Creating Potentials Through Your Matrix

Nama Sika; Venia Benya I AM the one; I AM the whole

I greet you beloved family! I welcome you to our time together. I welcome you to this time of sharing in friendship, in a sense of family, in a sense of knowing that you are sharing space with others who are of a like vibration or a like mindset.

Those of you in some parts of the world are moving into the space of what you call Thanksgiving. Allow yourself [now referring to all people world wide] this moment to feel thankful for who you are. No matter what is occurring within your life, be thankful that you are alive and you are open to connect with your divinity. Take this moment and send out your love to all others who connect with you right at this moment or at any time when people read or connect with these energies. All are inter-related. Send forth your thanksgiving to know that you are not alone. Feel the presence that is all around you. Feel myself, the divine humans, and the angelic realm that is all around you. We are thankful for all that you the humans are doing. We support each and every one of you upon your journey.

Alright beloved family; take this moment and begin to release your physical body. Allow your consciousness to shift through your intention until you connect with the energies of the magnetic grid. Each time that you arrive within this space, you find yourself connecting with your higher self which resides within here. You find yourself moving into a space that is very familiar to you, almost as if you have created a sense of home. Especially through your frequent connection with this area, it becomes more and more the vibration of who you are.

Allow yourself to send out your impulses. Allow each impulse to move through the magnetic grid and connect once again with the others within this group. You are now connecting with the higher self of each who is present.

Allow your consciousness to move further, to move through an interlocking grid until you arrive in the space of the crystalline grid. You leave behind the gravitational pull. You find yourself becoming aligned with the vibration of the crystalline energy. Feel how your consciousness almost becomes more alert or sharpened. Feel or perceive how it may be as if you have more and more awareness that has always been around you but you did not notice. This is another space where you may come at any time.

Call forth a column of light. See or sense this column as it surrounds you. It is a means of shifting your consciousness or shifting your awareness. It may be that you do not even need the column of light, but if you so desire, allow it to assist you in raising or expanding your consciousness further. You arrive within the soul plane and you have a sense of leaving behind that column. As you release the column, you immediately align with these energies of the soul plane.

Become aware of your I AM presence. You may see or sense it taking on the shape of a human. You may see or sense it as a light or multicolored light. You may see or sense it as the sacred geometry which makes up your matrix. Allow yourself to merge with it completely. Allow your consciousness to be fully present and aware of you as your divinity. Accept all that is here for you.

I make myself known as I manifest within this soul plane where each of you are located. You may see or feel my presence as I come amongst you. As I move through the group, I embrace each one of you! Open to receive my embrace. As you blend with me you may find yourself shifting into the space or the energy of the All That Is. Feel this space as the very fine light and vibration that it is. Feel or see who you are in relation to the space that surrounds you. Your perceptions are very heightened, allow yourself to truly see or sense.

We are going to take the experience of the last time when we were all together and take it another step further. The matrix is the energy field that is all around you. You have your own personal matrix as do the earth, the animals, the moon; anything that has a soul essence has a matrix as a means of creating structure if you wish to call it that. It?s a means of being able to process or hold memories. It?s a means of indicating growth. These are but a few of the reasons of why there is a matrix.

I wish for each of you to begin by allowing yourself to go back to the space in which your matrix was created. You will find yourself moving there very easily. You move into that space in which you became a unique individualized soul. Feel the love. I transmit such supreme love to you for making the choice to be a soul. You created yourself, you made the choice for yourself, and you decided to take it further and create experiences that would be you. I shower you with appreciation, with love, and with joy!

As you are ready to do so, find that point in which you created a matrix. It originated the moment you became a soul essence. It did not necessarily become a pattern or you could say it was a very subtle pattern until you began to truly explore and create who you are. Therefore as you move out from your center of creation, feel as if you are slowly and easily moving through your matrix. A matrix is multi dimensional. A matrix is made up of sound, color, patterns, and energy. Allow yourself to take in as much information about your own matrix as you can.

Continue to move through the matrix until you find yourself in the place where you are right now. Perceive how complex you have become. Chances are there are aspects of your matrix that are in dimensions that you are unable to perceive at this time. Trust and know that all is you.

