Choosing Your Life & the Tools for Clarity

Nama Sika; Venia Benya.  I am the One; I am the Whole.

I greet you Beloved Family.  I feel such joy whenever everybody comes together as a group.  This is your time for yourself.  This is your time to be in the presence of others that are of a like mind with you. 

More and more individuals are choosing to become conscious of their lives. They are choosing to understand more of what is happening around them. They are choosing to understand how they themselves impact and affect their own lives. 

As this is happening, it creates an energy, or a cohesive group, or an expansion and that is what is drawing everyone together for these teleconferences or anytime that groups of people come together as a whole.

There are more and more people choosing consciousness.  Each of you is here because you choose consciousness.  And when I speak of that, I speak of the ways in which you are conscious within your life.  Think about your daily life.  You make choices throughout your day.  You can choose to be angry.  You can choose to find peace.  You can choose to be rushed.  You can choose to take your time.  You can choose to have confrontations, or you can choose to see things from a new perspective.

This is a part of the consciousness.  Consciousness is more than just your thoughts.  It's what you feel within your body.   It is a physical, mental, emotional and spiritual connection and communication within all levels of who you are.  That is something that can be very simple, or it can be something that is complicated and requires layer upon layer or level upon level.  To a degree, it's how you choose to work through it.

But as I speak of it in this manner, understanding how consciousness is affecting so much just in each one of you as an individual, and then you take that a step out and look at your community, at the collective consciousness of the earth, at the collective consciousness of the universe and going beyond and beyond and beyond.

In that regard, I would like each of you to take this opportunity and truly honor yourself.  Honor that you have chosen this to be a part of your life.  Honor the fact that you are a seeker.  You seek to understand.  You seek greater information.  You seek to be in a place of bliss as you live your life.

Allow all of that to just flow through you in this moment as we share time right here on the earth plane.  With these journeys, part of why you seek to have the journey, is so that you may experience the non-physical in whatever form that may be.  The more that you are aware and conscious as you are in this human space that is you, the easier there will be a flow that will allow for what you create in the higher vibration to be a part of your creation in your daily life. 

I feel such love pouring through me at this moment.  Our group continues to grow and grow, not only in the physical numbers, but also through the consciousness of the world.  Feel that you are a part of this group. You are not alone.  Everything you are doing for yourself is assisting others.  Therefore, allow yourself to be assisted by the work that others are doing.  Everyone is interrelated and it's all about your choice. 

With that, I invite you to let your consciousness expand in such a way that you merge with the energies of the magnetic grid.  You release the confinement of your physical body.   As you merge within this grid work, you immediately link with the energies of your higher self. 

Feel how comfortable you are to be within this space.  Look around you.  This is a set of patterns. This is a very organized space.  And while it may be complex and it may seem as if impulses of thought, light, intention go in every direction, it is very well organized. 

Let yourself look around for just a moment.  Consider what is here.  Consider the other people that are in the same balance or alignment as you.  Some you may recognize.  Others may be a reflection back to allow you to see who you are within this space. 

I invite you to shift your focus, allowing yourself to move through the interlocking grid so that you may connect with the crystalline grid.  You leave behind the magnetic pull of the earth.  As you move into this space, take a moment to let your consciousness look around.  Allow yourself to focus so that you may see all that is here. 

I invite you to take this opportunity to truly see the dimensions, or the shifts in consciousness that is within this grid.  It does not have the same pathways, and it does not reflect impulse in the same way that the magnetic grid does. But there is a cohesive energy.  There is a means of working together one aspect with another. 

For those of you who have been following these journeys from the very beginning, you may remember that the crystalline grid seemed somewhat small, scattered crystals here and there.  But now, as you look at it, it's expanded as far as the eye can see.  This is one reflection of what is occurring upon the earth.  It is due to that shifting of conscious awareness and you are a part of that. 

As you look to one aspect of the crystalline grid, as it merges with the magnetic grid, it simulates those pathways.  As you look at another aspect of the crystalline grid, you become more aware that it's even more abstract and a fine, lighter vibration; and, of course, everything in between.  With the earth shifting into the fourth dimension, much more of what is available within this space is more readily available to those who walk upon the earth and as they move through their daily life.

