haven't handled it as well as I could have. I'm wondering if on another level I have still been progressing. I used to be very clear on where I was and how I was progressing. It just has really consumed me and I've been cut off from what's going on with me multidimensional ally and what I need to do to overcome this. We're coming to a big court thing that has me quite frightened. All of this feels very limiting and I want to move past it and be above it. Well, I think you know what I mean.
Answer: Yes we do, we would say a few things to you. First of all, we don't know how much you might remember from the journey, but on the journey we kept sensing a number of people holding tight to what was going on in their experience and you were one of those individuals. By the time we has shifted through a lot of the experiences of the journey tonight you were much more relaxed, letting go, you were in the flow; you had allowed yourself to really open up to the higher, lighter, finer vibration that is you. So if you go back and re-listen to this a number more times it can be the conduit to help you find the space that you need to be.
Let us work with you for just a moment as we are here in this earth bound plane. We invite you for a second to close your eyes. As you close your eyes, take a breath in, breathing in our essence, breathing in the energy of all of us who are here surrounding you. You've got yourself, your guides, us and everyone who is here on the journey. As you breathe in this essence, feel as if this breath you are taking is moving in through your nose, it's moving down through your lungs and into your heart. Swirl it through your heart and consciously let it move out from you, clearing out your space. As it moves out, you are letting go of the worries, you are letting go of the anxiety, you are letting go of all the fear, you are letting go of the remorse. But first foremost and everything else, let the criticism of yourself. (deep breath in and out) As you do that, you breathe it out and shelly is here using her hands like a broom as she is clearing out and sweeping away the energy. Now as we look at you, we can feel a difference in you. Are you able to feel a difference in yourself?
Yes, very much so. I felt it during the meditation also.
Excellent! That's what we would say to you. Just as the first person said she's in the habit of when she wakes up she does a clearing. At different times during the day she does a clearing; whatever works for you. We feel that at least for the time being if you set yourself through a conscious choice to do a clearing that was what, a minute? It's not that you have to take a long period of time to do it; it's the intention as much as anything else. But when you open up and allow yourself, you truly allow the energy or essence to come through and clear out your energy, it can have an amazing affect upon you. You will end up in court. You will go through these various things happening to you. But if you can do from a space where you allow for a sense of support, a sense of commitment within yourself, because that is a little bit about why you are struggling so hard. It's a disconnect and when you give yourself such a hard time you are not fully supporting yourself. So whatever you can do that will open up the door so you can support yourself that is how you can allow in that glimmer of joy, that glimmer of awareness and all of that will grow bigger and bigger and bigger and help everything else as it comes along. Does that make sense beloved?
Yes it does, thank you so very much.
You're welcome. We see that you've never really been disconnected from that part of you. It's been buried under all these other things. Whenever you just clear it to the side, you put it to the side and let it go. That is when that connection that you had will become stronger and stronger and more apparent and that's what will help you.
Thank you I miss that connection and my awareness of it so much. It made my life so beautiful. I knew it was there, I just couldn't' find it! I'm happy to find it again.
You are welcome beloved. We surround you in light and support and awareness that all will come out in the highest possible outcome.
Thank you, Namaste.
Namaste.
Question: Hello Goddess? I was told in the last meditation that I'm kind of clear headed right now. It threw me out! I feel like I'm on this journey between me and my divinity; my ego and my divinity. Sometimes I feel like I'm moving down this hall like a straw. I feel like I'm coming closer to my divinity or my divinity is coming closer to me and we're finding that balance. But sometimes I just don't hear anybody else outside me just between God and my divinity. I feel like I'm suffocating in that hallway. Can you help me?
Answer: Okay, so the first thing we would want to do is invite you to close your eyes for a moment and take a deep breath in so that you link once more within your heart center and you do so with our energies. As we're here and as we're blended with you, we have a sense of you looking up; like you tilt your head back and you're looking up towards your divinity, towards your higher self towards that place at the other end of that straw, your sense of the straw. As you are doing that, we're inviting you to consciously have a sense of pushing out any walls, pushing out any restriction, pushing out any boundaries. As you do this, you can use your hands if you need to, or you can consciously send out a ball of light that just gets bigger, bigger, bigger until it just bursts......there it goes, whew! What this is doing is expanding the walls that make up that straw. It's expanding that constriction you've been holding around you. As this is happening we see a much greater opening, it feels like there are no walls at all right at the moment. We feel a much greater amount of that flow coming down within you. Can you feel that for yourself?
Yes I can.
Okay, so any time you feel there is constriction of any sort, be it a straw, be it walls around you; no matter what. Consciously breathe into your heart center. Consciously send out a ball of light that gets bigger, bigger, bigger and use that to push out and get rid of any walls or any constriction or anything that is around you. [pause] Are you there?
Yes thank you.
Okay we couldn't hear you for a moment there. For you it's about your ego or personality truly accepting your divinity. Because it can to a degree... it's almost as if your human self is able to accept the idea that you are a divine essence, you have this high vibrational energy that flows through you. You can talk with God; you are God, all these different things. It is completely comfortable with that as a potential or as a theory. So when you are actually using it in your daily life. When you are incorporating it all the way down within every cell within your body, that's when your human self began to say ‘whoa, wait a second, now what are you doing?' it's almost as if by this final stage of truly integrating this within your human self, it put on the brakes and went back to something it was comfortable with which was the constriction of energy. Does that make sense to you beloved?
