A New Year, A More Blended You
Last year was a particularly intense year. People felt this in many different ways, but for many as a life filled with instability. Part of the reason for that was the influx of very intense crystalline and higher vibrational energies. As 2011unfolds, the energy coming in will be anchoring into what is already here; therefore, it won’t feel like such a diverse energy.
At the beginning, the Goddess spoke of the energies and what she sees happening over all with the collective consciousness of the earth. From there, as we experienced the journey it was very much about finding a greater alignment within. She spoke of how so many people wondered why they didn’t manifest what they were seeking to have. In looking at that, she assisted people in shifting through what no longer works for us.
First of all she looked at abundance. She assisted in shifting out any sense of lack or constriction. Abundance comes in many different forms, so as we worked through it all, she suggested people create a scent, an image, a feeling or something that represented abundance. Then, as people move through their day, they can bring up that ‘image’ and it will instantly take them back into the moment.
She next had everyone look at relationships. This one was particularly intense because she showed how all relationships begin within you. So much of this part was about creating a greater alignment to your divinity. Once this was complete, as one looked out towards the relationships they seek to manifest, it came from a very different vibration.
Lastly she had people look at their physical body. In this manner she stated anything happening in your physical body can be shifted or transitioned. She spoke of healing illnesses, changes in weight, accepting the physical for what it is; the essential part of being human! It’s as if everyone’s cellular structure shifted with this alignment.
Through all of this, the focus was truly on moving forward and creating through what we DO want rather than what we don’t. It’s filled with energy and transformation.
Transcript
Nama sika: venia benya I AM the one; I AM the whole
I greet you my beloved family. I reach out in joy and in celebration to each one of you as you are starting this New Year here upon the Earth.
So many of you have begun to feel as if one year blends in with the next. Perhaps you have felt as if some years are more turbulent than other years, but each time the calendar rolls around and you roll into a new year, there is always a new potential or a new opportunity here and available to you.
In any day in your life you always have those opportunities; you can always create change. You can always bring in whatever it is that you may seek to have.
But when you have the collective consciousness of the entire world focusing upon a new day, a new year, a new opportunity, it creates a wave of energy that is even more powerful than any one time that you may be linking and seeking to have change in your life.
So I invite you in this moment as you are here still grounded on your Earth plane to reach out to that flow of potential; reach out to that energy and gather it into you, bring it back in as if you are drawing it around yourself.
And I flow even more of that through each one of you so that it will amplify whatever it is that you are seeking.
There are some changes that are coming into the world this year; some of it is based upon what happened last year with the influx of energy, with the opening of the star gates, with the increased amount of crystalline or lightbody energy that is coming into the Earth.
All of that and even more is available to you as you seek to manifest or create your intention for this year. If there is one over-riding sense or feeling from last year it was of struggle; it was of a feeling of transition that was sometimes overwhelming for you.
Let’s bring that all up, whatever it may be, and take this as an opportunity to acknowledge it. It was there, it was a part of your life, but then breathe in and breathe out and just let it go.
Phew, I saw like a wave release from this whole group and it just flowed away from everybody. So we will start this journey tonight with a clean slate, as if from scratch.
I invite you to take in a breath where you breathe deeply all the way down, moving through your heart center going all the way down in your abdomen. And send that breath all the way down into the Earth so that you can feel yourself anchoring, so that you can feel the energies of the Earth flowing up within you.
As you do this you can let your consciousness be released. As if you are opening the doors of your head center or your heart center or any part of you; open up and allow your consciousness and your focus to move into the magnetic grid.
As you move within this space feel what it is to align with your higher self. As you allow this to take place you feel how your consciousness expands and you take in all that is here.
As you are ready to do so, have a sense of letting your focus shift even further. You move through the interlocking pathways and you move into the crystalline grid. As you let go the magnetic pull of the Earth you can truly feel that crystalline vibration. You feel the energies as they move within and around your consciousness.
Allow yourself to feel what this space is for you. The crystalline grid has undergone an immense transformation in just the past year. As you allow your consciousness to merge with this space, feel the difference for yourself. Feel how there is truly a support mechanism here for you.
The vibration moves through your consciousness in such a way that it creates an energy of alignment and transformation. I invite you to release that essence and have a sense of shifting into the soul plane. As you find your energies moving within this space look around for your I Am presence.