I invite you in your daily life to look for this; to see if you can find it and allow it to support you as you are moving through your day. 

From here, you may call forth a column of light or you may shift.  If you move through the column allow yourself to shift your perception, shift your awareness, until you emerge in the soul plane.  When you arrive in the soul plane, you are able to connect with your I Am Presence.  This presence is you; this is your divinity.  This is the sum total of your life experiences in addition to everything else that just makes up who you are as a divine presence.

Feel what this is.  Know that you are even greater, even more immense, have an even finer line of vibration than you have perceived in the past.

I, the Goddess, come into this space.  I make my presence known as I embrace every person who is here.   I see you for who you are.  I love you as you are.  You never have to prove anything. I only encourage you to be.  As I embrace you, you may find that you shift into the space of the All That Is.  As you move into this dimension what you find is that the vibrations, or the energies, are even finer and lighter than what they were in the soul plane.

Look around you.  There are many angels and guides who choose to come and participate in this aspect.  Some of you may be in the process of working through something in your life.  If so, let yourself reach out to connect with whomever that guide may be. 

I invite you to take this opportunity and let yourself take stock of what you perceive.  Many of these journeys have been to assist you in finding more information about yourself. It has perhaps been about recognizing what gifts you have.  The most recent channel utilized the crystals as a means of assisting you to open or to have greater clarity in your perceptions.  I would like to take that a step further.

I invite you to just take this moment and consider the human that you are in this life.  I ask you when you seek to expand your consciousness, many do it through breathing; others are constantly in a state of expansion; others have a sense that nothing happens.  But I would like to say to you that everyone has the ability to perceive.

Just as each of you are born to be human; to breathe air; to have blood flowing through your veins; to have muscles; to have skin, so, too, you have sensitivity. You have the main senses that you've been taught all these many years. You gather information, and for the most part much of this is unconsciously done.  

Take this moment and I ask you in this place of expansion consider what it is to look around.  As you look around you let your senses open to what you may see.  There is so much within this space of the All That Is.       

If you feel a resistance, acknowledge that resistance for whatever it may be, and then choose to let it go.  You can take in that breath, and as you breathe out, release the resistance.  And then take another breath in and once more look around you.

Even though you are looking with your eyes, you may be feeling what the response is. For example, as you are looking with your eyes, you may see images, colors, patterns, geometry.  You may see any number of things: people, angels, guides.  It can also be that you are looking with your eyes and you see nothing, but yet you're feeling warmth that individuals are there, that there are certain colors around you.  So my point with all of this is that you are receiving information.  What needs to occur is for you to understand what that information is that you are receiving. 

So many of you have been very, very sensitive your whole life. You may have been told by individuals over and over, "You are too sensitive.  Don't be so sensitive."  Therefore, you may have shut down aspects of that. In truth, yes, you are very sensitive. Is it too sensitive?   Only you may choose.  This sensitivity is another way for you to receive information.                   

Close your eyes; take in that breath and just feel what is here around you.  If you feel blank, then allow it to be blank.  If you feel resistance, breathe in and release the resistance. 

This is an opportunity for you to be as sensitive as possible.  In my perception, the more sensitive you are, the better you are.  The easier it is for you to receive.  If there is perhaps an old belief system hanging around you that limits your sensitivity, I invite you to release it.  Simply let it go. 

Many people receive information through feeling.  You may feel through your hands, your fingers, or you may feel with your heart.  I invite you to take a breath in and let yourself simply feel. 

Sometimes, if you find that you become very analytical that, too, will keep things from flowing as easily as you would like them to.  I put forth this exercise as a means of assisting each of you to understand what is around you and within you at all times.  There may be times when things come more easily; there may be times when there's more of a struggle. 