In your previous channel you looked at any blockages that you may have had or currently have within your life. You were then able to follow that blockage as it moved backwards through the various pathways until you found that moment or lifetime or experience, whatever it may be, that first created the energy that later became a block. You became aware of how there was always a reason of why you created that aspect of yourself. You also became aware that through your personal growth you no longer need that aspect to do the job it was given. You therefore worked with it and allowed it to heal; and then most likely gave it a new job to do for you. Each time you do this type of a transformation within yourself, any aspect that you have worked with in the past or that you are working with at this time or in the future, allow it to now be the energy that will help you accomplish most what it was keeping you from doing. That allows for that experience to come full circle. That allows you within that experience to come full circle.

So saying, what we are going to do at this time is once again allow yourself to merge or blend with the energies of your matrix. From within this space of the All That Is or within this space where you are connecting feel your soul consciousness as it expands as large as it needs to be. Open to perceive any pulsations of light. Perceive the pathways, the tones; know that you are tapping into this aspect of yourself.

Now consider what you are creating within your life. Bring up all aspects that are related to this. There is much that may be unknown to you at this time, so bring up a potential, create a potential for all of this is a potential. Through this you are putting forth the intention of what you seek to manifest. Now, observe your matrix around you. Look at that potential and how as you move forward, it is weaving a pattern within your matrix. As you create for yourself, you create within the matrix potential for this experience. Most likely what comes easiest to you is that which you are seeking.

Now beloved, be aware that there are more potentials. From within your matrix, allow your consciousness to shift and see another pattern. This too you have created for yourself, it may as yet be unknown to you. There is always more than one potential. The potentials are affected by your life experience, they are affected by the individuals who are around you, and your potentials are affected by the choices you make as a human; be they conscious or unconscious choices within you.

Therefore as you once again bring to your awareness what you are seeking to create in your life, again look at your matrix. Perhaps at this time you will perceive more potentials. Open to receive ideas. These ideas may or may not come into your consciousness, but realize that you have created the space and that you are consciously at this time opening to accept. Allow yourself the flexibility to know and understand as each comes to fruition within your life.

We work with creation on many different levels. This is but another way for each of you to practice creating within your life. When you create in this manner, you are creating from within your divinity. You are creating from within the space of the All That Is; therefore you are creating from the space of love, acceptance, and joy. Allow for this to manifest in what ever way is best for you to manifest it within your life.

Alright, come together as a group because we are going to be working more directly with the area of the world in which you live. Therefore, take this moment to form that group energy from which the matrix of the earth or the hologram of the earth comes into. It is in part created from these energies, but it comes directly from the energies of the earth and manifests within your group. As you see this hologram emerging, become aware of the group as a whole. Become aware of how each of you are connected with one another yet you are so aware of your own energies. As this hologram of the earth becomes fully present, Lady Gaia comes forth and wishes to speak with you at this time.

Lady Gaia speaks:

I greet you beloved family! I greet all who walk upon the earth. I greet and connect with you so that we may be in communication with one another. You can feel how my energies are changing. I am the direct manifestation of all the energies which are being brought into and which have been within the earth from the time that it became the planet of consciousness. This is a pivotal time as we move into yet another dimension. I have been through this before, it often times created great changes upon the earth; once the ice age, another time floods. It can bring about many different manifestations. Be aware that through the many masters upon the earth at this time that you are actually creating a shift that is filled with gentleness, a shift that is filled with love, a shift that is filled with human consciousness instead of a barreling energy that comes through and people don?t know what hit them.

When you consider that, be aware of just how profound these changes are and just how much each of you are having an affect. I thank you for that. I wanted this opportunity to speak to you of just this information, but also that I may show you my hologram or matrix. The two are somewhat interlinked, but I am able to project that [her soul matrix] around the hologram and from within this hologram of the earth. What I would like for each of you to do is send forth the energy of your matrix and become consciously aware of how you blend with mine. You may perceive the colors that I project; greens, golds, browns, the blues, purples, indigos; all colors within the spectrum and more! Align your energies that whatever aspect feels most connected to who you are at this time. In this way, you are now consciously creating a link between yourself and me. Allow those potentials that you just worked with to move forth in a pattern that will go into the matrix of my energy or the matrix of the earth.

