Connecting the Purest Essence of Love, YOU!

Nama Sika, Venia Benya I AM the one, I AM the whole

I greet you my beloved family! I am here at this time in which there is such joy and transformation upon the earth. There is a great deal that is going on within each one of you just as there is a great deal going on in the communities in which you live. This time upon the earth is oftentimes frantic. It is filled with energy, filled with people doing more than they normally do and that energy perfuses all who are within the community and all that is around you. You may be one of those individuals moving at this breakneck speed. Allow yourself to breathe in and feel the peace and tranquility that I bring to you. I do this for you while you are still well grounded within your physical body that you may breathe in and anchor within your physical body the peace, the love, the joy that I have for you.

Allow yourself to now release your consciousness, letting it move out from your body that you may expand and move into that energy of the magnetic grid. As you encounter this grid work, it is as if you are connecting with a greater amount of your own divinity. Through this divinity, you may see who else is around you or what impulses are moving through this area.

As you are ready to do so, have a sense of shifting and moving into the interlocking grid work that you may move through and into the crystalline grid. This grid is a place that is holding the crystalline energies. It is assisting you on your personal journey; it is assisting the world by allowing this transformation or supporting this transformation that is taking place. When you are within this grid work, you feel the release of the density. You feel as if you are taking on a greater lightness.

Call forth the column of light. See this column as it comes to you or as you move into it. Allow yourself to shift your consciousness and energy that you will be able to move between the dimensions, between the shifts in consciousness; and you emerge upon the soul plane. Each time you arrive in this space, you feel your consciousness expanding further and further. It is as if you are stretching, pushing the limits, allowing yourself to move and expand even further than you had originally. I come into this space and begin to move amongst you. You may see or sense me as a sparkling or iridescent light; I take on form that you may associate with me. As I am moving in between each one of you, I touch or acknowledge that you have come to be a part of this journey. Open your awareness that you may take in the perception of all the other energies who are here upon this journey even though they may not be fully conscious within the room with you. As you open up your awareness, you may see other energies, you may see individuals, flickers of light; there are many different ways to perceive these energies. I now reach forth to embrace each one of you. As I do so, I am blending my energies with yours.

As this blending takes place you find yourself expanding, shifting into the space of the All That Is. From within this space, allow your awareness to connect with these energies of light who are here for you. You take in and expand your awareness to acknowledge who is here for you. Allow yourself to have a sense of looking inside of who you are in your soul's essence; that you may reconnect with that particle of light, that particle of energy which was you in your source, as you became a soul essence. We reconnect with this aspect of who you are at this time so that you may delve further into what this energy means to you. As soul energy, you are filled with light. You are in a place of infinite love. Open to feel and acknowledge what this love is to you. Become aware of how much your soul is the pure essence of love. Therefore, become aware of how much your soul loves who you are, where you are. There is an infinite beauty that is simply intrinsic within this energy. Open your awareness that your consciousness may be only love. Observe the way your perception is shifting. Observe the way that you are opening and taking on greater and greater amounts of information.

As that particle of a cell begins to grow and expand you have a sense of taking on color, tones, and vibrations. Become each aspect of your soul. Become the actual color which emanates from within your soul's energy. Become the tones or the music that is your soul. Become the texture and depth that resonates. Now, open your awareness that you may be all of these aspects of who you are at the same time. It may blend and become one consciousness, or you may realize that you are taking on so much information and knowledge.

I am now going to once again give each of you a greater amount of my light that it will amplify all of who you are. As I do so, it is as if a star is exploding within the universe! You become the universe! You blend with each other. You blend with the vibrations of the stars. From within this immenseness, you are who you are. And that is glorious and bright! You realize as much as you are who you are; unique, special, and separate, you are also complete, whole, blended and combined. There is a great deal that is being transmitted through and into each one of you at this time. You each have a sense of swirling and expanding, contracting, moving in what ever direction you feel pulled to do so.

Through all of this you have such a sense of peace, contentment, joy, and love. It was important for you to each expand out in such an immense way. This was your experience of yourself as God, Goddess, All That Is. You know when you is in this space that there is no separation. You know that there is a linking of all souls and divinity. Take that in, and incorporate it throughout all of your being.

