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A Movie -- The Horse Boy
This movie shows they path they chose in trying to deal with their son's autism. The couple had traveled a great deal both on their own and as a couple prior to the birth of their son. So as things seemed to be getting worse and more challenging they looked for any way possible to help their son. They chose going to Mongolia to work with the Shamans.
There were a group of Shamans who met with them when they first arrived in the country. Then their quest took them to a lake high in the mountains that had great healing abilities. From there they went to the reindeer people. Many of these areas were accessible only by horse, so much of the healing was about the journey.
For this little boy who was 5 when all this happened, it had a profound impact upon him. He was much calmer, able to be potty trained and began to truly connect with people after this experience. The parents both believe a profound healing took place; one from the Shamans the other from the whole experience.
For me, I found my third eye to be open and spinning through a great deal of the movie. In addition, during two of the scenes with the Shamans, I felt my entire body vibrating with energy. I believe this little boy was able to connect with them in a completely different way and they were able to assist him in creating the shift or the link he needed to be able to live more easily.
Does one need to go to Mongolia? No. There is healing available in many different places and many different ways. What is always important to remember is that these children are not 'flawed' but simply functioning in a way that is different. It's truly a beautiful movie.
The movie is:
"The Horse Boy" by Michael Orion Scott and Rupert Isaacson
Much love,
Shelly
Manifest Like You Don't Want It!
As with most people, manifesting what I want in life is quite often front and center in my mind, emotions, life. I've worked with my guides, I've read many books, I've taken seminars; just about anything, I've tried it. So here I am, where I am today.
As I look back over a number of years I can see where so much of what I've wanted to manifest is here. Now, sometimes not in the volume I'd like, sometimes it comes in at the last minute or very randomly. But when I consider my life as a whole I find I truly have manifested what I need. In addition there are many things I've manifested that I never specified, yet it's had a hugely stabilizing affect on my life.
I've had discussions with three people recently about manifesting and here are some of the thoughts that came through those discussions, perspectives of my friends and myself.
1) Once you have manifested something the first time, it's easier to do it again. Case in point for this is about private channels I have in a week. I want to average 3-4 a week and I do! Sometimes people call me at the last minute, sometimes I get lots of calls all at the same time, but when I look back over a month it averages out to be 3-4 a week, many times even more. I have had several discussions with my group (of angels and guides) and myself about this. I've put out to the universe my intention then some weeks I have 1 or nothing going on. I find that something else is actually happening in my life that week and it frees me up to do that. Then the next week I double up.
So in regards to this for me, I know I can ALWAYS manifest private channels. As I consider this today I find that it's easier to manifest because I trust that it will just happen. I have the experience of the last several years to 'prove' it. I have the belief in my ability in this regard so I am very relaxed about it so as to alleviate the pressure of what has as yet not happened. It's easier for me to move into allowing this to unfold.
2) It's all about the alignment. You have heard this from just about everyone; the Goddess has said it, I've said it, Abraham-Hicks, etc. So if this is a very common thread, there must be something to it! When I'm channeling, be it in the teleconference or a private channel, I am able to see energy. I can see when someone is seeking to have something in their life and I can see where that desire is in relationship to that person. There are many reasons why there is a difference between the vibration of what you want and the vibration of where you are right now. Sometimes it's as simple as you're just out of whack today (or at least at the time I'm looking at the person). Other times I can see distinct blocks between the desire and the person. Still other times I do not see anything in between the person and what they seek to have. This is where I think the majority of us are.
3) What is resistance and why is it so aggravating? This is one of the aspects that I find most annoying! I believe that resistance is what keeps us from the vibrational alignment of what we are seeking to manifest. Again, here we are... resistance. What is that? If we want something in our lives we put it out to the universe that we want 'it'. We then immediately look forward to it falling into our lives. We may notice signs that make us think 'Is this it'? 'Is it almost here'? 'Can this be for real'? So we notice these things that are happening and suddenly we are going into control. What I mean is that we now try to make what we see happening, happen even faster or more efficiently. This may entail going certain places, calling certain people, signing up for things; whatever it may be. In all of this we are keeping ourselves connected to what we seek to have and we're trying to shape how it's going to come in so that we'll know it and so that it will be ours. We're now pushing. We're now using effort to 'make' it happen. Which is where the resistance comes in.