Have a sense of seeing as if you come closer and closer and closer until you see where you actually live upon the earth. You are in that place for a reason. Allow yourself to be fully aware of how you are bringing forth potentials for yourself. Observe, see if they change once you link with the energies of the earth. Open to become aware of how I am able to shift and change as I work with each of you. There are some times when I can show you what it is to be flexible and align in the best way possible. There are other times when you show me what that is like. Be aware that you are able to connect with the earth wherever you live.

Open to feel as if your matrix is moving, blending with me and going down directly to the place in which you live. It then spreads out or sends out an energy so that you may create an alignment with all who are around you, with the place in which you live, with whatever is needed so that you feel confident, you feel comfortable, you feel supported and you feel loved. This is here for each of you! It is available for all who seek to open to this understanding. It occurs whether you are conscious of it or not. As you open to this consciousness you are able to perceive greater potentials for yourself and you are able to perceive exactly what is happening within and around you. Be within this space of knowledge and understanding.

Release your consciousness from where you are located and come back within this space where we are all linked. Observe the hologram. Observe me as I have emerged from it. Observe how each of you have a much more conscious link at this time. I ask you each to send forth a pulsation of love, joy, whatever it is that you wish to send forth. Take time to enjoy the light?s show that you create. For as each of you are doing this, there are bright beams of multi colored lights, there are tones that are singing; it is as if through simply being who you are and sharing with myself and the others you are creating your own celebration.

I reach out to embrace each of you. I thank you for all that you do. I encourage you to feel my love for you as you move through your days.

Ansaluia

[The Goddess of Creation speaks again:]

I send forth my embrace to my beloved sister Lady Gaia and she returns it. Know that just as we are a part of the whole, so too are each of you. Know and trust that there are so many angels and energies of light all around you on the earth plane and on this level. Allow yourself to let them be with you. Allow yourself to receive.

The hologram returns, moving down from the energies that you created. You release that conscious link but you have created the foundation. You have created the connection within your matrix therefore you can reconnect at any time. As for the potentials, if nothing comes of them, they simply remain there as a potential. You need not worry about them or change anything. Your matrix is filled with potentials, some you tap into, some you never do and that is okay. It is all about creation and it is all about whatever comes to you in any one moment in time.

I ask you to each take this moment to connect with each other; sharing an embrace, sharing your love, simply being who you are.

As you are ready to do so, allow your conscious energy to return to the space of the soul plane. Return to the space that holds your divinity or where you reside. As you do so, allow yourself to expand the area all around you. Expand your part within the soul plane so that it more easily accommodates your new expansion. Each time you consciously go into the space of the All That Is, to play and create, your consciousness expands.

As you come back into this space of the soul plane, it expands to accommodate you. Create a hologram of your physical self. You may not feel it necessary to do this or you may feel or see the way this hologram is already connected with your matrix. It may be fun for you to look at this hologram and let it show you your potentials. Sometimes it is as if you are looking in the mirror and you see the potentials in the mirror. Know that all is possible. Open to receive.

Reach forth to embrace and this time as you embrace this hologram, observe the way it may create a shift in your matrix or observe the way that your hologram aligns with your matrix before you even embrace it. Be open to accept.

Allow yourself to shift so that you may return to the space of the crystalline grid. You may move back through that column of light or you may simply shift into this energy. The crystalline energy is what you are bringing to the earth. Allow yourself to align with it and let it nurture and support you. You may perhaps feel a shift that occurs as you like with it.

Allow yourself to move once again to the interlocking grid that you may again connect with the magnetics from the earth. As you link with the magnetic grid, you find yourself once again feeling the density of the earth. You find yourself feeling the gravitational pull. Allow all of this to occur with ease and gentleness. You find yourself becoming more grounded. You find all of this as an experience that creates a greater alignment in what you have just experienced and in what you are moving into. Again, you can connect with others through your impulses.