Yes, so if I do this exercise it won't go back into the cell and do that again, will it?
Well, that is why we would say that the more you utilize your personality or your ego with this process it doesn't feel like its being left out. You know what I mean? It creates a balance or a cooperative energy within your human belief system and your human experience. That is one part of the solution for you. The other thing is.... Hum sorry we are downloading too much here. [deep breath] So the other thing you would take into consideration is that if you are feeling that way, know it's that fear of the unknown, the fear of change. So be very loving, be very gentle, be very compassionate with yourself rather than irritated or feeling disconnected. That is also the thing that will help to keep it from happening or as severely. Okay, you are doing great beloved.
Question: Hello, this is... (Could you speak up a little bit please?) Hello this is Amy. (Hi Amy.) I've actually been working on my trust issue. Can you tell if there's anything else I need to do with that so I can trust a little bit more. Can you tell which dimension I've been walking in?
Answer: You're walking in the 4th and 5th dimension for most of your day. There are times that bring you down into more of the 3rd dimension. You have made a conscious effort to expand your consciousness, to expand your divinity and allow for more of your divine essence to be within you around you on your daily basis and that's what's kept you in the 4th and 5th dimension. When you get into doubt, when you get into fear, when you get into distrust those are the things that bring you down more so into the 3rd dimension.
As to how are you doing with your trust issue; we think you are doing pretty well with it. We think you are beginning to move beyond it. But what we sense the focus needs to be on right now is to flow within you compassion, self-love and support of that manner. When you are distrustful of something you are saying, uhm, you uhm, sorry about that, shelly must be getting tired because we are having trouble downloading things through her! When someone is distrustful of their thoughts, situations, relationships, whatever it might be in their life, it means they are not fully believing in their own self. So to flow within you compassion for who you are, for the situation that led to the self-doubt that led to the distrust. If you flow just compassion and awareness it will fill up and support that part of you so that you may more fully integrate within yourself and that is the way you can completely let this go and go by the wayside. It feels like you have been working a great deal on forgiveness; forgiveness from the sense of letting this go from your body. So this distrust that keeps sticking up here or keeps coming back around is more so about healing at that final place within you. Does that resonate with you beloved?
Yes it does, yes.
So we think you've done a lot of really good work. Especially with this journey tonight, it was one of the things you really worked with letting go. As we look at you right now, we don't see any issues around trust in your energy field. But we know how that human mind or belief system likes to bring things back around, which is why we did the work that we did. But we sense that you've done the work, it's complete. If it comes up for you at all and it may very well do so, then just focus and instead of getting hard on yourself say ‘ah, there it is again, how about that'. Then take in a deep breath like this (Shelly breathed deeply) and let yourself feel the wash through you of love, compassion and awareness; because it is always there and a deep breath with that intention will make it available to you. Then when you look back at whatever it was that was creating the distrust, we sense it will be resolving for you.
This will help me on my ascension path also, right?
Definitley, definitely. (Thank you.) You are very welcome beloved.
I'm going to take a moment and speak of ascension. Ascension means something different now than what it meant 5 to 10 to 15 years ago. With the consciousness of the earth ascending due to the work everyone is doing, due to the consciousness that's intrinsic within the earth, due to Gaia, due to all these other different things; there is so much that is just a part of daily life. It is less about ‘I'm going to make changes in myself so I can ascend to a higher dimension'. You are going to find that people will use different words and there is going to be less focus on the actual ascension process. Unless someone is truly shut down within themselves, they are on the path, they are opening up. Any time an individual is in a place in their life where they can feel their divinity, where they can feel the ability to shift and open and allow that flow to move through them, allow the energies of love, happiness, compassion; any of those things. That means that you are in a space of expansion and that automatically means you are in the ascension process.
Alright, we thank you for saying that in such a way that we could give our little bit of a definition of how that has changed. Do you find that has changed too in your perception?
Yes, yes it has. (Excellent, excellent) That makes sense what you said.
Excellent. So you don't need to worry any more ‘oh dear, am I hurting my process? Am I helping it? Is this an issue for me?' It's all taken care of for you, so you don't even need to let it enter your mind.
Thank you very much.
You are welcome beloved.
All right dear family, and with that we're going to bring this evening to a close.
As I gather these energies together I remind you once more to find that moment, those minutes, those hours, whatever part of the day that it can be, in which you immerse yourself in something that feels light, feels joyful or feels happy.
Allow your energies to expand through those energies and then as you look at everything else that's happening in your daily life, be open and allow for it to shift through this new perspective.
There is so much happening upon the Earth at this time; there is much more energy available to you than ever before so open and allow it to assist you.
Swirl the energy through your life, swirl it through to clear out whatever you no longer want, and let it once more move down within you and anchor your divinity within you.
I see you and I know who you are; I feel nothing but love and awareness for every one of you.
I am ever with you and within.
Ansaluia