Would you like to know why I find resistance so aggravating? Because I don't think I have any!! For the most part. I also find it aggravating because if I have resistance I must doing something 'wrong'. Resistance comes to us in many different ways. It can be we make deliberate choices that take us away from what we desire. Now in our minds we may say that we are just 'choosing' to do it that way. Of course we are! But from another perspective this is resistance.
This is really very common for most people: when you want something really badly you tend to notice how much it's not there. It may seem as if every time you turn around there's a reflection of what you haven't gotten. It may seem you clear the energies, shift to what you DO want; yet nothing happens, so you realize you STILL don't have it. I think where we get caught up in this is that we clear the energies, focus on what we want, it doesn't come in very quickly we are back into what's NOT there again. It becomes a cycle of release and attach.
As I was saying, I didn't think I had resistance around this one particular manifestation of mine. Yet I'd get so mad if someone said I did. I was having a conversation with a friend and she was talking about what she'd done and I found myself going into this place of thinking what I didn't have. I'd not thought of it for awhile one way or another; but suddenly it was there in front of me, so I brought it up. She continued to talk about resistance. The more she said, the more frustrated I became. But remember? I don't have resistance!! Anytime you feel emotions other than joy, peace, love, excitement around what you seek to have; it's resistance.
4) Moving past resistance and into acceptance. One could say that acceptance is another form of release. Acceptance is a state of being. It's a state of allowing. Where I think so many people get caught up is that they believe that if they accept where they are right now--without what it is they want-- then they no longer want their manifestation. This is not true. There is no doubt in your mind that you want.. what you want!
In moving into acceptance it's essential to be very clear of your final outcome. You've put forth what it is you seek to have. But here you are right now, wherever that may be. This is where people begin the process of focusing on what ever it is that is lacking. So to transition that, begin to focus on what it is you like. Begin to focus on the little things. I think another step that most of us do which creates resistance is go directly for 'the big one'. The one that may feel huge or too overwhelming, but it still just what we want. As you begin to look at the little things that you are able to manifest, you will find that before you know it, the bigger ones are closer than you realize.
I tend to be chronically late. Not terribly late but perhaps 10 -15 minutes. Why is this? I have no idea, I just know it happens. In addition to my channeling I work as an RN for an out patient radiology center. This got to be such an issue I was talked to in the office, they even changed my schedule 'since I couldn't get there on time'. This I disliked because I didn't want to leave late at the end of the day! This all came about during the time in my studies where I was thinking of 'shifting or bending time'. (hmmm, manifested it?) Anyway, I LOVE this! Suddenly I'd be driving to work in the morning and if I was running a few minutes late, I'd shift time so as to arrive on time! Now, I'd say this works about 98% of the time.
Here is how I began manifesting arriving to work on time. For this I'd reaffirm to the universe I need to be there by 7:37 (we have a 7 minute grace period). Now the universe knows this, but I'm still clear in what I seek. I then ask the universe to line up whatever needs to happen for this to be accomplished. I then release it. I take a deep breath in, breathe out, consciously letting go the energies. I then deliberately listen to something on the radio, my iPod, book on tape, whatever it may be. Before I know it, I realize I'm almost at work and the timing is going great.
Now, several years later when I do this, I don't necessarily take every step because all I have to say is 'Oops, need to shift today'. Then breathe in and breathe out. What is happening to me? First of all, I know from past experience that this is going to work, it creates a level of trust. Secondly because it's small, not going to change the course of my life, it's easier to let go resistance. Thirdly by distracting myself with what I like, music, books, radio I'm able to focus on what I DO like as apposed to every red light or slow poke in front of me. I have now created a vibrational alignment with arriving at work on time.
Therefore with this I stated what I wanted to manifest; arriving at work on time. I made my intention very clear, as I did so I was acknowledging that in that moment, it looked like I was going to be late to work. I then released the specific outcome of how to accomplish the result by distracting myself with what I like to do while driving.
You see how it's much easier to accept where you are and to release and allow when it's something not so big? If you begin to let your focus be upon many many little things in your life that you are already manifesting; you will come to realize that you manifest WAY more abundantly than you realized.