I ask you now to gather as a group of energies and light. There is a place where you go, it can be where you meet as a group, but I wish to gather you together because Yeshua is here and has been asking to speak with you at this time. You have a sense of coming together as a group. It may be as if you are in an auditorium, it may be as if you are suspended within a state of peace and love. People will have different perceptions of this gathering place because you are each observing it from within which ever dimension you most resonate.

He <Yeshua> is going to is a speaking through out multiple dimensions. You will be perceiving throughout multiple dimensions and that will be made clear to you in a moment. We have a sense of Yeshua coming forth to be within your midst, and I step aside allowing him to speak.......

I greet you my brothers and sisters! I send for my heart to yours the love that I feel for each of you this time upon the earth represents the time of my birth. It has shifted and changed in many different ways over the years, but I appreciate this opportunity to come forth and be able to speak with each one of you. I too was with you upon this journey in which you expanded and became the pure essence of love. You became your core essence, as I became mine. It was important for you to be in this space, to feel what this is like at this time within the universe.

From here, I take you back with me upon a journey as I too became a part of the earth. I was bringing forth a light, <on this side of the veil> there were so many around me who were of the same vibration as me. I was the one who was asked to be the representative, and I took this up with joy and love in my heart. The energies of the earth at the time in which I came to be, in my last incarnation upon the earth, were very dense as you well aware. I brought in a light and an energy that caused a permanent shift upon the earth. I could not do this by myself. The people of the earth were ready for this. Many had prepared for it, just as you have prepared at this time. Those who walked with me and around me were also a part of this light that we were bringing in and sharing, anchoring upon the earth. Feel what that was like for us as we attempted to move through the denseness that was here. Yes indeed, many of you were with me and you are tapping into your soul's memory of that experience. If not, you may have a sense of observing, or taking on, or feeling for the moment, what we felt. Oh, to be in this energy of love is a beauty that is filled with light and delight!

As we move through my life upon the earth, you can see how things shifted and changed, especially the energy. Again it was due to what we did as we walked upon the path. I was but the gatekeeper, I opened the gate, I walked through it, and others walked with me. I thank you for taking this opportunity to connect with that life experience.

Shift your awareness; we will go now to Lemuria. When the people first came, those who were consider the extraterrestrials, earth was a beautiful place filled within energy and a light that is very different than any other place within the universe. Again, there were those of you who came and brought this shift in energy as a result of your presence upon the earth.

Shift to the time of Atlantis. In some ways there was a greater lightness, in other ways there was the beginning of the density which was being brought into the earth as a result of humanities experiences. Many of you were also a part of Atlantis in one form or another. After this experience was when the earth became very dense indeed.

We move into the times of the Egyptians, which so many of you resonate with. Again, there were times in which people and energies brought light that shifted the awareness, that shifted the knowledge of what people could do and how they could evolve.

We are but tapping into some of the instances that time which you considered the Renaissance, when there was the resurgence of light which was brought forth by so many the explorers, the painters, so much shifted at that time.

As you are moving forward and taking note of all these periods within the experiences of the earth, you can see how everything built upon the previous. Come into what you consider your modern times. See what an infinite, bright, lightness is pervading the earth. Know that you are a part of what is bringing this about. There are many things at this time which feel as if we are bringing to a close or to fruition that which I started which is why I asked of this opportunity to speak and take you upon this short journey.

There are those who question if I walk the earth at this time. Indeed I do. I walk within each one of you. I may manifest myself for short periods of time, but I am very present upon the earth. During this time of hectic ness, allow me to assist in shifting the energies for all who honor me at this time of the year. I ask each of you to hold the energies that will assist me in doing this. I feel your openness and your awareness; it brings such a surge of love up and through me.

I thank you for being who you are! I thank you for all that you do upon the earth! I appreciate and understand how everything has evolved, and I feel a love and acceptance for all who are upon the earth at this time. I thank you for this opportunity of being able to speak with you. I am always here for you if ever you seek to call upon me. Become aware of how I am within you as you look out upon the world. If you feel stressed, tired, frazzled allow me to embrace you.