You may feel it coming up from within your consciousness. You may have a sense of walking towards one another until you reach out and embrace your divinity. As you reach out for this alignment, feel how your consciousness expands even further. Allow yourself to feel the immense flow of your divinity.
As you feel it moving through you allow yourself to let go of any tension or stress that you may have had. Allow yourself to truly feel the support of this space. This is you; this is your divinity. And the love flowing through it into you is immense.
I the Goddess now come here within this space. I reach out to each one of you and I embrace who you are as your consciousness and as your divinity. As my energy merges with yours you feel yourself shifting into the All That Is.
As you come into this space let your energies flow free; let yourself expand as much as you would like. There is such love, there is such awareness present here within this space for you.
As you allow your focus to come within, we’re going to take this opportunity to look at this year that is coming up for you. As you do so, let yourself take in all of the awareness and all of the perception of where you are right now in this moment.
As you allow this to flow within your consciousness, ask yourself if you are looking from the perspective of your divinity or from the perspective of your human awareness?
Ah hah. For some of you it was as if you didn’t realize you were still keeping yourself from the space of your humanity. So take a deep breath in. As you breathe in, allow your consciousness to flow and expand even further within this space. Now, you can truly feel who you are with your divinity.
This year we are going to be working more with integrating your divinity. And one of the ways that that will happen is for you to allow for change and potentials to become a part of your life. Now I know that if I were to ask each one of you, do you allow this within your life? The answer is ‘yes’.
So where is the difference of consciously answering ‘yes’ to a question and then vibrationally you emanate something different? Let’s take this moment and work in a few of the areas that come to my awareness.
As you breathe down within yourself, I invite you to ask yourself the question ‘Am I in the flow of abundance?’ Abundance in every way; financial, abundance of friendship, abundance of good food, a place to live, whatever it may be.
‘As I look around at my life, am I in that place of abundance?’ And I hear for some of you the answer is no and for others the answer is yes. In any of these questions if you feel the answer is yes and you feel yourself expanded, let your consciousness move into a different shift in awareness and be in that flow of allowing.
If your answer to that question was no then take this opportunity to allow limitation to come up within your awareness. How much of your day is focused upon the lack? How much of your day is focused upon just barely getting by? If this resonates with you and it feels as if it is your existence, then I invite you to feel the flow of my energy, to feel the flow of my awareness.
Let it swirl through all these places so that it may clear them out, and I invite you to breathe out and let go. Come back around and let yourself fill up with the abundance of light, with the abundance of energy and flow that is here within the All That Is.
When you consider how you are seeking to manifest greater abundance within your life, it is okay to allow that focus to come up perhaps here in this moment as we are talking about it, but then let go those specifics. Your divinity knows exactly what you would like to have. The Universe through the alignment with your divinity knows exactly what you would like.
Therefore I invite you to create a vibration or create a trigger, whatever it may be, so that you need not move through that whole process again and again and again.
Now as you seek abundance in your life, let it wash over you perhaps as the sense of a flower, perhaps as a feeling of expansion, perhaps a feeling of alignment.
It can be whatever it is that you seek to have and you know that whenever you are seeking abundance within your life, you bring up that flower, you bring up that essence of what abundance is to you. I see in each one of you an even greater expansion taking place as you allow for this flow to become your reality.
Let’s consider relationships. How many people are seeking relationships within their life? Perhaps it’s a life partner, perhaps it’s friendships, perhaps children.
Whatever it may be take this opportunity and consider relationships that you may or may not have. Again if you feel like you are already in the flow of allowing, let your consciousness shift into wherever it may go.
If when I bring up relationships you have a sense of lack or you have a sense that this is where you would like to place your emphasis, gather around and allow yourself to truly open to this flow.
As you breathe within yourself, breathe down and allow your consciousness to go into that space where you seek new and or different relationships. As it flows through you allow yourself to first look at the relationship that you have with yourself.
As you look at this, do you feel disconnected? Do you feel as if you disallow? If so consciously breathe in and breathe out and let that wash away from you.
I flow more of my essence within and around you inviting you to allow it to assist you in expanding your consciousness or your awareness. As this occurs look within and allow yourself to truly feel the relationship within you, for you.
And this flows through you. Let yourself feel the love and the awareness from your divinity. See how it accepts you as you are. You don’t need to change a thing. You need only breathe; you need only live your live and your divinity accepts you. Breathe that in, deeper and deeper within you.