As you are ready to do so, find yourself returning to your physical body. Let your consciousness move back within your physical body, into your energy field. Your energy field will expand to accommodate you. Allow this to occur. You may have a sense of sending the energy into the earth then let it flow back up locking within you; grounding you to the earth, brining you back into this reality.

You may also come back within this conference you. You may push the 4 upon your telephone allowing you come back into this room and I am open to receive any questions you may have.

Question: <paraphrased> I have been going through a lot of initiations recently within my life. Can you tell me how it is affecting me? Did they work? And what do you see as my strongest potentials at this time?

Answer: Hello, [the person said thank you for the journey and how much she enjoyed it], you are welcome. Okay, we thank you for that question. Indeed, you have been in a space of seeking answers for yourself. You have been in a space of seeking to evolve, seeking to have a new way of living, a new way of thinking; in essence, shifting all aspects of who you are. Therefore, these initiations that you speak of have each been the stepping stones that allow you to come into this space where you are right now. Now, when you ask about the potentials that seem brightest and you ask about what is most likely available to you, what we sense is that it is very different.

We know that you have always been connected to animals, but this time we are seeing something slightly different from what we have seen for you in the past. We see animals around you and we see you working with the animals as a means of healing as a means of shifting their own energies. Have you worked with animals in such a way? [The person said no] Well, for whatever reason, this is what we are being shown right now. That you are putting forth as one of your potentials that you are interested in. What is happening here is that especially the house pets, cats, dogs, snakes, mice; whatever else that people may have in their house, are all means of filtering energies within the house. What we are seeing for you is that you are working with these pets. Just through holding them, petting them, just feeling their love gives you a sense of being able to communicate with them in a way that other people might not necessarily understand what they are trying to convey to you. We have this sense of seeing you holding dogs, cats, or whatever and just petting them. What you are doing is assisting them to transmute any energy in the home in which they live. Does any of that make sense to you? [She stated she?s never considered it before but it sounds really exciting.] So allow that be one of the potentials for you. See what comes of it. We speak of it now and it may be that something will come along which is as yet unheard of. It may be through talking with neighbors and friends, their dog or cat? for some reason we are being told that it is just through your holding them, petting them, will assist them in releasing so they may continue to work with their family. You are welcome beloved. We do see some other potentials but this is what is in the forefront and what has most energy around it at this time. Be aware that all your initiations have indeed had an affect upon you. Be aware that you are much more open than you are allowing yourself to be. So accept as is comfortable to you and allow that openness which is yours to expand again and again.

Question: <paraphrased> Hello, I had a fall recently which hurt my ankle. Since then I?ve been working on it energetically, but it is very swollen, black and blue, and hurts a lot. Do you have any insights about why this happened and how my ankle is doing?

Answer: Yes indeed beloved we encourage you to do more energy work upon yourself. You have been ever since this occurred. Sometimes accidents as they are called occur not very accidentally. It?s sometimes a means of allowing you to slow down, sit down, to pay attention to your physical self. As you are shifting and bringing in these greater and greater amounts of higher vibrational energies, your physical body is having to adapt to the shift that is occurring. What we are seeing and sensing is that the energy does not flow through you as easily or as gently as it could be. So this opportunity that it has given you through this falling as you say is a means of allowing you to focus your attention on flowing the energy through you, of more consciously connecting with the universe. We know that you have the various Reiki attunements, practice using those. We also have a sense that this is giving you an opportunity to truly work with getting in touch with hearing, feeling, and understanding whatever the energy has to say to you. You have been seeking to have this awareness, you have been seeking to be more open. Now is your opportunity to listen to the voice within or the voice from above, how so ever you wish to perceive it. We don?t sense there is any thing wrong with would require surgery, braces, a cast, anything like that. We sense that there is a definite physical ramification but that through your energy work you can flow the energy through your body more easily. The greater the flow of energy and some gentle massage etc. will also assist in shifting the energies in your physical body. [She spoke further saying that was her concern that she would need to see a doctor.] We do not sense that there is anything severely impaired. Shelly is of course telling us to put forth this disclaimer: if you need to go to your medical doctor, by all means go there immediately! So says the nurse in Shelly! Indeed what I am seeing from this perception is that it is important for you to take this opportunity to work with this energetically and the redness, the black and blue, etc that you are feeling; elevate the area, flow the energy, use gentle massage and see if that doesn?t create an improvement. I concur with what Shelly says, if you need to go the doctor, by all means do so. [The person stated she wanted to ask more but couldn?t remember what it was.] The answers are within so if there is more that you need to know, allow yourself to open and you will have your answer.