5) Using compassion to assist in your daily life. I love compassion! It's something that is always there and it's something that people have a tendency to ignore. Why is it that humans are so darn hard on themselves? We live in a world that for many is very task oriented. You set goals and you work towards those goals. You have to be pro-active. You have to have a plan and yes manifesting what you want is all a part of that.
To me the greatest part of compassion is that it allows me to be gentle and loving towards myself. I sometimes get interesting responses from people when we talk about compassion. I think there are many who just aren't comfortable with allowing it into their lives. It makes them feel vulnerable. It makes them feel they are even letting themselves down in their goal oriented life.
I invite you to take a minute and consider who or what is your strongest ally? Your divinity. It's there for you your whole life. It will not go away for any reason until you release this physical life and return completely to your divinity. So if this is what is your strongest, most solid support system; open to use it! Remember that it is there. Compassion is one of the ways to allow this into your life. Compassion is without judgment. It doesn't matter what you've done. I doesn't matter what you are doing right now. If you shift your focus into compassion it's a means of allowing resistance, tiredness, heaviness to flow away from you. Compassion is a means of nurturing you. When you tap into compassion and allow it into your life-- it's a direct link to your divinity!
As I've mentioned resistance is something that can make me very frustrated; hence, it's resistance! (Perhaps my next post will be 'Resistance is not really a 4 letter word'!) Consciously opening your heart and allowing compassion to flow into it is a means of shifting your energy. You need not give compassion a job-- like release this, bring in that; you need only allow it to flow. Compassion will move through you and it soothes your energies. It allows you to let go the burdens you've been carrying.
For what I've seen with myself and the people I work with the number one burden is judgment. It's judgment that puts in our face 'I'm not good enough to manifest' or 'I've worked with this for years and it's still not happening' or 'That person has it, why can't I' or 'I must be doing something wrong because I have not accomplished what I seek'. Does any of that resonate with you? If so then I invite you to sit back for a moment, take a deep breath in and ask compassion to flow into you~~~~~ For some you may feel a shift, others may only feel the deep breath they took. I affirm that every time you do that, you are opening to compassion.
As you are moving through your life I invite you to embrace compassion as part of your daily life. I invite you to be very gentle with yourself right NOW with where you are right now. Remember that the vibrational alignment for manifesting is through joy, love and acceptance; no matter what you seek to manifest. Remember to go with the easy choices, let the big unfold! I send surges of compassion, love and light to you as you are creating your life! Perhaps now you can see why I say "Manifest like you don't want it"!!
Are you a walk in?
Hi Everyone,
I know there was a lot of talk about this a few years. It seemed as if many people felt they were walk ins or knew that they were walk ins etc. It seemed to be more common. I am.
This has been brought home to me in many different ways. Most recently I received an email through FB from someone I knew in high school. It was great to hear from him, he was talking about he was my escort for the Miss RHS (Ridgeview High School) contest. No, sadly I didn't win. But I digress. This friend writes to me about it and I had totally forgotten the whole thing. Once he reminded me of some stuff, I did remember. But it occurred to me when I went to my 30 year reunion for HS, which incidentally was the only one I attended, I also was hard pressed to remember anyone. It was all very vague.
This is but to name a couple experiences. In 2001 as the Goddess came to me I began to channel her. after about 6 months, perhaps a little longer I remember a feeling of having to make a decision. This decision was about allowing in her energies, choosing to channel. Once I made that decision a number of things changed in my life, it seemed almost as if over night. Now as I look back, I recognized I walked in a much higher aspect of myself.
As a child I had 2 episodes of sexual abuse. This of course was pivotal in how my life evolved. After this time in 2001 I began to feel it happened to someone else. I'd look at my bills and for months I'd think 'That was already paid off'. The biggest thing was 'coming out of the closet' at work. I am a registered nurse and have worked in nursing for 30 years +/-. I was in the front office when a co-worker said of John Edwards 'I'd pay a million dollars for him to contact Mike for me" Mike (name is changed) was her husband who'd died of a brain tumor 2 years before. I said "You don't need to pay him for that, I can do it for you!" As soon as the words were out of my mouth I looked behind me to see who had said it!!!