I would like to shift directions slightly.  Consider your life.  How would you say your life is at this moment?  Are you in complete bliss where everything is exactly as you want it to be?  Would you say that everything is as wrong as it can possibly be?  There are some of you that may be feeling either one of those about your life right now.  You may be having those perceptions.  For the majority of people, there are aspects of your life that are going well and everything's fine.  And then there are other aspects that are a challenge. 

Each of you, as you chose this life upon the earth, chose to have a certain number of experiences.  Some of those experiences are huge and profound.  They affect your life on a daily basis.  Other challenges or intentions for this life may be things you come into contact with periodically, but it's not there every minute of the day.  There is no one right or wrong perspective for any of this.  I do encourage you to recognize that living your life upon the earth is about the experiences.  Living your life is about having the opportunity to make choices. 

For some of you, you get into the pain and it feels as if there is no way out and you say I'm ready for it to end.  I want it to end.  And yet, it does not.  You keep going and keep going. 

Some of you when you come and speak to me, or your angels and guides, when you're in your dream state or meditation may explain that this is not what you signed up for.  And indeed, it may not be what you signed up for.  But everything in your life builds upon the previous experiences.  And in this manner, it may take unexpected twists and turns. 

When I say your life builds upon the previous experiences that doesn't mean that if something bad has happened, you're going to eternally be in that same bad cycle.  Because you can choose your perception; you can choose how to utilize that experience. 

In this moment acknowledge for yourself that you are the creator of your life.  It makes me smile because even in this space of the All that Is, in this space in which you are so deeply connected to your divinity, I still hear people say, ‘Oh, I'm not creating my life.  It's not my fault that things are the way they are'. 

Therefore, if you are feeling resistance, let go of that resistance. If this is something that you are unable to release at this time, then that is what you need to recognize.  That you are in a place where you feel perhaps out of control, or as if you're being bounced around, or as if you're feeling the effect of everyone else's decision and choice and it's not about you.  That in itself is a choice.  You are choosing to release those energies, or to displace it outside of you.

In order to create profound changes or long lasting changes, it is essential for you to experience making choices in your life.  Consciously choose what you would like to occur during your day.  Consciously choose whenever you come to a crossroads.  You may come to a crossroads every five minutes throughout your day, or you may hit it once or twice.  It is totally unique to each one of you. 

There are indeed things that will occur within your life that are the result of another individual, organization, or indeed something that is outside of you.  But what is essential for you to understand is that it still occurred in a way that impacted you.  Therefore, it goes right back into you to then make the choice of how to respond; to make the choice of what you seek to have.

As we move along this path let's now talk about manifesting upon the earth.  You all manifest continuously.  Sometimes what you seek to manifest is huge and completely different than what your life is about.  Sometimes what you seek to manifest involves other individuals. Sometimes what you seek to manifest is something that is not considered the norm upon the earth.  That's okay.  If it's what you want to manifest, then it's what's right for you.

I always invite you to dream as big as you can dream.  I always invite you to open to every potential that may be available to you.  You may see your life as it is.  You may see what it is you want to have in your life.  And that may be what is best for you also.  There will be other times in which there is something even better coming along.  That is why I encourage you to open to any awareness that there is more than you even dreamed possible. 

With manifesting, so many individuals will create the image of what they want.  They tell the universe I would like it - this, whatever it may be - I would like it in this form.  I would like it to arrive at this time.  And I would like to see it coming in so that I know immediately when it arrives.  And sometimes it even happens like that!

What I hear from more people though, is that I am seeking to manifest whatever it may be, and it's not here.  As you are creating your reality upon the earth, you can focus upon what is not in your reality as yet.  You may focus upon the fact that you've done so many things to bring about your manifestation, but it's not here. 

So many people, when they seek to manifest, have that specific image or perception.  This is once again where you may bring in your conscious choice. If you feel disappointment, it's important to acknowledge it.  But also choose that it is not here in this moment, but I am open to whatever form it may be.  You may also want to look at the essence of whatever it is you seek to manifest. 

If you want a relationship for companionship, to create life, for whatever it may be, the essence of this is that you want relationship with an individual that is deep and binding.  Most of you, as humans, have many different relationships and many of them can be deep and binding.  As you open and accept what is present in that moment, you will find that you get even more and even more of what you seek to have.