With that, I will return you to the Goddess.

Ansaluia

(The Goddess once again speaks through the channel.)

My beloved family! Our beautiful Yeshua! He is an energy that grows stronger just as each of you are growing stronger all the time. I hope that you are able to truly understand just how you have impacted the world. Just as you have the impacted the earth, so too you have impacted the universe. Allow yourself the trust, the understanding, and the peace that is an aspect of this. Just as Yeshua is there with you, so too am I; so too is God. We are one; we are the whole!

Call forth the hologram of the earth, allowing it to materialize within your midst. As you do so, become aware of seeing the radiance that is emanating from within this hologram. From this journey you took with Yeshua, it was already activating and igniting these aspects. Therefore as this comes into the midst of who you are, send forth and blend your love, your awareness, that you may be a direct aspect of this energy.

Our beloved Lady Gaia comes forth. She is radiant and connects with each one of you individually to embrace and thank-you for all that you are doing. Once she has completely connected with each of you, you have a sense of seeing her return to the center of this hologram. You then create a column of light or pathway that allows for the hologram to return to the space of your physical earth. It moves through the crystalline and the magnetic grid work. There is an aspect that diffuses around the earth through the magnetics. But the core of this energy moves directly down and into the center of your physical earth. It then perfuses and moves out from the center coming up through each particle of grass, trees, each rock, and the oceans. The energy that you created, that purity of love is moving through and shifting the energies of the earth. You will feel this as you move through your days.

Allow yourself to shift your awareness now that you may send this energy of love, this awareness of self out into the Omniverse. As it moves into the Omniverse, you have a sense of connecting with aspects of yourself which are in place out there. You may also be connecting with the runners or the energies of light that work with you. You are very aware of how the energy of love affects who you are, your world, your universe, the galaxy, or the Omniverse. There is nothing which is left unaffected when you are in the space of love.

Allow yourself to shift now, that you may begin to return to the space of the soul plane. This is a means of beginning to bring you back more fully within your body. This is a means of allowing that expansion of love, the knowledge of love, to become more fully blended within your soul's aspect, your soul?s presence. You can observe and see or sense the ways in which this space is shifting to accommodate you. Allow yourself to create a hologram that represents who you are in the physical plane. As you are looking at this hologram of which you are, love and accept all that is your physical being. Know that as you embrace this hologram, you are shifting this higher vibrational energy into your physical body. This hologram becomes a part of your energy field and assists in shifting your physical. It will be or is in the space of perfect health, radiance, and vitality.

As you are ready to do so, call forth the column of light. Allow yourself to shift and move through the column that you may move into the space of the crystalline grid. Within this grid work you become aware of how the energies you worked with and connected with this evening are so fully aligned. Allow yourself to more fully incorporate anything that needs to be incorporated within your awareness.

As you are ready to do so, move through the interlocking grid that you may be in the space of the magnetic grid. Within the energy of the magnetic grid work, you are once again aligning yourself with the magnetic pull of the earth, the density of the earth. But here at this time, become aware of how that density has shifted and evolved as a result of this journey. This is much closer to who you are as you walk upon the earth. It is perfused and blended fully with these energies of love.

Alright, allow yourself to begin to ground, coming more fully back into your physical presence. Feel the way in which your physical has expanded to take on this greater amount of consciousness which is you. Allow yourself to come fully back within the conference room. You may press the four upon your telephone, if you have any questions for me I am open to receive.

Question: <paraphrased> Dear Goddess, I'd like to thank you for this amazing journey! The energies were so light and so full of vibrant energy. Mummy, I wanted to say that as you know, I am always thinking, considering and analyzing what is happening with me and to those around me. I'm wondering if you have any insights about the way in which I can blend more fully my mental ability and my soul expression.