But from that time it's been significantly different for me. My channeling wen from good consistent stuff for me personally to phenomenal information for the world. Now as these energies are integrating so fully I am again feeling this shift moving through me. I feel my body changing, my voice changing, my life. I am constantly affirming I am always open to receive, I am open to change.
I just wanted to write about this because it has become so evident to me. I'd of course love to hear what others would like to share about there lives.
Much love,
Shelly
Happy Spring!!!
When I woke up the next morning, my chest hurt! You know how it is when you've been working really hard or doing a work out at the gym and your chest and upper arms are just physically sore. That's how I felt!! But I had NOT been to the gym. I'm positive it was the channel. I felt much more integrated then over the next few days.
I since then have been having heart palpitations. Sometimes they are quite concerning, other times no big deal. But I am always aware of them. I feel this is all still integrating what is happening within me.
The channel on April 19th was unique also. It felt as she was speaking through me as if we were staying somewhat more grounded. I never know exactly what to expect, but was unique in that she did a great deal before we even expanded consciousness. Next, the channel was only about 45 mins as apposed the normal 60 mins. I thought again, hmmm, what's up with this?
During the last Q&A there was a really loud thunder that startled me, pushed me out of channel. So I finished. We will talk afterwards and during that time I could hear the rain starting. Well, there was this explosive lightening and thunder that actually made me yelp! So I got off the phone.
Five minutes later a tornado came through! My neighborhood is huddled up close to a small mountain. For that reason plus my energy work, I always feel protected. I did hear the noise like a freight train that is often times associated with a tornado. I found out later it touched down across the main street from my neighborhood and about 1-2 blocks away.
Pretty interesting huh? Is there a meaning? Who can say. I just keep feeling huge shifts in energy; the opening of my heart center, the very physical channel this time, then the physical clearing of my space.
Anyone else experiencing stuff like this?
It's SNOWING!
Hoorah!!! I LOVE the snow!!! I live just north of Atlanta, Ga, in the southeastern US (for those of you in other countries) and we don't get much snow. So whenever it snows it feels like a gift. I have found myself walking through the house looking at my back yard, then the front, talking to my daughter and friends on the phone; it feels like a celebration! I've included a couple pictures in this post. I am wondering as I'm feeling all this, why? I think it's because as I look at the snow, it's the big fat flakes and they themselves look mystical. It's a sense of fun. It's a sense of clearing. It feels like a chance to run around and just play!
I know many of you life in the north and have snow for many months of your year and could be thinking... snow in March... I'm over it and ready for spring! I've lived many places and as a child, I was born in Minnesota, so remembered the snow as building forts, snow ball fights, catching the flakes on my tongue, the swishing of my snow pants. In fact the year we moved away, the drifts were taller than me and even my dad! I'm one of 5 and we'd go outside, get all wet, come in, mom would throw the pants and coats in the dryer, we'd have hot chocolate; then bundle up and out we go again! Perhaps this is what created the memory that snow is fun and magical!
I haven not been lately but I used to go once a year to the mountains for skiing, snow mobiling and more. I've missed that. As I'm writing this, I believe I'll add this to my list to manifest!! When I did going skiing, I was glad to go and enjoy; then return to the lack of snow and lack of the hassle! For those trips, it was the cold crisp air, the crunch of the snow, the sailing down the slopes.... Ah, I'm loving it even now!
The bulbs are always so strong and hopeful!
Me in front of a waterfall in Yellowstone!
Happy Valentine's Day!!!
With the increase in the crystalline vibration within and throughout the earth there is greater access to heart centered emotions and energies. I know with the people I work with there seems to be an easier transition as they release old energies. I know for myself I'm way more in the flow of energy and light than ever before. Plus, if I find myself outside of the flow or in resistance, it's easier to get back into alignment.
I put forth a challenge for you..... can you link with or feel even a moment of unconditional love? If you feel it easily, allow it to expand fuller and fuller until you have the flow of love moving through you and all around with a greater and greater depth.
If it's a challenge to feel the energies, close your eyes, breathe slowly and deeply into your heart center and as you do so, consciously open your heart. As you open your heart center the flow of love automatically increases. If you normally don't ‘feel' I invite you to choose to allow the flow of love. If you ask--- it's always there! Actually it's always there whether you ask or not!!