If you work through your imagination or your creative aspects and imagine that you already have it, you set up the vibration in alignment with bringing even more.  Choose to be open and in alignment with what you seek to have.  Release resistance that comes along with doubt, fear or the belief that it will never happen.  Release that vibration; release those energies.

With this journey you have seen the many different ways in which you make choices for yourself.  You have been able to feel or perceive this greater amount of potential that is around you.  You have many abilities.  Believe that they are there.  Believe that these abilities are working for you.  Believe that you are receiving the information when you ask for it.  Breathe that in right now. 

Oh, it feels good to be within this space and to have this within your life.  This can be your life upon the earth. 

Look outside of you now; look around at the rest of this group.  I invite you to come back, creating the group energy.  Take this moment and look around or send out feelers for energy as more people come back together.  Practice what you opened to understand. 

As you look around and as you are experiencing this, believe in yourself.  Choose to believe that it's working; that you do feel; you do see; you do sense.  And if there's a part of you that keeps saying, "No, I don't.  No, I don't.  No, I don't," then acknowledge it, release the resistance and choose to believe that while you may not in this moment be as open as you would like, you know that you are.  And therefore, you are open to receive that shift. 

Your physical body can be immensely healthy; each organ vibrating in alignment with the others.  Your bones, your joints are all working together so that it supports you in this life.  Believe in your physical body; believe in your choices. 

From within this group, perceive the hologram. This is the hologram of the earth.  It comes up from within the center of the group.  As it does so look at it as it indicates to you the many dimensions that make up the earth as it is. Some of you may perceive the fifth and sixth dimensions; others the fourth or the third.  Some may simply see it as the whole.  More and more information is here and available to you. 

Allow yourself to transmit the energy or the light that you choose life.  The fact that each of you is making a choice is affecting the collective consciousness. It is all part of the whole. 

We see Gaia as she comes forth.  As Gaia moves through this hologram, she makes her presence known to each one of you.  You may feel an embrace.  You may feel a connection.  You may feel an awareness.  Allow yourself to open and know what this is. 

As Gaia embraces each of you, she transmits her belief in all that is happening upon the earth.  She transmits her belief in humanity.  Allow yourself to resonate with that complete acceptance and honoring. 

She then returns, merging once more with the energies of the hologram.  The hologram itself moves back until it's moving through the crystalline and the magnetic grids. And it actually moves into the physical earth itself.  As the hologram is moving into the earth, there is a sense of the ways in which each of you, choosing to be fully conscious in your life, is creating new potentials for all who are upon the earth.  In particular, your conscious choice is making potentials that are available to you in your daily life.

We release the energies of the grid.  We release the energies of that hologram.  And as it does so, you find yourself once again self-contained within the space of the All That Is. 

From here, I invite you to once more move into the space of the soul plane.  As you merge with the soul plane recognize that this, too, expands in response to everything you do upon the journey.   Allow yourself to recognize just what this space means to you.  As you move through, you continue to shift your conscious awareness.  You may pause for a moment or two within the crystalline grid, and then you continue on, merging with the magnetic grid.

As you move into the magnetic grid, you once more feel the pull of the earth.  Utilizing your new awareness that has come through your senses, look around; see what is here.  For some, you may perceive even greater amounts of information than what you did before.  Become aware that you are now merging with this space from a higher dimension or a higher perspective.

Allow yourself to continue moving through this space.  You may once more send and receive impulses.  This is a vibration or an energy space that you utilize as you move through your day. 

From here, you continue to shift, moving downward. As you do so, allow your consciousness to return fully to your physical body.  You may have a sense of expanding the energy field around you so as to accommodate this.  Let yourself do so, if you are so inclined. 

Take this opportunity as your consciousness is returning to your human self to really feel your physical body.  Feel your head, your shoulders, your arms, your hands.  Feel your torso, your legs, and your feet.  This is your human body.  Choose to accept it in this moment because it is what it is at this moment. 