Question: <paraphrased> I have been waiting for a check from the Army which is late getting to me. Do you see if it is lost or if there is some action I should take?

Answer: Our sense about this is that you should go ahead and take some action. Whatever action you deem necessary as you know more of the particulars on the earth plane. We do have a sense that either the address was written down wrong on the original check or that some glitch has occurred. There is a chance it will still find you but we sense a slow and circuitous route. You should go ahead and take some means or action. We do see money around you, we do see an income which coming to you. So do take whatever action you deem necessary. [The person spoke at greater length.] On a spiritual level of opening to receive anything that is of a benefit to you or good for you that is something that you are working on in this whole process of opening up to your divinity. It is about acceptance, you can choose to accept within your life or you can choose to have a belief system that you must struggle your whole life and you will then receive a certain benefit from it. That is what we are tapping into within you. Indeed this is something you have been working on, we sense it is something that is shifting and you are opening up, you are receiving. Then it?s as if you are on the flow or the rollercoaster, however you wish to think of it; you fall back into self doubt and the times when it seems to be holding you back. Our sense is that you have really done so much clearing within this. Part is the human reaction, the human falling back into these old systems as apposed to a spiritual blockage that you might have. So we ask you to then work with your human aspect. Work with the part that is analytical, that you show to the world, that she may open up and accept all of the work that you have done that she may allow for a greater blending or communion with your divinity if you wish to call it that. What you have been doing has been very effective; it is working on many levels. But it is that human aspect of you, the ego, the personality; that is resistant. You keep wearing it down and wearing it down and it absorbs and trusts and believes, but it has that very ingrained defense mechanism that keeps coming back to the surface. Anytime that happens, just love it; just re-affirm you love it, you are divine, and that you are worthy. Worthiness is another word that is coming up for us at this time. Indeed you know you are worthy from within this space, so allow your humanity; your human expression to know that you are worthy also.

Question: <paraphrased> Just today in meditation I was given another part of my name. It is actually the middle part as I had the first and last, but I wanted to see what you thought of this.

Answer: Alright, can you tell us the name that you are speaking of? [She responded back that the name is Rainbow Medicine Woman.] Our sense is that you know exactly what this name means to you and this is but confirming for you what you have been seeking to bring into yourself. The medicine woman for you is a multi level experience. Medicine woman means the energy work, the energy healing that you are learning about, that you are seeking to move into. Medicine woman, we have a sense of seeing you in a more traditional type of healing modality. Medicine woman is about speaking words of healing just in your casual conversation with people. Medicine woman is an expression of many past life times you have had, now being manifested in your current lifetime. So this actually has many many different potentials for you. It has many different links with other experiences and all of this is coming together to allow you to be in your full potential for yourself. In that which is your strongest in that which brings your greatest amount of joy, love, peace, whatever you are seeking within your life. Does that make sense to you? [She answered yes!] You are welcome. enjoy this time of exploring with it. Enjoy this time of getting in touch with all these various potentials that you have had and that you are currently creating to allow yourself to move into. Alright, you are welcome. Is there another?

Question: <paraphrased> I?ve talked with you before about an old boyfriend of mine. It seems as if we can?t come to terms we are always on again off again. Can you tell me anything more about this?