So as you now think about your personality, your ego, your human self, as you think about that which makes up you as the person, is there something within you that keeps that from happening? Is there a belief? Is there an emotion that keeps you from allowing this relationship to manifest fully within you?
You breathe in, and as you breathe out let go whatever that may be. As that was being released we could still feel some resistance, we heard self-hate, we heard disappointment, we heard ‘not good enough’. If any of that resonates within you in your own relationship within yourself, then breathe in your divinity from here within the All That Is.
Let it come inside of you, let it circle around you, let it fill up any of those spaces that resonates with that vibration. And as it does, let go, let go of anything that keeps you from feeling joy, feeling love, and feeling acceptance, and there it goes. Now as I’m looking at you, I see how you are allowing for this to flow within and around you.
As this alignment strengthens within you, know that you have allowed the relationship with your divinity to come in, strengthening and enhancing all that is within you.
As you feel that balance and that alignment within you, you may now look outward. Look outward towards the relationships that you would like to have in your life; once again, perhaps a partner, friendship, a work relationship, children.
Now as you are looking at the potentials that are swirling within and around you, you can see how your own vibration is much more in an alignment with what you seek to have so you are opening to a much greater potential in all your relationships.
As you begin to look at these relationships let yourself open. Let yourself take in the flow of alignment and awareness so that you can allow that to be at the forefront of your focus.
No longer is it necessary for you to look at yourself with any sort of lack. You need only breathe in, feeling the allowance of who you are in this balanced space, and then as you reach out towards relationships, you reach out that balanced energy. You reach out an alignment for what you seek to have. Look around; open to awareness of the many different potentials that are here for you.
I feel a need to invite you to consider your physical body. Perhaps your physical body has not fully supported you in the past or right now in this moment. Perhaps you’ve had a chronic illness; perhaps you have one thing after another that keeps happening to your body. Perhaps your weight is not what you would like for it to be.
Here in the All That Is as you take in your physical body, allow your focus to move through so that your awareness can find the alignment with where you are right now. Does it focus upon the weight, perhaps pain that you may have, does it focus upon the problems that your physical body is holding onto?
We heard a ‘yes’ from many, many people. If this does not resonate with you, we invite you to let your focus shift into that space of allowing and ride those waves of energy and light.
If there is a reason why your physical body has been the way it has been, let it come up to your awareness right now. Is there something that you need within your life? Is there a message for you from your physical body? Is your physical body showing to you a way in which you keep yourself from the flow of your divinity?
Whatsoever it may be, bring it up in this moment. And then breathe it out, letting it go. Here in the All That Is your perspective is so different.
As you take in whatever that message is you then let go the physical manifestation. Have a sense of perceiving you in your human reality. Have a sense of increasing the flow of love and the flow of your divinity.
Let that move through every cell within your body, every muscle, every organ, every bone. Feel what it is to be in this state of being. Breathe in and allow that to move through every particle that is you.
As your physical body is in this deeper alignment you will find that there will be great changes occurring within you. You have the potential to release anything that has been within your body whether it’s a chronic illness, whether it’s something that’s been debilitating for you, no matter what it may be you have the potential to transition it completely out of our physical reality.
Breathe down the balance and the acceptance of your divinity. There we go.
So now create what it is to feel that complete alignment in this moment. As if you are stamping it into your memory, let it move through your beliefs, your emotions, your physical.
Let it move through every aspect of who you are, so that you consciously take in a deep breath with the intention that you feel that balance within you and then you just breathe out.
You create profound shifts within your life through these alignments. As you seek to create change in your life during this upcoming year let your focus be upon feeling balanced, feeling good, feeling acceptance and allowing.
Let that emanate from you out to everyone around you, and in the place where you live let it move through.
How do you feel in this moment? Make note of how far your energy field has expanded because your focus is completely on what feels good to you and on creating this alignment within you. As you breathe in and breathe out this sense of balance and this sense of awareness, let’s have a sense of seeing the calendar year in front of you.
Again we know and your divinity knows whatever it is that you seek to have; let it consciously roll through every month of the year. Let it roll through creating alignments that you will magnetize and manifest within your life. Open to perceive how this is being created.
If you are looking for the simpler answer when in your daily life, then look towards your conscious breathing and your conscious intention of finding what feels good to you.
Everything in life reflects back to you from the perspective of where you are. Therefore if you are constantly seeking anything no matter how small or how big that feels good to you, then feeling good in greater and greater amounts is what you manifest.