Answer: Hello Pauli! <he asked how the Goddess was doing>. Wondrous, how are you? Well beloved, that is always an accomplishment when that happens! <this was in response to his talk of the journey we just completed> Thank you beloved for that comment about the channel; it was pure, pure energy. Alright Beloved, this has indeed been something with which you have worked for a long period of time. If you look back over your lifetime, you will have a sense of realizing how it has evolvement, shifted and changed with time. You are much less in your head than what you used to be. We can certainly appreciate where you are going with this. As for the download, did you received a download? Absolutely you did! It was given to you energetically and there was so much energy and vibration moving through you that you did not discern it as different from anything else. Yes, the download was given to you at your request. Now, as to what you can do on a daily basis, this is such a human trait for people to be in their head. Especially when there's a lot going on, or if they have to be analytical with their job or in their daily life, or perhaps just their personality has that tendency to be analytical. You may find yourself in that space of being in your head and you realize you need to get out of your head and back into your heart, as you so spoke. What we encourage you to do, is to have a sense of pausing for just an instant, or moment, and breathing in as if there is a bridge linking the two of them; the mind and the heart. We are being shown this as what you are asking us for. Allow this bridge to blend and become one, so that what is happening is that within your mental, analytical self, you are breathing in light and blending with your soul, so that there is only one. What you will find as you do this exercise is that there will be subtle shifts and changes that will occur in your thinking pattern or in the way that that you speak to other people. Does that make sense to you? You are already doing this, but rather than doing it halfway, you would have a sense of connecting and bringing the two together, you would then begin to wonder did I bring it together enough? Is this where I need to be? In this way you were shifting back into the analytical. Instead of having a sense of creating a bridge, linking the two, blending them as one, and making it complete. It's that sense of making it complete which will allow you to release the mental more readily. Alright Beloved, we thank you for that question, for indeed we know there are many, many individuals who in the same place. You are welcome.

Question: <paraphrased> Hello Goddess! Can you tell me what I can expect for 2005? In which direction it's best for me to move?

Answer: This year for you, that you have just moved through, has been a year of a great deal of dramatic changes. Do you agree beloved? <she acknowledged yes> Much of the changes that have occurred have been a bit of a sorting out you might say. You have looked at your life, you have realized 'this is what I want to keep', 'this is what I want to release', and there has been a great deal of release. We honor you for all that you have let go. So at this time, you have a sense or almost a feeling of, how to speak, not the wanderer per se, but there is almost a hollowness within you. You are asking, what is me, what is not me; you want to know when is enough, enough? So there is a little bit of confusion that is coming through. What we wish to encourage you to do is to take this time of this month you are within; as you are moving into the winter solstice, allow yourself to take the opportunity to acknowledge what you have let go of and acknowledge that you have been creating the space within yourself for taking in new and different energies. With that will come to you new and different opportunities. Therefore, when you move past the winter solstice and into the next year as you are asking for, you have actually created the intention to for yourself. Now, this year has been a year of introspection. This next year will be a time of connecting with other people. You will find yourself in service to others, you have come up with many different ideas of ways in which you will enjoy working with people. While the healer may not be the thing which is at the forefront with you, you realize that you are bringing a healing energy with you when ever you encounter people. We see you doing something in which you go from place to place, rather than sitting in an office or working in an office. We have a sense of seeing you going from business to business, or house-to-house, doing something in which to go in and assist people; then you have a sense of stepping back. What you are realizing is that the opportunities that come to you are reinforcing what you have let go of and have been releasing so that you are creating this new space. We also have a sense of seeing you traveling more, going to places which might be potentials for where you may choose to live. It may also just be a matter of going to these places just for the enjoyment of being in a new and different place. So there is a great deal that will be happening in the year to come. The majority of the releasing and letting go has been done, this next year will be much more a matter of incorporating and being in the space of who you are. Does that make sense to you? <She acknowledged yes and asked for clarification.> We don't see you talking to groups of people, is more one on one encounters, or small group encounters. There is not a lot that is real specific because we see a line here, a line there, a line here, a line their. It is almost like we see a hundred different potentials moving out from you but the sense is that one on one or small groups is what you will be moving into. Alright Beloved thank you.