Let your consciousness expand further, linking with your mental, your emotional, and your spiritual bodies.  Allow yourself to blend fully with all aspects of who you are as this human walking through your life.  Feel balance, feel knowledge and feel complete in whatever way you can.  Then as you open to more choices, as you open to changes, allow those changes to manifest in whatever form is in your highest interest.

With that, we will release this journey.  I invite you to come back into the room.  If you wish to ask a question you may press *7 upon your phone so that you un-mute and I am open to receive any questions you may have.

Question:  (paraphrased) I have let go of so much over the last several months that I am in a totally different place.  I wonder if you would shine a light on my next step.

Answer:  As we are looking at you, picking up on the last several months in particular, looking towards the future, we agree that there is much in your life that is in transition.  There is a great deal you have released.  You have worked very hard to have your mental and emotional bodies to really be a part of this.  What we mean by that is that we see you moving into more of a spiritual life style.  By spiritual, we don't mean religious, we mean listening to your higher self, listening to your intuition, listening to what you truly want as you are going through your days.  We are complimenting you on the work you have chosen to do. It has worked out beautifully and we see you in this moment in a place that is balanced and looks great.  One of the things we want to say is that you have done such a good job, there's a part of your human that is saying:  ‘Oh my gosh, I'm just here, I've let go of everything, what do I do now?'  You literally have the potential to anything you want in your life.  You have a smorgasbord set out in front of you and you could choose to sample this, choose to sample that.  No matter what you do, there is a benefit in it for you.  Now saying all of that, we have this perception that you have not made up your mind of what you want to do.  We see there are several different things that are here for you.  We have a sense that you have left behind work that was very constrictive of you.  We have a sense that you have left some relationships that were not in your highest interest.  As a result of this what we see for you is that you are still trying to find what will bring you joy but still support you.  What we want to encourage you to do is look at the creative around you.  We sense the artist in you although, not the traditional artist who paints portraits per se; but when you use your artistic abilities be it in business or anything; that's when you have greater joy in your life.  We sense that you are a healer and you heal through words and communication to people. There are some potentials coming up for you and you may not be like a psychologist who hangs their sign on the door, but you use you intuition when speaking with people and that assists them in healing.  In general conversation with people you are assisting them in opening doors they didn't know were there.  As we are saying this, we can hear you saying ‘yes, that's where I am right now, so how can I do that for others if I'm not there for myself.'?  What we see you gathering right now are the tools and things that will assist you as you move forward.  We have very much a sense of the non-traditional around you.  We see you leaving a more regimented work and moving into something with more flexible hours or flexibility around it.  We also have a sense of moving around you.  We don't know if you are thinking about that intentionally, but it doesn't feel like a great distance as in cross county, but we do have a sense of a move to a different location that will allow you to be around people you love.  You will go there for relationships or people, but it will actually be a more nurturing type location.  Does any of that make sense to you?  (Yes! Yes it does especially the last part.)  It's truly glorious to see because we see you as very balanced and no matter what you choose to do, it will feel as if you are taking large steps with every step you take!

Question: (paraphrased) My question is about Twin Flames.  I met my twin flame over a year ago, have connected with him and I wondered if you could give me feedback about that.  I'd also like to know about twin flames and meeting each other.

Answer: Twin flames have many different connotations to people.  Many people consider that there was one soul essence that split; with one half becoming female and one becoming male.  With the shifting occurring on the earth, as the earth is raising its vibration is that that these two aspects are coming back together as a whole.  What happened is that each part of that soul which split from it became a totally separate soul yet there was a deep connection to each other.  Is that your perception of this?  (Yes it is.)  Now what some people may say and what my perception of this is is that a soul can never fully be separated from itself.  Many people have different soul experiences and with the ...... we downloaded too much on Shelly; I'm going to take a step back.  With the shift into the fourth dimension that is taking place upon the earth; there has never been a greater amount of conscious individuals who are living at this time.  When your soul essence is living and having various life experiences, all of that is non-linear to begin with.  It does not move in the linear way that people view history.  Now, in saying that, the aspect of twin souls is that there are two aspects of your own soul essence in it's I AM presence that is living these lives co-creatively upon the earth.  That is my perception when people speak of twin flames. 