I feel ripples of joy moving through everyone here. I feel how you expand as you allow this to move through you. And if there’s anything else that I have not specifically spoken about, let it go at this time. Put forth the intention that this is who you are and this is what you seek to allow in vibrational alignment.
As you find yourself growing in this manner you will also become aware of how the vibrations or the dimensions around you will become much more readily apparent. You may find your focus or your perspective shifting as you align with a more expanded space. The potentials are limitless. I invite you to open and allow them within.
Gather together once more as a group. As you look at one another, become aware of how you are communicating in a different manner. This is all a part of what assists you.
As you see this hologram of the Earth it moves up within this group. This hologram is already expanding, shifting and emanating the energies of alignment with all of you who are here.
As you infuse your intention and your expansion into the hologram, it takes on and balances all that is here. As this occurs the hologram itself begins to rotate. As it does so it’s finding its own equilibrium with all of this infused energy.
As you let it go you see it shifting into the crystalline grid and there is an aspect that moves out towards Ariellis and the rest of it shifts down, moving into the magnetic grid, moving through there down into the physical Earth.
As that happens it goes down and anchors within the center of the Earth. There is an alignment with the crystals and all of that is grounding this energy. When that’s complete it begins to emanate out from there. It moves through the Earth itself, it comes up through the grass and trees.
It comes up into you within your physical body. Integrate that within you, feel it come up within you and feel yourself accepting the alignment and the balance of what you seek.
As this continues to anchor within you, you have a sense of releasing it from your consciousness and your focus moves once more into the All That Is.
As you find yourself within this space you may have a sense of shifting once more into the space of the soul plane. You come to the soul plane on a very regular basis. Create the space or that sense of familiarity so that it is easier for you to be here and align with your divinity.
As that happens you may have a sense of leaving the greater amount of your ‘I Am’ presence within this but you allow as much as you can integrate to shift with you.
You move through the crystalline grid. You allow your energies to flow until you link with the magnetic grid. As you let yourself merge within this space, feel how the alignment with your higher self shifts as you integrate your transformation.
As you are ready to do so, let this stream of consciousness come back down within your physical body. Everything that came up from the Earth is now blending and aligning with all of your expanded consciousness as you come back down and you create the balance and the integration within you.
Feel what it is in this moment to have that balanced energy of who you are. To know that your physical body reflects the balance and expanded consciousness to know that the abundance within and around you is here; it’s present, it’s flowing.
And that your relationship always begins within your self and everything within you is linked and aligned. You breathe in and you breathe out expressing this not only to yourself but to all who are around you.
As you put forth what you seek to manifest be open to receive, be open to allow it to come in the highest potential available to you.
All right beloved family. There is just such great joy that we feel for you!
2011; a year of more fully integrating all that has been going on within the last several years. We sense that there is greater ease. We sense that there is much more of the collective consciousness that’s going to be integrating into this vibration and the more that the collective consciousness does, the more that it all rises; the more that it evolves.
So as you are living your life, as you are moving through your days, I invite you to do so from that space of being complete and from that space of balance. You have created it. It is you. So breathe it in and let that be who you are as you seek to live your life.
I am ever with you and within.
Ansaluia
Question and Answer
Hello. This is Shelly Dressel and the following are questions and answers that occurred during the Goddess Light teleconference. The teleconference is on the first and third Sunday of every month. It is free to anyone who would like to join in.
Sometimes the caller does not come through very clearly, so please bear with me for the times when it is difficult to hear what question is being asked.
Thank you. If you would like to hear the rest of the channel that goes along with these questions, you may find it through my website www.goddesslight.net. Thank you.
As you continue to ground your energies back within you, I am open to receive questions that you may have. You may press *6 upon your phone.
And I am here to receive.
Question: Hello. (Hello) Hello Goddess. Thank you for that beautiful meditation. I just have a quick question. I would like to transition from a traditional work environment into spiritual practices, and I’m not really sure how to do that.
Answer: Okay. We see two things happening around you as you asked your question. We see you in the traditional work and you first of all create a balance that allows your spirituality or your divinity to radiate from you more so in your traditional experience. Because what that does is, that’s how you create a merging of both the spiritual and the traditional. Now, it may not be that you do this by talking about all these things that might not be well-received by other people, but you do it by sitting at your desk or walking around the environment and emanating from you that sense of your divinity or that sense of the type of spiritual work that you would like to do.