Question: <paraphrased> I?m wondering if you can tell me anything about my relationship with my fiancé? Lately I've been feeling such depression and almost sick to my stomach at times. I'm doing my best to make this work and I'm focusing my attention on this relationship.

Answer: Well beloved, we say to you with a pure love and our heart, knowing that this heart is connected to you; that perhaps it is time to let this relationship go. We know that this is not necessarily what you wish to hear, but this relationship has been important for many different reasons. You have been stepping forth onto a new pathway, you have been evolving, and your fiancée as we connect with him, he is a bright light, he is vibrant, and he has a lot of potential to move in a similar direction to you. But what we sense within him at this time, is that your pathways rather than merging together, are moving in different directions. As if there are different ideals that each of you are moving into at this time. When you speak of feeling depression around him, when you speak of feeling that you want to let go of that feeling or you want to let go, or that you feel selfish if you do that; well this is your body, this is your higher self speaking to you and giving you hints that you do not wish to hear. I say this with all gentleness and love to you. Of course, you have the free will to make choices and if you choose to make remain in this relationship, there are those aspects which remain at a benefit to the two of you. But the overriding energy that we're sensing, it is that it may be time for you to consider other options. <she continued to speak asking about them having children, she was told they would have children together> As we said, he is a bright light. He does have a lot of very strong qualities and this is what has attracted you to him in the past. But when we connect with you and we connect with these energies and the depression that you speak of, it is multifaceted as you are very well aware. You have been trying to create a space and make yourself conform within that space because you think this is the "right" thing for you to do. In doing so, you have separated yourself from your inner knowledge, from your inner speaking to yourself. That is what is accentuating the feeling of depression within yourself. What we would encourage you to do is to allow yourself to truly expand and breathe in as with your journey this evening. When you were in the space of pure love and energy with in yourself, from with in that space and energy, you can enfold the sadness, the pain, the sorrow that you have had with you for so long. But you need to have a sense of being able to reconnect and allow this to grow within yourself. No one else outside of you can do this, it is something only you can do. If at that point, you choose to remain with this individual, you will have a whole new perception and therefore what will be the energy around a relationship will have shifted and it will become a completely new situation. You are welcome beloved. We send you our embrace, and we encourage you especially in this week when you are close to the energies of this journey to reconnect with this energy and allow it to continue to work with you throughout this coming week. Alright Beloved.

Question: <paraphrased> I met someone this fall that I knew was exactly who I was looking for. I knew that we were going to be a really strong couple. It just really felt right to me, then it all fell apart. I'm wondering if you have any insights for me?

Answer: When we connect with you and you ask about releasing the pain the you are still feeling, and allowing yourself to move forward, we have a sense of a couple of things going on here. You and this individual that you spoke of have had many different experiences in many different lifetimes. There is a deep connection to one another. That is why there is such joy and excitement for the time in which your paths aligned for the time in which it did. Where you are now and where he is now are moving in two different directions. The sense of sadness, or the sense of being unable to release is because of that history that you have had together. Not necessarily a history in this lifetime, but history and other lifetimes. That is why you are still feeling that pull. Does that make sense to you? <the person acknowledged yes> Allow yourself this time to mourn. Allow yourself this time to revisit whatever you have had in this lifetime. It is when you try to force yourself to move in the direction to quickly or you do not honor yourself and embrace the energies; that is when it becomes more of a challenge for you to let go. Give yourself a chance to embrace the emotions, embrace the sadness that this is not working in the way in which you thought it would, and be in the space of reconnecting within yourself to that love; honoring and loving yourself. From there you will be able to feel a greater amount of acceptance and you will find that dynamic energy that is so vital within you will come back much more to the forefront. All right beloved? <the person was asking about finding a new job>