So breathe deeply the essence of divine love. Breathe deeply your own connection to self. Breathe deeply and feel all the way down to your toes--- the essence of love on Valentine's Day or any day you read this.
Much love,
Shelly
Times of transition
I truly think that this time upon the earth is a time of much greater potential than any other time! I think there is still a great deal of balancing that is taking place. When people speak of the economy, of the banks, of their jobs; so often it's in the context of fear. In your life, there may be many things which are unsteady and do back up this fear. But I also believe 100% that the only way to move beyond the fear, beyond what is your current reality is to move into one or more of these new potentials.
I was recently listening to something from Esther Hicks who channels ‘Abraham'. It was a wonderful reminder that I wanted to pass on to all of you. If things are overwhelming; focus on the little. Focus on the small things in your life that are going right. There is something. It may feel obscure, but it's there. For each little something that you focus upon and recognize ‘that's right, that does feel good' it opens an even greater potential for over all good feelings.
Society is in transition. Transition takes time and I know so many of you have been a part of this transition for a long time. Now it's moving into the collective consciousness more fully than it ever has before. We who have already aligned with the higher energies, who have worked within ourselves to open to greater love, greater potential, greater awareness; need only remember we are divine! Not a reflection of the divinity, not a reflection of source, not a reflection of God. We ARE all of this simply because we are!
Hope you are finding your love and your divinity which is you!
Happy Holidays from My Heart to Yours!
There are so many different beliefs around the world that I always find the holiday season so interesting. I follow the Christmas holidays myself. This has always been my favorite time of the year, just like the song! My sister and I would laugh over how early are we turning on Christmas music. I'll say up front I'm part of a large family and we get together all the time. That being said, there have been many Christmases that I felt very alone and lonely, even within a large loving family. Through the years and my work with the Goddess this is now a thing of the past. I may still have moments of loneliness, but over riding is all I feel joy, contentment and peace. I truly loved the Goddess's channel from December 7th! http://www.goddesslight.net/goddess-channels/you-are-family--the-energy-spa.htm During the channel she addresses how so many people feel and invited everyone to feel a part of the whole. You are not alone!
There is so much emotion and energy that can be expressed through music. This evening I attended a Christmas concert. The singer is a lovely woman who is from Croatia, she also played keyboard. There was a man on synthesizer, a woman playing the cello and another who sang and played flute, chimes, bells, etc. The music touched me so deeply! The first cord from the synthesizer had my tears flowing! There were other moments when I could my heart was wide open. I almost skipped the concert because I had been so busy today but man, was I glad I took the time to sit, listen, feel and experience this glorious music. It was a nice break.
I'll have 20 +/- here for dinner on Christmas Eve. I love this!! We all meet at my folk's house then on Christmas day. What are some of your traditions? How are you feeling? I'd love for you to share if you so choose. Now matter what you believe or celebrate, I hope your holidays are lovely and filled with light, joy and the energy of love!
What's your favorite season?? ---check out my pics
Mine is FALL! I love this time of year. I live in the Atlanta, Georgia area. For those of you from around the world, this is the south eastern USA. Therefore it's quite hot and humid in the summer. So, when October gets here with the cooler weather and lack of humidity; it's just glorious!!
I live 2 hours from the north Georgia mountains and took a trip up there today. I spent time driving through the mountains and took a hike along a stream and sat for awhile in one of my sacred spots. I enjoyed seeing the pumpkins at the road side stands. The trees were turning color and just so pretty! I'm going to try and upload a couple into this blog so y'all can share the experience with me. I had some boiled peanuts. Have you ever tried them? They're different, salty, hot and soft. I also bought some home made peach cider. Yum! Oh, you know what else I liked? Watching everyone on the motorcycles! There were sooo many of them out today and I thought now that's another great way to see the mountains.
I found myself feeling such a sense of peace and balance. I know there is a lot of change occurring in the US and the world, but for the day it was wonderful to just feel the invigorating weather and energies. I know I get so busy that I either forget or just don't take the time to reconnect in such a way with the mountains, the earth, the water. I've lived out west where the mountains are tall and rocky, a glorious site to see; these mountains not as tall and filled with trees. I was told in channel one time that the western mountains are more masculine energies while these are feminine. That comes as no surprise that I so resonate with the energy!