We are looking at you and this other individual you were speaking of.  To us, we can see that you and he have a very deep connection; it's almost like taking two threads that wind around each other until it creates a rope.  We sense a very deep and strong soul connection.  But when it comes to the very basic spark, back at the time when this began; the sense I am getting is that you and he are actually two different souls, and it's that you feel that closeness and connection because you are so deeply bonded together.  That is my perception of twin flames and you with this other individual.  Is this somewhat your own perception or did you have another question about where this relationship is going?  (Yes I do.  Are you basically saying that the general description that I studies and have learned is that one soul was created in the beginning and that it split in two?  Is that your understanding or do you have a different perception.  I'd just like to have your understanding.)  We know that we downloaded a lot into Shelly and that it didn't come out as clearly as we intended it to.  Our perception is that many times when people consider two different people coming together as twin flame being part of one soul essence that split off.  Oftentimes that soul essence that split off is never really split.  It is simply that you are living two different lifetimes that are linked to that same soul I AM presence. It is just that the two of you come together in this life.   My perception is not that you split off.  When people are looking at past lives, it's easier to think I am living this life in the year 2007; I had a past life in the year 1853, in 1904; in various linear life time frames.  If you can consider that those lifetimes are actually occurring at this same time in the time/space continuum because there is not a linear time frame.  So when people speak of twin flames, what I see is that same essence living two lifetimes at the same time upon the earth from that same soul essence. (Meaning living two lives in a conscious manner.)  So when you ask ‘is this my twin flame', then my perception is that he is not your twin flame in the way that is traditionally thought of as twin flames.  He is someone deeply connected and you've had a multitude of different lifetimes together.  (Okay, now can you give me some direction?)  Let me just say one last thing about that.  Whenever books are written, whenever information comes through about various topics it's whatever information is available for people to understand at that point in time.  Then as time goes on and you consider the evolution of time as it is and where we are right now in terms of consciousness, the channels, the number of people working like that; what you are going to find is that some of those things you held as true beliefs you are going to come to realize ‘oh yea, that was true but there is more to this than I thought there was'. (So to go back to what you said about me and the person I mentioned, would call that more of a soul mate than twin flame relationship?) Correct.  Soul mate relationships come on many different levels.  You and he as we mentioned earlier are a rope that twined around each other.  We see you as having an extremely deep relationship and that it has occurred over many, many different lifetimes. It was your intention to come together and share this lifetime together.   Many times this type relationships that are as close as this can be very challenging.  You push each other through stress, turmoil or perhaps pain.  So instead of a soothing, relaxing relationship, it can be very strenuous. We see this is what you've had with this individual.  That is why potentials for long term relationships can be very difficult in a relationship like this.  What we sense going on between the two of you is that you are coming to a place where question if this is worth it or do you really want to stay in this relationship.  We have a sense he is actually very open and aware of things spiritually and ideology.   Yet he is still a very traditional type person.  We see more conflict in him in terms of trying to recognize who he is and to incorporate Ideals in his life.  That is what is creating this strain.  As we look at you down the road, we see a transformation is taking place within this relationship.  At this point we see that f he chooses or is willing; he has a tight hold upon himself and is afraid to completely feel all of who he is.  If he is willing to take that step and move in that direction, then we see your relationship will get stronger and stronger and hold you together for years to come.  We also see that you are still in this place of transition so we can not say 100% or strongly one way or the other.  We do see the potential and he has some frustration, actually you have frustration also; we sense it is something that will transition over this winter.  If the two of you are truly seeking to have a long term relationship, then that is what you need to focus upon; instead of what is so different in the relationship.  Focus upon what you do like and what you do want and what will assist in easing the transformation.  (Thank you so much)  You are welcome.