We have a sense of seeing you in a place this, somewhat of a downtown situation. Yet there is an older feel to it, as if the building itself is old or the architecture is styled like an older architecture. So it gives it a feeling of quaintness. We have a sense of seeing you walk into a building that is perhaps a clothing store or some sort of ..... there is a large amount of glass across the front and an arch to the doorway, a curved archway so that when you open the door the top of the door is curved. We see you opening that door and walking in and it not is not that you will be in sales per say but we have a sense of seeing you working in this place, in perhaps marketing or something that is a means of communication. You will be assisting in bringing whatever this business is out to other individuals. You are in part choosing what is the merchandise within the store, you are figuring out how to present it to other individuals, in a way that will draw them in. Does that make sense to you at all? <she continued to talk and ask questions> We have a sense that this is what is being shown to us as your strongest path at this time. When we look behind that at the energy of what is going to be stronger for you, or what will energize you, it is that feeling of the connection with other people, the communication with other people, being creative in your own right to, and we do see you working with textures and merchandise. Alright Beloved, so too with you and we send our embrace. Allow was to embrace you, support and nurture you as you go on this. Take me with you as you go looking for this building. See if I can't assist you in choosing what roads to walk down. I always like to do that, there other angels who are better at that than me because my energy is somewhat more distant from the earth, but still I would enjoy coming with you for this endeavor. Alright Beloved, thank you. Is there anybody else?

Question: <paraphrased> I am having to take care of my mother again. This is always very difficult for me and in part I feel bad because I don't think she has much time upon the earth. But she needs help for awhile and I know she can't help it, but I'm feeling very tired, drained, impatient, and angry. Do you have any insights for me?

Answer: Alright, what we're being shown with this opportunity, is that it is coming to you at this time because you and she have both been on a spiral of evolution in your relationship with each other. There have been as you said other instances in which you have been the caretaker for her, we have this sense of you coming in and dealing, the burden of it, trauma is not necessarily the right word, but just that it does add an extra burden our experience for you to have during your day or your week. You have each been moving and evolving in such a way that you are being given this opportunity that you may again as with the other individuals, tap into this feeling of love. Tap into this energy that is your core essence. Have a sense of allowing that to move through your body, moving through and energizing you we have a sense of feeling an attachment for an energetic denseness that is around you or a part of you. Whether it is due to your experiences during your day, your experiences with your mother, we?re not sure what it is. This is what is assisting in pulling you down and holding you this space of depression. It is important for you to have a sense of cleansing your energy field. Have a sense of cleansing your home if you wish to do so, but it is important for you to go inside of yourself and find a balance then you can do this to the cleansing work that will relieve some of this darkness of this density that we feel hanging over you. That in turn will give you greater amounts of patience to have with your mother. Our sense with her is that she is opening to the process of transition, that is not to say she's going to go this weak or even this month. She has been upon the earth and has had many different challenges, experiences, and now she is beginning to move and said the space in which she is beginning to say 'okay I am ready to let go'. This is giving you the opportunity for both of you to begin to move in this direction. You need to first of all for yourself, cleanse your energy fields, breathing the love and the balance and this in turn will shift to greater patience with her. And Alright Beloved? <she is feeling very emotional. She states she's feeling selfish if she wants time alone or with her husband"> You are not being selfish beloved, that is actually an aspect of yourself that this saying okay I need to take care of me too. Selfish is a word that has so many negative connotations to humans. We prefer the idea of self-help. Help yourself first so that you have a greater amount of energy to be sharing with her. We can hear the tears in your voice when you speak of her transitioning. Release that, release and let it go; because she feels great love for you. She is so thrilled and honored to have you as your her daughter. When she transitions, it's not going to be through it's going to be smooth and comfortable because she is taking this time and you are setting up the energetic guides so that the process will move smoothly and gently for her. As you release the attachment that you have, that you are being selfish, perhaps it was the energetic attachment that we were feeding. Allow yourself to simply accept that at this time you need the medication. Allow it to simply accept that yes you get impatient, and that is fine, it is what it is. As soon as you begin to feel that and breathe in the support that you have from us and the universe. Accept for your mother that when she does go it is going to be a simple or easy transition for her.

At this time, we will need to call this evening to an end. I am always thankful and enjoy this opportunity that I have to be with each of you. I am always with you, I am available to you and you may call upon me. I hope that you do. Yeshua joins me at this time and he is here with you during this time of his energy coming to the earth plane, or the remembrance of that! And so with that, we will withdraw.

We are with you, we are within you.

Ansaluia