And what we see will happen is that relationships and things are going to transition. You will be talking to people and you might not notice, you will find that your traditional work will become different for you.
And then, from that as a foundation or that as a beginning, it will be very easy. We see things shifting over and it’s easier for you to talk about it outside of work. And we see you building new bridges outside of work and building places where you can begin to practice.
And so that way it’s an easier transition for you and we just see a much greater flow around it.
Does that resonate with you?
Yes. Yes. I just couldn’t figure it out. I wasn’t sure how that was all supposed to happen.
With this journey tonight we saw that that’s what you were creating as you were working with it. There’s so much, like when we went into the specifics, that wasn’t necessarily what you needed to go through. So we saw you creating this intention for your divinity and this intention for your spiritual work to become much more so a part of your everyday life and it’s like we see it around you as if it’s this block of energy. And it may have been there beforehand but we see it as something more enhanced because of the journey.
So, if you can picture it as a block of energy and let that come into you, then the ways in which it will transition will become more evident to you. And, again, we think that just, um, breathing in and radiating out your divinity, beginning to have a sense of looking at your everyday work-life, from the eyes of your divinity, is all the way that that will allow that to happen.
Thank you.
Okay. You’re welcome. This year is going to be one of heartfelt expansion.
Good. Thank you.
You’re welcome.
Question: Hello. (Hello). Yes. Thank you so much. Your mediation was just as the right time. I have a question about – I have next to my nose something erupting since six months or more, that never heals. Bleeds a little, builds a crust that comes off, and bleeds again. I was just wondering whether that was cancerous and should I have a biopsy, or is it something not dangerous.
Answer: We are not getting a sense one way or the other of whether it’s dangerous. But we do have a sense of you needing to go to the doctor to have it evaluated. We aren’t clear enough to say one way or the other, other than to say to you we don’t have a deep sense of dread around it.
But, because it’s been consistent, because it’s never fully gone away, it feels like there might be something deeper in that needs to be taken out or removed. And so we think it would be to your benefit to go ahead and see a doctor about it.
Yeah, I was there three months ago and he said we wait and we do a biopsy. But this will have a scar or something.
It does not feel like it would be that big of a scar. It feels like it is something fairly easily resolved and that once the roots of whatever it is are taken out, then it feels like it will go away. It feels like there is something that needs to be removed that keeps coming back, and that that will help it to go away.
Just burning it off wouldn’t do it?
You know the technique of how they do it we are not sure. All we can tell you is that we have a sense of something deeper that needs to come out and that it will go away.
Thank you.
You’re welcome.
Question: Hello (Hello). Hi. I just had a few things to ask, I guess. I was wondering if I had a goddess name? And a couple of weeks ago I was lying in bed and this voice in my head which sounded like out-loud said, “Me”. So, I’m not sure what that was.
Answer: Well actually we need to keep it limited. So those two are related to one another, so I’ll answer that question. There’s too many people in line to answer too many questions for one individual.
So, the goddess name that you were asking about and the ‘me’ that you heard when you were lying in bed, was your divinity that was speaking to you.
We have a sense that you’ve been consciously working to expand your awareness and your divinity within the past six months in particular, but longer than that. You’ve been on the journey much longer than that but…actually about three months. It feels like the past three months your consciousness has shifted in such a way that you’re saying ‘I want to hear you. I want a deeper communication. I want to know when I’m hearing from my higher self. I want to know when my intuition is me and my angels.’
It feels like that’s what you’ve been asking the Universe to have for yourself and that’s how it’s been manifesting for you. You as your divinity – we never really hold a lot of energy in names because names can change with the vibration. But we’re laughing a little bit because Cinderella is the name that she heard. Because Cinderella has so many connotations on Earth, it probably was not necessarily that name, but it’s like Cin-rella, Cin-something or other.
So, if you let yourself go into meditation and you let something about Cin, Cin, Cin-rella – anyway we’re just stuck on that. So, if you let that name flow through you, we sense that it’s going to change and it’s going to be different than that, but that’s kind of like the door that opens it and allows it to come through.
We see that the work you have been doing has been very effective and we see that you’ve been receiving lots and lots of intuition. And, when you’ve been asking ‘where is it coming from?’, the sense we get is that it is coming from your divinity. It’s coming from your higher self, it’s coming from within you. It is not something that is outside of you.
Does that resonate with you?
I thought it might be, but I just wasn’t sure. (Exactly) It was the first big experiencing that I’ve had, but I wasn’t sure, so it’s nice to confirm that.