Question:  (paraphrased) What I want to focus on now is the potential of releasing the old self completely.  I've spent the last 10 days in and out of the void.  I'm concerned that the work to release the past pattern of who I was is complete; yet there is that human side that wants to know is if this is a long term thing that will happen slowly the change into the new me or is it something that could be well on the way by the new year?

Answer:  We show it as complete.  All that's taking place now is an adjustment process of that you this human talking to us right now is the one incorporating this new aspect.  When you spoke of the last 10 days and the time of transition, we had a sense of fasting, detoxifying, or purifying type of energy; whether all that occurred, we're not quite sure.  (It didn't happen on the physical, it was in the emotional.)  What we sense is that it was releasing time for you and a time of transition.  As we look at you now, we have a sense he's been there for the past few months.  As your emotional body is accepting this more and more and more; when the point is here and point is right, you will realize it is complete.  From our perspective it is complete.  So it's a matter of you understanding that.  (At that point does that mean; you know I live in my head and have for years.  When that is recognized that the new self is in, is that still me in the sense of personality or is it that I walk out and another part walks in.)  There can be different ways in which that happens.  At this point in life upon the earth it's going to be extremely rare that one individual walk out of a body and a totally different soul walk into that body; it's simply not needed.  You physical body will stay the same, your personality may stay the same; there are times when people may have a 180 degree change in their personality, it is entirely possible.  But what we see with you is that many of these characteristics will be the same but what will be different is your vibration, your perception, how you see the world and how the world sees you!  (What you are saying is that I'll finally get my wish and wake up.  I'll wake up beyond what most guides call awake what my mentors call awake.   Where I actually can release this idea this life is anything; the real life, that we are spirits playing at human, not humans trying to be spiritual.  It won't be a belief anymore, it will be real life.)  And going back to the journey tonight, choose that every day when it comes to your sense; choose it and choose it and choose it.  That is what will make it your reality more quickly and comfortably.  (Thank you Goddess!  As always you have taken me beyond where my mentors could get me!)  You are welcome and you did that for yourself!  (Well, maybe it's personal bias in my part that I couldn't actually say it myself and trust it.  That comes with time! - all right - When I'm so good at that I will not do that work.  Goddess I honor you and Shelly for your work.)  Thank you!

Question: (paraphrased) I have been working on creating a mediation program in a local city.  It is time for it to expand and I'm wondering if you have any thoughts on that. 

Answer: As we're looking at this we want to take this moment and we sense that you won't mind that we use you as an example.  It was a few short months ago you came to us and said ‘I'd like to set up a mediation program and nothing seems to be happening.'  Yet now you come to us and say I'm ready to expand and how do we go.  So, this was about you believing in yourself and even when you didn't think it was working you continued to persevere.  You continued to talk to people, you continued to make space and you continued to allow it come in.  If you don't mind I wanted to use you as an example there and to appreciate you for the work you have done!  (Thank you)  How is this going to expand?  There is an individual that you have been speaking with who has a similar knowledge base to you.  They have a same belief in Shaumbra, following different types of belief systems and expanded consciousness.  We believe she is a friend of yours or someone you have met or will meet this individual shortly.  It is a woman who is young, in her early twenties or late teens.  She is looking for a mentor actually and she will come in as an assistant to you.  This is one potential we see happening; you will work with another individual, perhaps this person and through that you will expand and take on more cases.  It will diversify because she will bring a different aspect to this.  (Is this the translator I've been working with?) Yes, yes it is.  Her translating ability was not at the forefront, but we can see how that does expand yet another step as you will be able to communicate with other individuals.  We have a sense that you are still remaining in the same city but you are putting out feelers to go to other cities in the area.  We have a sense that eventually this will be state wide. It will be a means of communicating and assisting adolescents on a state wide basis.  So what you are doing right now as you begin to consider expansion and what I would encourage you to do is focus on flowing energy and creating a shift that will allow this to be a state wide organization and potentially nationwide.  It is about communication, it is about relationships, it is about choosing your life, being responsible for your life.  That of course so nicely flows with what I was talking about on the journey tonight!  So it is up to you to take the steps to create your own perception as bigger than what you have held it for in the past.  You have narrow walls around you right now; not narrow as in narrow minded, but compared to where it's going, you need to push the walls out so that you can begin to live in the space of greater expansion even than what you are considering.  (Wow, thank you!)  You are welcome.