Answer: Our sense at this point is that that is a relationship which is best let go for the time being. Our sense is that perhaps several months down the road perhaps you will re-connect with him and there will be communication. But it?s almost as if you each need to have your own space, you each need to have gone your separate ways. There was a carry over of energies as you?ve been moving forward; the link with him was remaining back in an energy that you were moving away from. So the energy was holding you back. That came across to him as feeling pressure, as if you were holding him back. SO you both sensed it in a similar way even though it was from a different perspective. Our sense is to enjoy this time when you are by yourself. We said to you before that there is more than just him as a potential in terms of relationships with men. So the more that you can release this individual; let him go and that relationship taking from it all that was of benefit to you then the more open you are to receive a new relationship coming into your life. You are welcome.

Question: <paraphrased> Just a couple days ago I had to put down one of my horses. Even though she was old, this was really hard for me. Is there anything you can tell me? Is she ok?

Answer: First of all beloved, allow myself to come to you and enfold you in my arms. We can feel your pain. We can feel the sorrow that is not only yours but your family as well. All who are present within this group send their love to you also. Know that you are supported that you are not alone in this loss. It doesn?t matter if it is one of your animals or pets. There is still a deep bond and deep connection you feel with this horse and with this decision you had to make. So saying, we connect with the energy of Blue [the name of the horse] and we can feel her; that she was old or a sense of bones and muscles, etc just being tired and achy. We sense that she had developed an illness. Is that correct? She answered yes. Actually at the time that you made the decision to put her down, that is actually what was in her best interest. She felt that she was able to all that she needed to do. She was a very integral part of you in particular and her energies assisted you in transforming and transmuting many things that you?ve gone through in your lifetime. In addition you have always been a great support to her and she feels your love for her. Therefore, the sense that we?re getting of her is that she was achy, she was in pain, and there is now a sense of peace. There is a group consciousness that goes with the horse or horses in general. She?s moved back in to that group consciousness but she was fully enough knowing that you had the intention of speaking up and asking for this communication. After this she will fully release you and asks that you release her too. She knows that you keep her in memory we just have a sense of seeing this horse with a broad smile on her face, if you can imagine, telling us that she is fine, she is no longer in pain, that she?s happy to have spent the years with you but she?s ready to be where she is right now. You are welcome. Beloved we use this as an example. We will share with you and with all other humans; it doesn?t matter what your pet is, be it a snake, as one individual had, to a horse, to a dog, a llama, there are many many animals that are around you the humans. They are there in conjunction with you and out of honor for you. They feel how you honor them as well. So open up to the connection as a potential to you. Each of you have the ability to receive communication. Many of you do, you just don?t have the words or the specifics that this channel may bring through. But you are all in a position to communicate with your animals. We thank you for bringing that up and again we send you our love. You are welcome.

Question: <paraphrased> I have an interview for job in the morning and I?m wondering if you have any insights for me? Is this something that will be in my best interest if I get it?

Answer: We see the interview itself as going very well. We see you connecting with the people you will be speaking with; we see a rapport that develops almost instantly. We see a very strong light or energy around this so our sense is that?? we actually see at least two interviews or possibly three. But we do see a lot of light around this. There is a very good chance this will manifest for you. We also sense that this is something you are doing because it is a means for income, it?s job and that you have an interest in and are excited but there is another aspect of you that is holding back because you are somewhat seeking to have something you perceive as more fulfilling in your life. Does that make sense to you? [She affirmed yes.] What we wish for you to do at this time because we are being shown this is that we are also bringing this to your awareness. It is important for you to be aware that you can be dong things are meaningful that are important or have an impact on yourself or others simply from having your presence be in that space. You will then perhaps have relationships with people, whatever it may be. It may or may not be in your work place that that occurs; this aspect that we are seeking. If you allow yourself to absorb it and realize that there is a great deal you can get from this, from working with these people, from being a light and an energy just by being present in that location. We have a sense that you will receive more from it than just a job that will bring you and income. We wish you well on the interview and know that no matter how you choose to manifest this that it will be what is in your best interest.

Alright beloved family, as always this time together seems to fly by; in many different perceptions or levels. I am always present and available for you. I encourage each of you to connect with me anytime you so desire. I feel such love and joy whenever we come together as family. I always honor and support all that each of you are doing.

I am with you and within you.

Ansaluia