Well we’re glad that you asked about that. That’s something that happens to many people, is they ask for something again and again and again, and when it happens it’s like ‘oh my god, was that it?’ And, it kind of like knocks you out of your balance because yes, you have gotten what you’ve been asking for.
So, that is our sense of that, is that indeed it was your divinity. And we see it just really expanding over the next several months because now you are trusting it more and you are consciously working with it.
Okay. So, I could hear it again, then?
Most definitely.
Alright. Well, thank you.
You’re welcome.
Question: Hello Goddess. (Oh, hello) My question is, over Christmas time for a couple of days I was feeling an intense discomfort emotionally I guess. It feels like whatever it was I’ve moved through it. It feels like I’ve broken through some sort of a barrier, this barrier that’s been around for a good while. Now I can start to see some results of this barrier dissolving. Actually I’ve got an appointment on January 5th that’s showing me the result of braking through this barrier. Is there anything else you would like to say about this?
Answer: We feel that part of what you’re bringing this up for is that you are looking for confirmation and we confirm that for you wholeheartedly. That felt like it was the last of a series of different steps you’ve been taking for yourself and it gives us a sense of coming full circle. (chuckles) Oh and Full Circle Mediation (which is the name of the caller’s company) there you go! There is your confirmation.
The appointment that someone made is the first man of the street person who called me and said yes they want to come in for an appointment. (oh cool) and it was for January 5th. I looked at the calendar and thought that’s a pretty significant day.
Okay, well to us it feels as if it’s all complete and it feels as if you are truly stepping into what you are seeking to manifest.
Alright!
Good for you, high five!
I guess the question is, has the barrier been dissolved and then if it’s clear sailing and it’s going to be expansion, expansion, expansion from there?
Yes indeed. If you continue to think there was a barrier, is there going to be another barrier; just using the word barrier you can begin to create little stumbles for yourself. We would say as you towards the beginning, this barrier is something that was in the past; it’s dissolving, it’s gone. Let your focus be only upon what you seek to have.
Alright.
And so it is!
Thank you so much.
You are welcome beloved.
Question: hi Goddess, thank you for the wonderful meditation today. (You’re welcome.) My question is; I’m thinking of writing a book or having someone write it for me. I need to tell a story. My intention is to help people with this terrible experience I’ve gone through in about a 10 year period of time. I just really don’t know where to begin. I did set up an appointment with a hypnotherapist; my memory doesn’t work so well. I’d just like some feedback that I’m doing the right thing.
Answer: We see two pathways before you. We see you going down the pathway of this book and it can be very cathartic experience for you. It allows you to really purge and let go of the experiences you have had. In doing it in writing a book it creates an experience that others may align with it and they may release things in their life that keep them from having that same experience or it helps them to shift things in another way.
Now if you go down this path one thing I would say to you is be careful not to get stuck in those energies again; to keep yourself from letting your focus be there, staying in that place and continuing to feel bad and continuing to feel awful about what’s going on. Keep it in a place where it’s all about letting go, releasing and having movement in your life.
The other pathway we see for you is that you choose not to write this book. You don’t write this book and instead you recognize that the past 10 years has created where you are in this moment. From here forth you are creating a new reality for yourself; you are creating one that comes with all the growth and awareness of what you’ve been through but with your focus being on something new and different to experience in your life.
As we speak of this each pathway is completely separate from the other and has a totally different feel to it. The sense we get is that you have made up your mind about the book and with that we give you full support. It feels like you might have interview a couple of different people until you find the one that really works with you; the two of you get along well together. But we did just want to share with you our perception of the two potentials.
It’s just like I said, the intention is to help prevent other people from going through it. I think that I can handle it; I’m not holding onto the experience, I’ve gotten pretty well past that. I just want to make sure that this will be successful. I know it will take a lot of time and energy. Actually it’ll take a little bit of money on my part too and I don’t have excess to waste if this is not going to work.
It’s too soon in the process to say; yes it’s going to be hugely selling. It just doesn’t come to us one way or the other, it feels neutral. So the decision to do this is completely in your hands. We sense making the choice to do that is a pathway that will take you into new and different experiences. If you stay in tuned with yourself and every step along the way if you are listening to your intuition asking if this is still the right thing to do recognizing you can stop it at any point and let it go or you can continue on. You will know because it will feel right to you, it will feel like it just unfolds and it will go with ease.