I've added the second image of my sacred space. On the day I took this picture, I'd actually taken about 8-10 pictures. This is the only one that had the orbs which is why I know they were orbs as apposed to water droplets. Plus on my original picture, I can actually see colors and shapes in some of them.
What is your favorite season? Where are some of your sacred spaces?
What's your animal totem?
When I first began channeling her, I split my consciousness in such a way I had my experience in addition to her speaking through me. Now when I'm channeling for the teleconference, the energies of the Goddess come into me and I'm only minimally aware of my own journey as a part of the experience. What did come to my awareness was I kept seeing a moose. I thought this was kind of different as usually my totems are the eagle, wolf and dolphin. But I kept seeing this moose and looking in his eyes! When I looked up what the moose represents in Animal-Speak, it is ‘an invitation to learn to explore new depths of awareness and sensitivity within yourself and within your environs.' I keep feeling as if I could step more fully into potentials. It has not felt like the right time......
During the channel I could see through the Goddess' eyes a connection to certain animals. In particular the large cats, like wildcats, cougars, lions, etc. I sense that many of the animals will be assisting us as we open to telepathy. They are already so GOOD at that! If you have or have had a pet, consider how they just look at you and you know what they want! I know my dog could do that to me all the time~~~
Do you have pets in your life? Have you noticed a shift in awareness? What are your totems? I'd love to hear from you.
Much love,
Shelly
End of Summer--Thoughts on DNA and Expanding Consciousness
Here we are, already coming to the end of summer. We in the US always look at Labor Day weekend as the end of summer. Of course, most places will remain hot and in summer weather, but I for one am looking forward to the cooler temps of fall! Now for all of you south of the equator, perhaps you're looking towards the end of winter and the coming of spring....
This summer for me has been about releasing old beliefs. I channeled the dolphins in July and it took me several weeks to publish this! I felt resistance to sharing information of expanded DNA. This channel from the dolphins really gives some wonderful insights about how to link with our signature cells so that we may consciously expand our DNA. Why do we want to do this? Because we can - says the little girl inside! But also as we expand the consciousness within our cells and DNA we have greater ability to work with the crystalline energies. This in turn allows each of us to manifest greater and greater amounts of our divinity. As we are doing so, we shift our consciousness with greater ease. We can choose joy in our lives with greater ease. We can choose to manifest what we truly seek to have and it will be there and available.... with greater ease!
I hope this finds you moving through your own process with ease and joy.
Much love,
Shelly
Prosperity & New Energy Consciousness
Hello All!
This is the day of prosperity, woohoo! I wish you life filled with prosperity and abundance in all its forms. How is this summer or winter finding you?
I'm continuing to feel the energies as they ebb and flow. The Goddess in her channels with us has been assisting us with ways in which we can grow from these energies. I know I mentioned in my last blog that I was sooo tired. This has passed. Now I find that I am feeling a bit of a roller coaster! Some days I'm really happy, on task, moving along. Then I may be waking up frequently, feeling sensitive, feeling in limbo or just out of sorts.
The channels from the Goddess in July were really transformative. In the first one, she assisted us in opening to a greater self love and self awareness. It was really interesting how she was assisting us to open to love..... then it was necessary to let go of the emotions that have been holding people back. With her second journey, we opened to accept at a deeper level this love and awareness. How often do we say we want.....whatever it may be; but then are we really open to accept whatever it may be?
As the group opened to the deeper love, I found there was an intense universal energy coming in. It is a little hard to describe it other than to say it felt very evolved and filled with love. In the first private channel after that journey, both the individual and I felt that energy. This universal energy brought an enhanced potential into the mix; for me and for others.
The first channel of August was everyone tapping into this energy in an even more massive way. The Goddess called it New Energy Consciousness. I know that we have ascended into the 4th dimension and as a result we've been working with new energy. My perception of this consciousness coming in with this channel is that it's becoming more available for the average person. Now how much are they using it? Probably more than they know! Then there's us. We know it's here, we know how we want to evolve; so I encourage you to use that to assist you in whatever way you so choose.
As you are moving through your days, I hope you will access and play with these energies. The more people work with them the more there will be! Open to your own potential. Accept all that you can be~~
Sending you love and joy,
Shelly