Question: (paraphrased)   Goddess, I have felt very alone.  I am trying to determine where that is coming from and I feel very different from everyone.  How can I heal this?

Answer:  You can heal it through loving yourself.  You can heal it through compassion for yourself.  When you think of compassion, it's like an alien word to you.  We would like you to feel compassion that you are where you are right now.  Compassion that you have the life experiences that brought you to this space.  Kwan Yin is always known as the Goddess of Compassion, but compassion comes from many, many different sources.  If you in your meditation when you feel isolated and alone will allow yourself to breathe in and allow for compassion to flow into you in an energy form, it will allow you to feel more secure, it will give you comfort, it will assist you in resolving these feelings of loneliness.  Because you feel lonely and separate, your focus is on loneliness and separateness which brings about more and more of this.  When you shift your focus into being around other people, into feeling compassion and love for yourself when you feel that; then change it and look elsewhere, you will begin to find changes occurring in your life.  This has been a recurring theme for you; it's like the spiral of life where it comes around again and again and again.   Each time that you come into this space there are always slight differences because you've had the other time of living in between.  So at this point, we want you to open and feel the compassion; feel the love that is here for you.  When you say you are lonely and feel so different, here we have this immense group - we are talking about all the people included in (Goddess Light).  But there are all these people present on this phone call who are here and care for you because you are part of this group.  You are not alone; you are not any different than anybody here.  Know that this is a space you do have.  You are among people who think like you, feel like you and have the same beliefs.  So if you can incorporate that into yourself and allow it to become a belief: ‘no I'm not so different, I have the Goddess Light people, or the people over here' then you will begin to see that there are more ways that can be reflected back to you in your daily life.  (Okay, thank you Goddess.)  You are welcome.

Question:  (paraphrased) I have a charity project that is coming due the end of December, I feel fear.  I want to know if she can tell me if it's going to be a success and if I can let go and let God. 

Answer:  With this charity project; if we are picking up on it correctly; when you have the fear about it, it keeps the energy around it more limited than it can be.  What we would like you to do is consciously; when you are working on the project and it getting out to other people -- we have a sense right now that there are not enough people who are aware of it.  It's important for you to bring it to more people's attention or share it with more people or advertise it.  The word needs to get out more than it has already.  Now when you get the word out, when people tap into it which they automatically will do, whenever someone hears about something, they link with it and automatically receive energy back.  If they tap into it and feel it as closed down or encompassed with fear, they are not as likely to contribute to it.  So if you can work with it in your own right and allow yourself to be in a place of trust and belief, see it as something filled with pinks and greens and blues; that you see it as a flower opening up and getting bigger and bigger.  In that way you are flowing energy, you are flowing potential and you are flowing belief into it.  Therefore when people look at it or get contacted about it that is what they will feel; the potential, the belief, the opening.  (So how do I let go of the fear and start feeling all these beautiful things?) When you feel fear about the project, you acknowledge ‘in this moment I feel fear.  But I'm going to release that fear and change it into something'.  You can create that image yourself.   ‘I see this project as having many, many people as interested in it'.   You can see the project as a bubble you hold in your hand and flow energy and light into the bubble expanding, shifting it and transforming it.  But when you keep focusing on it in fear, it will keep it shut down as it is at this moment.  So we put this forth to you right now that anytime you feel fear about it, it comes to your attention and you can choose a different feeling, you can choose a different way of looking at it.  (Thank you very much.)  You are welcome. 

So with that we will bring this evening to a close.  I thank each one of you for choosing to be here, to be within this space.  I encourage you as you move through your life to become very aware of what your life is about.  Become very aware of the choices you are making. 

Each of you is a very sensitive and gifted individual.  So allow those gifts to be reflected in your perception of your life.  I embrace each one of you!  I support you in all that you are doing.  You are not alone.

I am ever with you and within.

Ansaluia