Okay, that makes sense. Thank you so much.
Very good beloved, you’re welcome.
Question: Hello Goddess, thank you for being here. I wanted to ask about me allowing more intimacy into my life and if you have any advice if there anything that needs to be released or not.
Answer: It feels to us as if you did a great deal of releasing with the journey tonight. But it also feels as if there is something you are just holding on to. It feels as if from past experience, that there’s just like this particle. If we look at you on the whole and we look at what you are holding onto, it’s a very small part of who you are. It feels like it’s something you’ve been dealing with for a number of years, kind of off and on.
When you consider actually becoming intimate with someone else, just as with this journey when you flow down that relationship within yourself, feeling your divinity moving all the way through yourself; let it link with you, let it link with whatever this residual is so that it can absorb it, release it, merge with it, blend with it. As you feel that greater amount of awareness moving up and down through you, then what you are going to find is that confidence grows within you. As that confidence is growing then you are more open to intimacy. The two of them are directly related to one another and it grows and expands from there. Does that resonate with you beloved?
Ah, yes.
So we see this as something that you are moving through. We see you manifesting the perfect person that you feel comfortable with and the relationship moves with ease. Before you know it you are going to be on the far side of this saying “what was that problem again? Didn’t I have a problem?” And you will know.
But intimacy especially is something that is very deep and very personal for every individual. So by letting yourself truly feel the expansion of your divinity and letting it fully be a part of you, that’s what will allow you to take this final step and that you more fully then into the person and the relationships you are seeking to have.
Okay, is that something I can work on tonight and clear tonight or is this something that’s going to take years?
It’s certainly nothing that is going to take years or months or anything like that, you did a great deal of clearing work tonight. So if you begin to work with as you go to bed at night; take in a few breaths with the intention of breathing down and integrating into the physical – your divinity by breathing it down into every cell within your body; how so ever it resonates within you. If you want to send it in particular to your sexual organs, that’s fine. Intimacy is not only about the sexual, it’s about the heart center and your heart being open. So breathing down your divinity, letting it move up and down through your body, feeling it absorb and then letting it flow through you. it’s always about being in the flow of energy and not letting it stop and stay within you, but moving through you. So we sense it’s something that becomes second hand to you and you do it with ease.
Oh, great, thank you!
You are welcome.
Question: Hello Goddess, thank you for taking my question. I’m trying to figure out, see if you can help me with this. Whatever it is that interfered with the journey tonight is the same thing that interferes any time I get close to something I want or want to create or look forward to. I was very excited as I found what the journey was about and as soon as I thought oh this is just what I need; all these things started happening to interfere whether it was my body having an issue or my phone having an issue, this goes on all the time. Is there anything that can be done about it?
Answer: When people have these types of things that come up in their lives that keep them from being able to manifest what they have or like you said in this experience tonight; we use this word personality or ego. We want you to recognize it’s that part of you that’s human; it’s that part of you that keeps you in the human reality. That part as a general rule tends to have; well with an earth bound focus it’s also a more restrictive focus. It’s the part that’s been created from you and every experience you’ve had in this lifetime. But it’s all about this lifetime. It’s not the part of you that can expand and recognize other lifetimes, other abstract ideas. It’s very regimented you could say. Do you feel the part of you that we’re speaking of as I’m talking about this?
Yes and I knew it was a part of me. I’ve known this for a while that it’s been happening. It’s been going on real intensely and I hoped it came up to be cleared away. But it’s really been adversely affecting my life lately.
Okay so we’re glad that you recognize that. So the next thing you do, the way that this is going to shift for you and shift on a permanent basis is that as your ego or your personality as it feels like it’s losing control or if it feels like you’re making changes in your life you’re not comfortable with; then it will create other things where your ego or personality feels comfortable. That’s what it’s doing, that’s why it won’t let in this change you are doing; it’s keeping it ‘the same’. Because that’s all it knows what is ‘the same’.
So the best way to work with something like this is to have a sense of almost having a conversation inside of yourself of bringing up and acknowledging that this part is what makes you human, this part is what is keeping you on the earth, this part is what’s giving you the person you are in this lifetime. It feels a need where it’s uncomfortable with change. So if you can bring that up within you, feel like you’re connecting to her, and allowing her to be acknowledged. Because as with any part of you when you don’t acknowledge it or try to move beyond, it becomes more ridged in its stance.
So by acknowledging this part within you is coming from a place of trying to be secure, it’s trying to be stabilized. Then you acknowledge it and you consciously have a sense of bringing in that light of your divinity, that light of your love, that light of your compassion. As it moves through, what you are doing is that it begins to relax. You begin to have these conversations inside of yourself where you say ‘I am fully comfortable in these changes in my life’ ‘I fully accept and acknowledge that this part of me has been there as the keeper of my person in this lifetime’ ‘But I am choosing to flow change, I am choosing to flow expansion’. So therefore it’s like you can do it once or twice and boom it expands hugely. But we have found over the years of working with people that it’s something very gradual and very subtle at the beginning and then ‘boom’ you find that expansion occurs. Does that resonate with you beloved?
Um, yes
Or have we made you more confused?
Well, I think something that had come to me that I actually tried tonight was that I knew the inner child had been rebellious; I’ve been trying to be very gentle and loving with the inner child but I’ve just moved into tough love. I love you, you must sit down, you must stop and you must allow us to integrate and flow together. I don’t know if that’s going to work, it didn’t fix the meditation tonight! I don’t know, that tough love may be a bad thing to do with the inner child too. I didn’t even realize that I had this other aspect acting up until you brought it up. I’m certainly going to try all this and just pray that it actually has some impact. It sounds wonderful and gentle and loving and I like that!
Well, what we’re talking about is that which is your personality. Within your personality you have these inner children that people have going on. So there probably is a direct link between the two. Whether or not we’re looking at it from a bigger aspect than you are; well it feels like we’re looking at is a little bit bigger than what you are talking about.
So we certainly can appreciate tough love and that sometimes the perspective of that from saying ‘this is as far with this as I’m willing to go’ is fine. But when you have parts inside of you that are crying out or holding on to you with a strangle hold; it’s doing so from a place of feeling un-acknowledged or fear or depression or any of those types of emotions. Continuing to do something that from their perspective is ignoring them or pushing them aside, does not create the solution. So the solution always comes from unconditional love, unconditional appreciation – whew- there it goes –whew- (this is the Goddess blowing it out, creating a shift) As we were saying that we have been working with you and we can feel how she was opening up a little bit because we see her, we acknowledge her and we can do that. –whew—
So this is what we think would be very beneficial. You can go back and listen to this recording again or you may feel you need to work with this one on one, we do this a lot with Shelly in private sessions if that’s what you choose. But anyway it’s something that’s a part of the releasing of the past year or more. As its integrated you will find that everything else will unfold with greater ease.
Oh thank you! And I did feel an opening in my heart chakra as you did that move. It was a great feeling, so thank you very much!
Excellent! You are very welcome and we sense that, that was the shift that you were looking for.
Oh gosh, thank you!
You’re welcome.
Namaste
Namaste.
Vilma, I see there is only one more person, so we’ll take that call.
Question: Hello Goddess, I just want to confirm. I’ve been feeling a lot of energy all over my body. I feel like my lightbody is changing my physical body while I’m asleep. I feel like a lot of my energies are more play. Most of my life I struggle and strain but now it’s all about play, play, play. Is that working through my body right now?
Answer: It’s very, very hard to hear you. But what we’re hearing is that you feel that with the integration of your lightbody, there’s a lot of play going on; that you feel that the essence of your body and dream state. Is that what you’re saying?
Nope, when I go to sleep the energy of my body is moving and I feel a lot of shifting and changing. And it feels really, really good! (oh, okay) Most of the mode I’m in now is play, joyful play. Is that making an affect in my progress on my physical changes, like with the meditation we did tonight?
Exactly beloved! That is exactly; when you are seeking to integrate your lightbody or more of your divinity it comes through from a space that is joyful, that is happy, that is loving; it just makes you feel good! That’s what our sense is from what you’re speaking of. That is the integration of the greater amount of your lightbody energy. As that is happening, as you are experiencing that we sense that it’s going to begin to have an effect on your physical body. Your physical body is going to release toxins; you might go through a period where you feel a little more uncomfortable, because your body is releasing toxins. But when you continue to focus on the joyful, playful feeling then you will find that your body will move through it with greater ease.
How awesome!
It is awesome! Again, we think there was someone else now that we’re at the end and Shelly’s a little disoriented; it feels like there was someone else tonight confirming, is this my divinity, is this me fully manifesting it; indeed that is what we confirm for you!
Thank you!
You’re welcome~~
